Now for some reason i had the feeling to go down memory lane and start sharing. Well i shall start from most recent to back till i feel like stopping...i just briefly shared how Friday was...the first cg that i lead in my house. Well everything overall seems rite...and i think the word is just dull..sigh...need to improve, need to improve. But we ended up early and then had refreshment, then had second round of supper=P well that is the way to enjoy life....hahaha=P
On Thursday, as i was walking to Glen to catch a train....i look up the sky and i saw 'marry me?' the front part was kinda like blown away...but it is definately some guy proposing to his gf. And it was really nice and beautifully done. And i didnt stop to take a pic coz is not in full sentence. But it is really really nice.
I was watching How I Met Your Mother the pass 6 days and one thing that keeps me watching is not only coz is funny, also it shares of one's love story. I mean how can 1 not like love story?? It doesnt matter who the person is....i bet everyone is just dying to know someone's love story. Like how they met...wat make thm do this or do that etc....all in details...all the dirty little secrets. I believe that everyone...yes including the guys would just wan to know what their friendslove life is like!! When you gather with ur friends and just talk about any topic and when comes to BGR, everyone just started to get interested in it...and when someone just left a hint of something, then everyone just want to know wat it is....well not just to know...but also as something we can use to tease the person=P...hahaha=P
And talking about BGR, well i had my fair share of experience. Though it is a sad thing that things dun work out. But I do believe in that period is something that i wont forget. How somethings that i see is silly before and then in that period i'm doing it. Those were the days that i miss, maybe i coz i have someone that i feel special...worth caring for, worth attending to, worth spending with, worth sacrificing for, worth doing so much more, someone worth waiting for...those days where when just receiveing a msg makes the heart pumps the blood faster=P, where everyday that, staring the phone waiting for a msg, call or something just means every thing....hahahha.....darn...i sure miss those days...As in my point of view has change. Hahha...those were the days...but it is all behind me and there are more days to come to have a new one....just hope....
People ask me why dun i find one since i'm in Aust. All claiming that the ang mo girls are hot, sexy, great body shape, etc etc. To me they are still girls. And yes i admit some is just hot and yes those girls are way out of my league=P Hahaha...But even though the girl that i feel attracted to appear in front of me...i still wont make a move. Coz i've come to a point where i'm just scared to get into another one. Mayb too much hurt i had felt. That i just dun wan to do anything with it. And i always keep on going down memory lane of those days....and i ask myself do i see myself doing those things over agian.
Besides i have a min requirement for myself. If i were to have a gf....yes i wan to spend time with her...but if i cant bring her out, treat her to dinner and so forth...i feel bad...though being there, i feel is just enuf...i mean...sometimes girls just need to be pampered but not always...hahhaa. So for now maybe can say i'm just not ready. But there could always be exceptions that i may never know...things just happen when it happens, it dun wait, it just happen....
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