Countdown...

3 more days till it starts...sigh...stress stress stress....and with such gloomy weather i doesnt help at all...crap...

Sick...

The cause and effect of being stress for exam is being sick...and additional for me...i've return to my Msian timing...yeah...i now sleep around 3am and wakes up at 12pm....which is around Msia's 12am n 9am. And thanks to the stress i'm sick somehow for a moment everyday....with the sneezing and drools from the nose in the afternoon. Just hope this ends quickly....

Compilation...

it has been many days now that i cant seem to get this post typed out properly....seriously, for the pass days since my last post, i've been thinking of posting things here and yet i was unable coz of the things happen around me. Even now i struggle to type this, to type this into proper sentencing and something that makes sense. Reason??...too many things on my mind...

Where to start and how....well i guess it all started when me wanting to go back for my holiday became a serious issue. parents want me to stay and work....while me wan to go back coz i dun really like it here with my current situation. Rite here i feel so much retriction where i got to act according to the rules etc etc which makes me feel not myself. Worst part of it...in the midst of this ia made my mom cry...and i concluded to give up on that thought of going back. Yet as the days pass i feel more miserable coz i know i'm forcing myself to stay where i am to be at.

things has been told to me on wat i can do here and yet i dun accept it coz i feel it is different and there are more retrictions to it. And it is a contradicting thing when at one point i was ask not to go back to save money and yet i was told to stay here and spend more money...dun u think it is a contradicting thing?? i was ask for reasons to go back too...and of course i had mine and yet i wouldnt tell coz i know it wont make a difference..it has always been like this since young...always tricking me to tell them y and yet always breaking the promise so i never tell y in the end. Arghhhh....and yet i'm still here thinking of ways to go back..crap.

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I was reading my old blog...haha and i find it funny when i read it. Not cause it is really funny though there is some that r funny. It is cause i find it the way i used to type, gave me an impression of a naive, inmature complaining idiot. Seriously i laugh and smile at the posts i typed there. Well i dunno whether i'm still the same here but then either way it means something good. If i've changed....means i've grown..haha...if not means i'm staying true to myself=P But then i like the way i used to typed it out...coz it reminds me of the things i've done back then. And i'm happy about it though there was those sad and frustrating post, it still reminds me of the experince that i've gone thru.

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I was thinking about a topic jess blog about and that makes me lazy to blog it again...go read off her's if u wanna read...haha...which topic is it...u figure it out lar...just darn no mood rite now=P

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Man....so many things and yet i manage to post these...crap...and this is heading no where...i shall end here...

Preparations...

Brain cells!!...Check!!
Notes!!...Check!!
Books!!...Check!!
Stationaries!!...Check!!
Discispline!!...Not checkT_T

Arghh....2 more weeks and the battle will began(if u r wondering wat it is....it is exam) To me every exam is like a battle/war, we make preparations everytime before the exam till we go ignoring our meals, sleeps, and at times the people n things around us. I think is very similar to the soldiers out there, before war, they train, prapare for the war, ignoring everything just for the purpose to overcome the the enemy. Rite now i have everything checked...except my discipline to sit down somewhere n study for hours, it is just hard to do it when u dun hav anyone to study with(YinXie n Jeremy, if u 2 r reading this, i appreciate ur companies at McD those long nites). Anyway, i still got to smack my ass and stick it to the chair and sink my head into the books to study...it is a whole new level compare to back homeT_T

Chiller for the weekend...

Well i had a bad start for my weekend...which explains the no posts...and yesterday to get everything off me and to relax abit i went to the city to look for Jeremy. I did some useless get on n off the tram as i was not so sure about the roads in the city and in the end i realise is just a long straight road to read to his place.

Anyway, i drop by his place for a while before heading back into the city for a short walk, he brought me to eat nice egg tarts(yes they remind me of the egg tarts back home. thinking about it now makes me hungry=P) Then continue to walk around before we headed to Stalactites, a 24 hours Greek restaurant. Now since he has been there before so i ask him to make the orders and thinking that he is hungry too so ask him to order accordingly..and ended up with a large plate of meat of lamb n chicken, pure meat!! a plate of calamari and a bowl of fries. And thanks to my 'smart-ness' i didnt bring my camerea to take the picture of the food. Back to the story...as we were eating half way, he stopped and at first i thought that is just like a break taking things slow, but ended up it seems to be that he is full and there is more than half a plate of meat, calamari and fries to finish. So being the next big eater there...i have to clear it or it is a wastage, but in the end i manage to finish the calamari, and leaving 5% of meat and 70% of fries...and i was bloated there thanks to the meat.

later on we went to bowl, yeah finally i get to bowl since the last time i played like ages ago. And thanks to the promotion we took we manage to play 4 games in total=), at first we intent to get a jug of beer to drink but then it seems they needed approved id to allows to buy it...so we ended up getting 2 jugs of soft drinks. And i lost 3 games to Jeremy, manage to win 1 though, but the enjoying the nite and relax and of course the fellowship was the important thing for me there.=)

Wat can i do??...

Every now and then when someone does something that u in ur opinion is something not rite and yet u cant say it out or correct the person coz that person has the every rite to do that....you get that frus feeling in u, get wat i mean??...Well often i face that kind of situation and yet i never feel ease when that happens. Though that person has every rite to choose wat they wan to do but y do we or at elast feel this way??...well is just a conflict of opinions i would say. It is like 2 minds that has diff thoughts, one mind think way A is the rite while the other mind say way B is better, and when both doesnt agree with each other comes arguments etc etc...but some will choose to shut up and keep it coz of not wanting a argument. Then how do we overcome this then?? shout at each other till our ass falls off??, or should we just shut up and leave it?? i think we should sit down n talk properly in a calm n peaceful way. Will it work?? try it out n find out

Sinking into...

Books soon...sigh..exam is near by and i really need to download all the extra notes to study...first time exam here dun plan to fail...so prayers everyone and i need more self decipline and determination...being lazy recently...super lazy=P..

Same weight...

Finally there is a weighting machine...well everyone thinks that once u go overseas u will grow fatter coz of the food they eat...but for me...base on the weighting machine i still weight the same, which mean i've not gain any wieght means not fatter...but for some reason, mayb coz of the lack of walking compared to last time, my breathing has gotten worse after walking for sometime. Gotta take note of this health matter!

Till death do us part...

Ok..i'm not reciting a wedding vow to someone now...is just that when i woke up this morning and having my morning tea...this line came to me...and i was whoa...early in the morning and death came into ur mind. Anyway wat it mean in th vows was when the 2 get married the only way they will be apart will be death of one before another, but as in this modern age...anything is possible.

Well i type this out not to tell the whole world wat it meant, i think most of us know wat it meant. But i want to say is have u ever thought wat will u do if u know how many days left u have on this earth?? I think rich fellas will start worrying about thier will and settle everything they have and give accordingly to thier children etc etc. But for a normal person, the average income person wat will they do?? Spend all thier money so the will leave nothing on earth for no one?? Well everyone of us has a different opinion on that. Mine?? if i know how many days i have on this earth, and ASSUMING i will be in my working life with a family etc where everything is smooth. I would spend my last few days with my family, i think when u have a family of ur own they matter the most...going for trips around the world with my family if i have the cash, and even when i die...no burial needed, yeah though burial is a long lasting thing, but i dun fancy it(imagine having ur children etc to clean the grave every year - ching ming, though i dun do it but that sucks lar cleaning the grave) rather they have cremate my dead body and throw my ashes into the sea. Of course that is the future which that might not even happen to me. As for now if i know, i wont tell a single soul, i would just enjoy life just as it is.

That is just my thoughts...but in reality it will never happen, u must be some kind of psychic to be able to know when u r gonna die or so sick that the days are mention to u. But then again, if u knew the days u have left on this earth wat will u do?? And wat u do shows how much u fear death dun u think so??

X marks the spot...

X marks the spot...i think many of u know wat it means rite??...it means where the treasure is for the pirates...but then i would say our goal in life. Where is our goal in life??...where is the X pointing at...are we heading to our goal?? Well some may ask...wat is our goal in life...well that is for u to find out on ur own. In fact some of us knows our own goal in life but then always walking a whole other direction and never reaching the X. Are you gonna be one of them??...or do u wan to be a person who knows ur goal in life and want to reach ur goal?? U decide for urself, reflect on ur own.

Smile?!...

yeah i know this pic is small but then wat i wan to do rite now is to achieve that...to make u always smile...which i often fail. I like this pic, not coz only is cute u c...but also it gives me a goal to achieve....to make u smile always=)

Patience...

How much patience does a person has?? Everyone of us has a different level of patience, and do this pic, how many of u hav the patience to do it??....to slowly get the boxes in line small together n refined neat n close together and colour it that way without mistakes.

Anyway..back to the topic...patience. Wat good does patience do to us?? Well i dunno wat it does to everyone but for me, to be patient and not be anxious about things. Many things in life we expect to be done immdiately, and of course u know wat happen when it doesnt happen eh?? we get pissed off about it etc etc...but then i learn to be patient and not request so much, good things comes to those who wait eh?!...well wat good will it be i do not know but why rush in life??

Drawing...

Does anyone know where this pic is from??..haha..well, after so many years and yet i'm still keeping it. Well not drawned by me but by my fren who gave it to me when i'm still in primary. And if u look the real thing is kinda nice when it sketched out. I used to sketch when i was a small kid, over the years i lost that skill, yeah so rite now i cant sketch exactly a picture. But i still love drawing.

Staring at the moon...

Had dinner just now and on the way home saw the bright shinning round moon up in the sky. And during the whole ride back home i keep staring up into the moon for it is so beautiful, and then reminds me of one line that movies/ shows/ or watever that when someone says to anoter something about looking at the moon/stars(cant remember which) and the person's love is also looking up at that same moon/star that same time....which leads me to think...is that really happen in real life?? i mean in shows anything is possible...but how often in real life does it happen??...my thoughts...close to 0%

Change for the better...

Something i got out of the lecture i just had but not relating to the subject..haha. People always say make changes in our life for the better and when the changes has made we complain that the chnages has no effect, or doesnt work. One of the reason that i just realise during the lecture mention by the lecturer of course is that do we have the perseverance to wait for the changes to take effect and see the better side of it?? Many times we expect the changes to have an immediate effect which at times it does and it doesnt. When we doesnt we complain and seek for another change saying the changes that has been made is no good as no effect has been seen. Sometimes in life, the decisions we made might not have an immediate impact on our life, it might take a longer time for it to take effect. Conclusion??...dun complain when it seems there is nothing going on...but just persevere longer and there might be a difference...

So diconnected...

I think today would be the day i feel so diconnected with the world. I spend my morning in church, and slept thru the afternoon. Not much of human interaction even with my parents coz they spend the afternoon out while i was sleeping and nite out when i just woke up.

Is human interaction important to us?? i think it is to a certain extend. if we do not have any then we would could be insane coz the things we think when we are alone is just imanginable in my opinion of course. We could be thinking of suicide, or killings?!...but most of all i think being alone is just a sad thing, when we hav the world among us to communicate to each other and yet not connected to them would just means lonely. And that is just a sad thing eh?!...

Shall we dance??...

Was watching shall we dance just now, the dance they show in there was ballroom dancing and though they didnt show much of it but with those short moments of dance got me thinking y people like ballroom dancing. Unlike like the modern contemporaty dancing like hip hop n breakdance, i would say ballroom dancing is like a traditional dance..haha...y?? coz the dance steps are fixed. Anyway that is not important to wat i;m trying to point out...wat i relise that ballroom dancing too need to be done in pairs. Means it is a 2 person thing perfect for couples!! i may not learn or know how to dance any of the ballroom dances(wait i think i know partly....some fund raising event for church) but i do know that it takes 2 people to connect both physically n emotionally to dance the dance perfectly, correct me if i'm wrong, this comes to my mind when i was watching the movie where JLo explaining how the RAMBA should be dance in the movie. Besides i think it is kinda romantic in a way.

Lost...

Lost....a four letter word that describes the uncertainty in the direction u r heading or the area u r in....and yet with this word a tv series was came to live which really cause the viewers to be lost when they miss an episode. And this word, i think is the best word to describe my current feeling i have rite here. When i'm first here, i dun feel the toll it has on me, and now after 3 months i feel it, and it is getting worst by the day. Not lost in my studies or the purpose why i'm here...but rather lost the true me i feel. It is as though i'm getting more depressed by the day. Some may say i'm home sick, but rather i feel i can be who i am here. Is like being tied down with chains that restricts me with doing stuff...everything i do i got to be reminded the restrictions i hav. So lost is how i feel rite now...lost from being the true me.

Dreams...

How dreams can affect us?? How i'm not that sure..but then it does impact us. When u have a bad dream u can sleep well and ending up with a bad day. But do u believe dreams tells u somethings?? At times i dream of the things that are yet to happen like i dreamt that i was on a escalator going up to the next floor looking at the floors below and after few days i did exactly the same thing. Does that happen to u?? Well sometimes dreams also tells us about our ownself. It might be our current emotion/ thoughts that we ourself think we are over it(dunno it does happen to you guys or not but at least it does to me). And of course there are those dreams that repeats over again n again till u have cold sweat. But there is always dreams that doesnt make sense in the real world. Well i'm posting this here is coz i've been having wierd dreams lately and it has been something not i would like to dream of but then again it is not up to us to decide wat we want to dream...So wat hav u been dreaming lately?!

When u need me...

Ok...ermmm...this is just to let u know that when u need a listening ear even it is in the middle of the nite u can call me(ask me for my number!!) and please use a calling card it will be cheaper. Dun wait for me to online and tell me then it will be to late rite?!...or if u dun wan to spend on calling, sms me lar or email, though that is the slowest method among the 3 lar....

Saw...

Watch this movie before?? though it is a gruesome movie, i think it is a nice show as in the storyline and how it unfolds. And i've only completed watching 2 movies of the 5 included the one that is about to release. Unless u r interested in the story dun bother...coz u r gonna make urself sick by watching the gruesome way of people dying, let not talk about how they die....though jaw ripping, rib cage ripping, body burning, needle poking, gun shots etc. is goood examples for people to be tortured before they die. Watch it if u dare!!

Losing my mojo...

Haha...mojo...not mojo jo jo from the powerpuff girls....but mojo as in ur inspiration, ur vibe, ur motivation, ur style...and anything that u can think of....something that run along those lines...i just have a hard time to type the last few posts...as in to put the words into the sentences rite. Even now that i'm typing this is just feel abit hard for me...is like the sentences doesnt sound rite when i typed it and i got to do it few times, so readers plase forgive the lack of proper sentencing(though i think i normally dun but still readable) and confuse you.

Man in the mirror...

Another one of those thing that came into my mind. Well this is taken from a song by MJ...well though some may think he is the not so rite person to sing that song, but then i like the lyrics though.

Man in the mirror, everyday u look into the mirror and u c urself. And part of the song that says about making a change and it starts with the man in the mirror which means us, ouself. Personally i think is true, to make a change in ur place, u need to change urself first. We are the same as them and demanding for a change but not doing anything...so where is the change??..the diff??...that makes us back square 1. So if we demand for a change, then make the change in urself first.

Many times we as humans, we often...linger on the problem, complain about the prob, talk about the problem etc...but then where does it lead us??....no where!! Wat should we do then??...come up with solutions to overcome it duh!!...this excludes running away!! running away wont bring you to anywhere, i mean if u run away, the problem someday will catch up to you is just a matter or time either u defeat the problem or the other way around.

So u wan a change around u...start making the change in urself first. Of course the change means something beneficial, and not the true you.

Uni life...

Man...been here for close to 3 months now and the life here...stressful...assignment is damn freaking hard!! yes hard...for 2 assignments i didnt score well...anyway, the hurdle was to hand up the assignment...but which means i got to do well in my finals to have a good result. still have 3 more assingment's result to know...sigh. The tutorials here is not like back in TARC where sheets of questions is being prepared for u...is all taken from the text book...so means need to buy text book, unless lucky you who is able to find second hand. Anyway, as my previous post has said, i wanting to go back for the holidays, i'm really desperate for that..i feel stress here everyday. No entertainment(even if there is, it is wither limited, or expensive) no nite life(yes no mamak, i really miss that), not much freedom(ermmm....do i need to explain anymore??)....anyway..to look on the bright side....i only have another 1 year and a half to go...haha....at least is not forever.

Sponser...

Ok this post rite here is just mainly a request for sponser...i desperately wan to go back for Christmas...so if anyone who is willing to sponser some for my air ticket let me know!!...seriously...i'm looking for sponsers...at the mean time i'm saving for it too...i miss home!!

Hate, jealousy, envy....

something that came into my mind when i was awake this morning...hate, jealousy and envy. Wat is the difference between these 3?? All 3 a kind of emotion i will say...good emotion bad emotion??...taht is up to you to decide. Hate an emotion that u dislike about something, jealousy is then the emotion of feeling unease, unsatisfying when someone achieve something, Envy is then the feeling of unease when someone has something and makes u wan it too. Well jealousy n envy might be the similar but actually is diff, go look thru up the dictionary...

So wat am i gonna talk about here?...many times in our life we face situation that gives rise to these 3 feelings, am i not rite??? As we grow up, we face more different situation in life and something that we dislike badly we say we hate it. When ur best friend become the worlds something wont we get jealous of their achievement?? It may not be that great as world's something....mayb something more simpler as better achievement in academic than you. Envy??...dun talk about it there is plenty of time we envy of people. When we see someone has a cool thing somewhere in our heart envy about it thinking, i wan that too.

And funny how these 3 emotions too can makes us do stuff. We may hate someone so badly that we have the intention to kill, or hate something that badly to destroy it. Jealousy can cause us to harm people or back stab just to achieve wat we wan or see someone fall from glory. And envy, with much envy we can steal, rob just to get that thing that we envy.

How do we overcome this??....well this is not the one way to overcome this feeling, jsut how i overcome my way...i always feel content with wat i have. I mean, i always remind of myself, that many more people is living worst than me, not as fortunate as me and yet i still wan more till the extend where these feelings arise. i mean why should i be jeoulous of someone??...envy about someone??...everyone of us is different and achieve things in different areas and best in something that someday we will discover. To overcome hate..is love, to love someone is not easy and love as in a couple love, but brotherly love, to forgive wat is wrong. i'm still in the process of working it but then at least i think i'm on the rite track.

Tagged one more time 2.0...

Upon Hitomi's request...i gotta change the way i answer...(how can this happen??) Next time add this line lar..if u are a guy change the 'him' to 'her' and if a gal then change the 'her' to 'him'=)

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
I assuming her as the the gilr i like??...well we are friends

2. Your 5 impressions towards her.
Why must it be 5?? it is like telling the whole world the juices of reason y u like her...i feel only she should this...she is kind, caring, very wise(as in able to consult people), a listener and a person with lots of dreams and hopes=)

3.The most memorable things she had done for you.
My birthday gift!!

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
Can i keep this personal??...please Hitomi-san?!

5. If she become your lover, you will...
Love her with everything i got!!

6. If she become your enemy, you will...
i will learn to forgive n forget...i always hav soft spot for girls(childhood prob)

7. If she become your lover, he has to improve on...
Learn to love urself more and share with me more, not worrying me getting worried(besides isnt that part of being a couple??)

8. If she become your enemy, the reason is...
we just dun click??

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
i dun wan to spoil the surprise i plan to do leh...so wait lar...when it is done mayb i'll share

10. The overall impression of her is...
Dun be ke-poh-chi lar...this is for her to know personally!!!

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
No idea….ask them

12. The character of you for yourself is?
ermmm…quiet??...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
being quiet too…

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
there is no ideal person for me to follow…except God=)

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
Thank God that I know you=)

Ten people to tag(must reply!) :
1.Esther Chan
2.Joanne Lai
3.YinXie
4.Yen Wen
5. Jessica Kok
6.Joelle
7.Nishanti
8.Charis
9. Lilian
10.I shall tagged back Hitomi then…no one else to tag…=P

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Ask her lar…y ask me?!

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing
Hmmm…I wonder lar…unless they are lesbians I dun think it will happen

How about no. 5 and 8?
Same case lar…sigh…

What is no. 1 studying about?
i think she has not decided yet..hav u??

Say something about no. 6
Ermmm….this is hard…ermmm…she is….very jolly-ful I would say…haha=P

Tagged one more time...

I was tagged...again...this time by Hitomi=)

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
Her??..who is her…I’m just being ignorant here=P

2. Your 5 impressions towards him.
ok..this time who is him?? Or this suppose to be her??..i’m getting confuse now…

3.The most memorable things he had done for you.
I’m still wondering who is he?!

4. The most memorable things he have said to you?
who is this guy for goodness sake??!!

5. If he become your lover, you will...
that will make me gay wouldn’t it??

6. If he become your enemy, you will...
Another rival/challenge in the world??

7. If he become your lover, he has to improve on...
When I turn gay then I’ll figure that out…

8. If he become your enemy, the reason is...
Ermmm….coz he likes the girl I like??...ok I’m just crapping here…

9. The most desirable thing to do on him is?
ermmm…let just skip this question..it is getting too weird…

10. The overall impression of him is...
I dun even know who is him how should I give the impression?!

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
No idea….

12. The character of you for yourself is?
ermmm…quiet??...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
being quiet too…

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
there is no ideal person for me to follow…except God=)

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
Thank God that I know you=)

Ten people to tag(must reply!) :
1.Esther Chan
2.Joanne Lai
3.YinXie
4.Yen Wen
5. Jessica Kok
6.Joelle
7.Nishanti
8.Charis
9. Lilian
10.I shall tagged back Hitomi then…no one else to tag…=P

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Ask her lar…y ask me?!

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female…for some reason this tag is more suitable for girls..than guys?!...dun u realize??

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing
Hmmm…I wonder lar…unless they are lesbians I dun think it will happen

How about no. 5 and 8?
Same case lar…sigh…

What is no. 1 studying about?
i think she has not decided yet..hav u??

Say something about no. 6
Ermmm….this is hard…ermmm…she is….very jolly-ful I would say…haha=P

Heroes...

yeah...Heroes season 3 is airing in Australia tonite...haha..been waiting for it for a long time...thought it is 4 episodes behind the US...but still getting to watch it here is good enuf!! i might get from someone for more episodes...since they are able to download it from the net.

My failures?!...

well i dunno bout other guys..but for me...i realise i've a failure to comfort people...seriously i dun think i've comforted anyone that comes to me....all i do was just talk about their prob etc...and i give my opinion on how to approach to it...maybe coz my approach of comforting myself is solving the prob itself or just leave it by not thinking about it. Hmmmmm...so with a humble request...how do u comfort another person??...comment comment...

Guilt...

Is guilt a good thing or a bad thing??...hmmm...opinions?? mine??....well according to Dictionary.com, guilt, from the American Heritage Dictionary means....

1. The fact of being responsible for the commission of an offense. See Synonyms at blame.
2. Law Culpability for a crime or lesser breach of regulations that carries a legal penalty.
3. 1. Remorseful awareness of having done something wrong.
   2. Self-reproach for supposed inadequacy or wrongdoing.
4. Guilty conduct; sin.

so i guess everyone can figure wat it means...but i want to focus on no 3 here.

A remorseful awareness of having done something wrong /self reproach for supposed inadequacy or wrong doing....hmm...again is it a good thing or wrong??...Well to a certain extend it is a good thing. As in if u know u are wrong and u admitted and change from that point on isnt that good?? But then it might be bad thing in my opinion, feeling too guilty over small matters that doesnt mean a wrong at all.

many time people, including me feels like this, we say we are sorry coz we feel bad coz of something we done etc. But does it mean that way to the person u are saying to?? i mean that person might be like understands ur situation for being/acting/saying those stuff and told u that it is ok no need to feel bad etc...should we continue to feel bad about it??i think we shouldnt. I mean if a person can say it is alrite to you then y make urself miserable by feeling bad all the time and apologise for a million time?? And this not only happens when u feel that u have done somethign wrong, when people treat u to a meal, often we too feel uncomforatble as in it is not rite for that someone to treat u to a meal. Again, if that person is willing to treat u to a meal means he wouldnt mind in the first place, just be thankful and appreciate it.

Well if cant understand wat i'm trying to say here...then forgive me...i've a hard time thinking how to typed this too...

Have i overdone it??...

It is not my nature to correct someone when they are wrong especially when it invovles thier characteristics. But when i say something about it i feel i've overdone it. But me doing it in a good intention, is it rite or wrong?? Anyway, i think is just a feeling in myself to overcome. whether i did it rite or wrong God will decide.

Daylight Saving....

According to wikipedia...daylight saving is the convention of advancing clocks so that afternoons have more daylight and mornings have less, Anyway go wiki it and learn more about it. Rite now Melbourne is 3 hours ahead of Msia. Which also means i gotta wake up an hour earlier..sigh. And apparently, Msia NO LONGER use daylight saving, so i wonder when was it that they use it?!

Virus...

I hate those idiots who dun take care of thier com and get virus infected their com coz those damm freaking virus infects other people's com and now my laptops has been infected. Shit...and i've loads of data stored in it....Idiots...go scan ur com more frequent!!...ish..

Phillip Island...

Since the camp was at Phillip Island, after the camp we headed for Cowes which was the town on the island and there is a beache there. Had ice cream(first ice cream i had since i came to Melb) and manage to took pics before we headed back. In the pics...Me, Melody and Yen Wen

Nice sky...

Inspired by Hitomi..i've suddenly start taking pictures of the sky...


i love the rays of light shinning down=)

Mt Dandenong...the first time there...

Oh i forgot to mention that i went to Mt Dandenong before i went with Yen Wen. Went there and had look see look see.

And i saw a duck on the roof...

Spring part 2...

Wee...after weeks of taking pictures here is more flowers to c..the beauty of spring=)















If the pic sucks...be considerate...i was walking when this pictures were taken=)

The present...

well this happens in between Mt Dandenong and birthday part 2....hmmm..it was after i came back from Mt Dandenong. I checked the mailbox for letters and i receive a card at 4.40pm saying i have a package at the post office and it close at 5pm. Immediately i ran to the post office(it is about 10-15 minutes walk)...And when i arrive there i had some time left to spare. I mange to get the package. And it looks like this...At first i worried it might be some time bomb in it. And i put it near my ears and i heard ticking sound....Does the writting shows signs of some one wanting to kill u with a bomb?? =P And i further open the package and this is wat i got...Now this is really creep me out, a birthday wrapper and a time ticking bomb!! Someone is trying to kill me with a time bomb on my birthday. And the as u can see there is music scores. Watch eagle eye and u might know wat i mean...=P And i continue to open it....A silver box appears, well the moment of truth is near... and it exploded and turn into 2 cards, and a stack of cards tied together with some creative artwork=P, =)
Ok i'm not showing u that stack coz is something personal k?!...so bug off and stop asking wat is it. This gift was made by non other than Charis Sim S.F. Haha..she made this since long time ago, i knew she has been making it but i pretended to be blur=P And this wat Paul Kumar( did i spell his name rite??..i followed the green pieace of paper) wrote....It is a book and it cost 80 riggit?!...does it really coz that much??...Anyway...Thanks for the present!!..love it loads=)

Birthday part 3...

And the celebration continues...it is just like yen Wen's mom said when i met her for the trip, celebrate for 3 days n nites. Well, i didnt really do much on Friday except for CG. Which they ended up having a small celebration for me. Thanks=) Melody bought a cake called the princess cake!!...took some pic and thanks to Jasmin for being the camera woman...haha=)

Birthday part 2...

Well it was Oct 2nd, Jeremy's bday, but didnt celebrate with him as i was up Mt Dandenong. That nite had dinner with AuntEdna, Uncle Charles, Melody, Maurice, and Jeremy(Melody's bf...dun confuse with Jeremy, the bday boy) And his family at Some Chinese restaurant in Boxhill. The dishes is superb. And the highlight of the nite was about to come...i was still having my dinner, and all of the sudden the restaurant played birthday song on cd. Then that is still not so bad, after not long the waiters and the manager came and sing birthday song with the cd on, and everyone followed, and they even gave me a candle to blow....i was like..blur/ shock...coz my bday has passed and still celebrating?! and i got egg custard pau for cake...apparently Aunt Edna told them they were celebrating birthday..to get nice dishes out.

Mt Dandenong...

Went to Dandenong Mt with Yen Wen and her family i was invite to go with them a week before and Yen Wen keep reminding me as a date with her mom. Went to feed the birds first then went furthur up to Olinda for pies, and Skyhigh Mt Dandenong. Let the pictures do the talking=)

Me feeding the parrotsMe and Joshua in one of the forest walks...

The place where we had our piesThe Giant's chair at Skyhigh.

Well at Skyhigh, manage to c the whole of Melb, can c the city from up there. And there is a nice view there. More details on wat we did that day, head over to Yen Wen's blog.

Birthday...

yeap..finally i'm officially 21. For sum reason i dun feel old, i mean come on is not like everyone of us age every year and feel an extra 'old age burden' fall upon us is just we still continue life and be who we are.

Anyway as i was saying on that day, i did nothing during the day but went out dinner at some jap restaurant at Brighton(did i get the place rite?? someone correct me if i'm wrong), name of restaurant...Surf and Turf(again i hope i didnt get this wrong). Since Uncle Charles and Aunt Edna is in town, they are invited to dinner with Maurice and Melody(since both their birthday is on the same month) Jeremy was invited too since he is a day after me=). It was like a buffet dinner. The fish there is fresh love it, the fried stuff is also fresh means rite out from the fryer. And i was so tempted to drink sake...but since parents is there must be 'good' boy=P

The birthday fellas...me being the oldest and Maurice the youngest

And of course receive some gifts while i didnt give any...coz i told them not to and yet they still give. I receive a beer mug with a bell on it from my mom(which is so unexpected...beer mug...), a bottle of wine from Jeremy(we'll drink it together when we meet=P), wallet form Aunt n Uncle, 2 PSP ori games from Melody and Maurice.


Last but not least thanks to everyone who wished me bday...too many to name them all=)