Compilation...

After 4 days of work...there is still stuff to move....sigh..body aching badly, not coz of no regular exercise, is just that i over did during the retreat and have not really had proper rest then come the 4 days of shifting things and other past injuries reasons.

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After six months of not having new songs, and thanks to Joelle, i had plenty of new songs today...and thanks to Nishanti for Fray's album....haha..seriously after that long without new songs just feels like losing rythem in myself. Everyone has thier own rythem well mine sort of like gone out in that six months. For those who knows me, usually u will see my tapping my lap or feet, in this 6 months, i just cant tap to any rythem that i usually hav, as though my own counting has gone wrong.

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My twin couz finally has names....after so long they were born into this world they have thier names given to them. It seems there is pic of them but i have not gotten the chance to have a look at them yet.

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Had been having worst sleepless nites. Been sleeping at 12, wake up at 3, then at 6 then 9 then at 11. And in between those times dreams that drain out my brain energy, seriously every time i wake up i feel dizzy as though no proper recharge is given to my brain.

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Was having a chat with my friend the other nite, talk about all sorts of stuff always. And in our conversation, the question of how much is ur impact in people's life. Seriously, i dunno how to answer that. I dunno how much impact did i make in people's life. As far as i can remember, i didnt do/ say something that makes people's point of view/ life change. Some of u might think it is important to hav an impact on someone's life, but for me, i dun think that is important to me. I view this as, how much i impacted someone's life doesnt matter to me, wat matter is that i did something to help that person, if it does make a difference in that person's life then it his/her blessing.

Then another question came, that is wat if u hav done so much things for the girl/boy that you like or gf/bf and at the end they choose someone else, wat will you do? Seriously, you can see this in 2 ways. If the person can like someone else after u hav done so much it could mean that they are just using u and dun really like you. But i would rather see things the other way which is since you like that person and u know the fact that they being with you just doesnt make them happy why keep them with you and let them feel unhappy? i would rather let them go and go after the person they think/ feel that makes them happy and loved. Seriously, how can you say u like someone when u r holding the person back to be with you and they are not feeling happy about it?? Tell me how, i would like to know.

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i think i will be in the new house by this saturday. The new place is kinda spacious but then again it has indian smell in it as the previous tenants was indians, and then the house is kinda run down. That day as i was vacuming the house, every where was full of spiders and webs. Now that we are going to stay there hopes it turns better.

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i'm gonna ban myself from listening to chinese love song for sometime....i keep thinking of things when i hear them. Especially Leo Ku's King of Love Songs