Saturday, November 29, 2014

Time...

Another week and it will 6 months since I've started my current job. Oh how time flies...

Time do really flies when you are occupied with things like work. In fact I don't even remember when I had a good night sleep. The working life kept me so busy that I've got no idea how my time passes so quickly. Maybe because at the end of a working day i got so tired and the things i need to do just drain everything up and another day just pass.

And time passes so fast that I didn't realise it has been more than a year until I sat down here now thinking something to type how life's been for the past few months. How did this come into my mind?! well liked I said, i was thinking an update on how my life been and one thing that I feel that is funny that recently for some reason people is trying match make me. People in office asking me to get a girlfriend, even the cleaner at work place talk wanting to match make me. Church friends ain't helping in that area as well. I mean suddenly different groups of friends in my life asking me to match make at the same time, i just find it funny. It is as though I have a sign on me that says I need someone. But the truth is at this time I don't really see myself with someone. Yes I've got to admit at times seeing people together do makes me feel that I need someone but that is just a a sudden void from seeing people together.

The truth is this post meant to be typed and posted on my birthday with the initial idea of some good memories of my 27 years of life. But I delayed it cause while I was thinking of the good things like knowing God, my family, making new friends, being in a relationship, seeing life as it is, the beauty of places in this world. It also reminds me the sad things that is slot in between those things. Remembering the scars that is left behind sure is hard. But after some time I remember and realise that it is those things both the happy and sad that makes us who we are today. That is all part of our experiences in life. To shape and mould us to be who we are. Just as much as it hurts me in the past, I'm glad that it happen. Cause at the end of it I know i'm a better person.

How I would be in another 27 years? I do not know. But I believe what ever comes my way I'll face it with everything I got, hoping to get the best out of everything, to be the best of who I can be.....at the end only time will tell.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

700th!!!!!...

Woohoo!!!! its the 700 post and this little blog of mine turn 6 years old now. How times fly and the amount of things i've shared here. Yes I do admit most of the times is just things that has got nothing to do with this world, just my thoughts and frustration but I do believe there are some stuff somewhere in there that do blows your mind....or maybe not =P

Well it starts from here (click it!!!!! it will bring u to the first post...to where it began) that I blog when I came to Australia, and yes thats how long i've been here too. Initially I imagine that I'll do a more photo based blog, less of me mumbling/ grumbling all my useless self centred thoughts. But somehow it just got back into that some where. But I guess it is sometimes those thoughts that get us to think about things, well again I could be wrong about this.

Ok actuallly i'm typing this like 12.20am so my brain is kinda fuzzy at the moment but i'll try to list down or maybe say what i wanna say. And if I sound stupid/ like an idiot, you know why.

So here goes....some facts about this blog....

1) Most of my early posts are thoughts from my bore/lazy/sad/depressed brain from leaving Msia. But yet I manage to get past that somehow..

2) I was complaining or  maybe more of saying that how my weight didnt change when i first got here...and that was wrong cause i definately gain weight over the years when i'm here. The only thing I could say about that is I don't look like an sick addict =P hahhaha

3) Some tag post was done in this blog...and my old blog as I try to simultaneously  maintain 2 blogs but eventually that site die and erase which i mention in a post...it was a sad as though part of me died.

4) I noticed I had repeated titles, but on different dates with slightly different things in it. But I've always kept the way how I title my titles, try noticing it.

5) If I was being an anal statistician, i would count the other 699 post and categorise them into what sort of post each post are like. And since I'm not, I would say 45% is my own personal grumblings and thoughts which has no benefits to the world (IMO), another 45% is just me posting youtube videos just cause I think its funny, meaningful, or nice (in other words videos I like...), and the other 10% that really put something in to your brain to think a little......

6) I created another blog and ignored this blog for sometime and at one point tried to maintain both blogs at the same time...but yeah that obviously fail as I'm back here with the other blog with other purposes in mind.

ok I cant think anymore as it is getting late. But please do go through and read and leave a comment as its good to know that someone is reading though it might not be something important.

OK just quick update on whats happening in my life...surprisingly it is almost 1 year since i last posted something here and sure there are some things that happen...I'll try to remember and list as much as possible. Oh and I'm gonna cram everything as my eyes and brain are shutting fast....First off, new job. YAY!! though i've not been working long but so far so good, find that the working environment is not bad but every day I find myself exhausted from it. Next, great to see 2 friends from msia came to visit, and me being the good friend being their tour guide....bring them around, eat, eat, eat and eat...hey man, we are msians what do u expect?! 3rd, well life still the same and 1 years has almost pass though I'm over it but i'm sad that in all honesty i felt like i'm a just another stranger all over again. I guess that's part of life...4th i'm gonna study again if all my applications goes well and of course...5th something to do about the future but will explain more when the time comes........

And i'm off to bed...nights everyone