Be warned that thi post is mean to answer to some annoying people and thus practically a long and wordy post...
Have been sleeping at 5am in the morning. The weather here is too hot to sleep especially when there isn't aircon/fan in the room. I was practically sweating while trying to sleep. I ended up playing my psp instead of going to sleep.
I was reading people's blogs and most people in general always mention when they have a gf/bf, but then again there is always the break up post. And i'm always happy for those who found the mr/ms right, i mean what is there not to be happy about?? just hope more that they get marry and get ang paus from them=P...wahahahhaa. But that is not the reason lar, i believe too when you finally hav someone, u also wan the people around u to be happy for u too even it isnt much of their biz. And for me to answer some of u...who has been bombarding me on this part...i'm just hoping...though i never stop thinking...But with things going on with my life, it seems almost impossible....
To those who ask me about my life. Rite now so many things in my mind that everything seems so confusing, seems so unreal, impossible. But then again maybe is just me being reluctant to take that risk. This could be nice but yet terrifying coz things seem so uncertain.
People say life is like a journey, but wat kind of journey would it be like?? In my opinion, how our journey in life would be is up to us. No mattere where the destination in life there is always obstacles for us. How we face those obstaclesis in our hands, happy/sad/positie/nagative thinking it all rest in us. At the end of the day, it is through these obstacles that we learn/grow/mature.
Oh how my life should be, i wonder many times. People always say you form your own life. But yet it is never easy coz of the things in life. Just wish my mind would be clear for once to listen and decide things with a sense of understanding and just for the sake of coz i need to. Not only that, i too wish i can let go of things no matter how much it meant to me. Not physical things but emotionally(sound kinda cold but at times it has to be done=(). Many times decision seems so hard for me coz of the emotional attachment i have for it, which makes it so much more defiicult to make.
Oh be still my body, mind and soul. All seems so messed up with own matters and nothings seems to be right. It is time things need to be set right and be done. Oh be still...
Oh if you are asking me y dun i update my status in facebook. Coz i dun wan to be bombarded with questions from unwanted people. I mean i know u care but if i dun feel like telling you dun come and play guilty game with me....so i just ended up deciding not to update anything there.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Roast HUMAN....
*sweating*....today the tempreture tops is 41 degrees, and rite now at nite is at high 30s degrees. Can you imagine the heat here?! I can feel my skin burning just by walking outside. Tomorrow tempreture tops will be 42, 43 degrees. This will continue for the next few days. Thankfully coz of the weather training in Msia=P i somehow can tahan the heat, unlike my parents complaining so hot even when the fan is directly blowing at them.
So since today was so hot but that doesnt mean i did nothing and just lay somewhere cool. When i woke up i got my clothes to wash, i mean since it will be a hot day as well just get it wash and hang. Then when the cloethes was washing i went out and send stuff to HitoMi, which i told her i would send long time ago(sorry for the delay) And it was then that i feel the intense heat on my skin, since i got to walk out. The heat was so bad that on my way back home i got to get a drink just to cool off. And i had to do housework every now and then today.
While in betwwen the house work, i played my digimon on my psp. Yeah u read that rite, digimon. I think most probably thinking why am i still playing digimon. Me either, but i think most probably is that i didnt finish the game last time so just wan to finish it. And the worst part while doing all this is my mind thinks. I wonder why at time why in studies i cant do so well yet i can multitask and get things rite. Even rite now, i'm typing this post, msn, playing my psp, thinking about things that need to be done, plan on things and thinking about stuffs. Sometimes i wish my brain just stop thinking. But then again that is not possible, and that could be a bad sign(not thinking --->brain stop functioning--->body vegetation). Sigh...ermmm..better stop here be fore i bore everyone with all the boring stuff...
So since today was so hot but that doesnt mean i did nothing and just lay somewhere cool. When i woke up i got my clothes to wash, i mean since it will be a hot day as well just get it wash and hang. Then when the cloethes was washing i went out and send stuff to HitoMi, which i told her i would send long time ago(sorry for the delay) And it was then that i feel the intense heat on my skin, since i got to walk out. The heat was so bad that on my way back home i got to get a drink just to cool off. And i had to do housework every now and then today.
While in betwwen the house work, i played my digimon on my psp. Yeah u read that rite, digimon. I think most probably thinking why am i still playing digimon. Me either, but i think most probably is that i didnt finish the game last time so just wan to finish it. And the worst part while doing all this is my mind thinks. I wonder why at time why in studies i cant do so well yet i can multitask and get things rite. Even rite now, i'm typing this post, msn, playing my psp, thinking about things that need to be done, plan on things and thinking about stuffs. Sometimes i wish my brain just stop thinking. But then again that is not possible, and that could be a bad sign(not thinking --->brain stop functioning--->body vegetation). Sigh...ermmm..better stop here be fore i bore everyone with all the boring stuff...
Monday, January 26, 2009
CNY...
Chinese New Year or some may know it as the Lunar New Year which is the same thing. Every year when it comes to CNY, it is a season of 15 days for me to eat and collect ang paus=P...wahahaha...of course there is always the fellowship. Unlike every year, this year i didnt have any reunion dinner. But the ang paus...ermm..i've collected 2 but as from wat i heard people here give bible verses instead of cash...well i've not check my ang paus yet. Having a bad habit of keeping to the end and open all up.
And usually on the 1st day, i'll go to my grams' place for lunch and atthe same time collect ang paus since aunt/uncle/ grams all are there=P. But for this year i clean the house *cha tou* and somehow i manage to get myslf out of the work and go watch Underworld(which i find it kinda dissapointing).
For 2 nites in a row had outside food. Yest for jap buffet which was good, since they serve fresh sashimi(seriously fresh and not those kept for 2 days fresh) and oysters. Since i went we my friends, they booked the table and the oysters need to be booked to and they booked 5 DOZEN, yeah 5 DOZEN!!! Eat until jelak =P, but it is worth it lar if u r a big fan of jap food and big eater. It is A$28 per person and eat all you can. The tempura there is also nice. And had sakae too, that is the jap rice wine. Then tonite had dinner with my parents at Sophia, which is a western restaurant. I find it ok, above average and the portion is huge which comes with a extra pricy tag than the usual restaurants.
Talking about drinks, every year i will drink all sorts of alcohol. I remember one year i think it was after Christmas eve service we hang out over at Mario's place and played game while the punishment is to drink. And at first was just beer then later on whisky appeared, and then some other liquor appear to mix with. And sad to say i'm a drinker though i dun drink like 24/7 every now and then i have craving for it. And ever since i came here....when in the rite moment and had the opportunity to drink i will. Lke Christmas nite when over to Daniel's place, i drank wine with them. Then on new year also drink beer with them. Then yeaterday drink again. Though so far is occasions that i drank those, it is a matter of time before i drink it out of occasion. Need to control.
And usually on the 1st day, i'll go to my grams' place for lunch and atthe same time collect ang paus since aunt/uncle/ grams all are there=P. But for this year i clean the house *cha tou* and somehow i manage to get myslf out of the work and go watch Underworld(which i find it kinda dissapointing).
For 2 nites in a row had outside food. Yest for jap buffet which was good, since they serve fresh sashimi(seriously fresh and not those kept for 2 days fresh) and oysters. Since i went we my friends, they booked the table and the oysters need to be booked to and they booked 5 DOZEN, yeah 5 DOZEN!!! Eat until jelak =P, but it is worth it lar if u r a big fan of jap food and big eater. It is A$28 per person and eat all you can. The tempura there is also nice. And had sakae too, that is the jap rice wine. Then tonite had dinner with my parents at Sophia, which is a western restaurant. I find it ok, above average and the portion is huge which comes with a extra pricy tag than the usual restaurants.
Talking about drinks, every year i will drink all sorts of alcohol. I remember one year i think it was after Christmas eve service we hang out over at Mario's place and played game while the punishment is to drink. And at first was just beer then later on whisky appeared, and then some other liquor appear to mix with. And sad to say i'm a drinker though i dun drink like 24/7 every now and then i have craving for it. And ever since i came here....when in the rite moment and had the opportunity to drink i will. Lke Christmas nite when over to Daniel's place, i drank wine with them. Then on new year also drink beer with them. Then yeaterday drink again. Though so far is occasions that i drank those, it is a matter of time before i drink it out of occasion. Need to control.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Mumblings...round 2...
Slept at 3 in the morning, woke up at 8...then start shifting/packing/cleaning between houses till 5. The only break i had was lunch. Been working so much that my foot was so dirty till as though i step on black oil that bad. Had a hard time washing my leg coz of the dirt. Anyway i hav finish setting up my room...and from today onward it is official that i'm staying at a new place. Just rite before CNY everything is done and sleeping in a new place. New place for the new year.
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Making decisions...life full of making decisions. Yet why so many decision is so hard to make? Reason, either we are too greedy that from the optons we have we wan all and dunno which to decide or we are just afriad of making the wrong decision or the decision we hav to make might coz us to sacrifice something meant alot to us. So which are you usually at? Or ou hav other view that making a decision is difficult. Do share it with me...haha..love to have a chat. For me i'm usually the 3rd one that i mention. Often i face decision tht requires sacrifices that i think is important to me. And there is time where after making those decisons, i regret and at time it turn out good, better, a blessing. But no matter wat i decided though i may go through a hard time of getting that unsatisfaction away, i learned/grow, become a bit more mature/wiser.
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We feel a way and yet dunno whether it is true and yet need to ignore it but yet the mind says another thing. Confusing?? that is problem....
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Making decisions...life full of making decisions. Yet why so many decision is so hard to make? Reason, either we are too greedy that from the optons we have we wan all and dunno which to decide or we are just afriad of making the wrong decision or the decision we hav to make might coz us to sacrifice something meant alot to us. So which are you usually at? Or ou hav other view that making a decision is difficult. Do share it with me...haha..love to have a chat. For me i'm usually the 3rd one that i mention. Often i face decision tht requires sacrifices that i think is important to me. And there is time where after making those decisons, i regret and at time it turn out good, better, a blessing. But no matter wat i decided though i may go through a hard time of getting that unsatisfaction away, i learned/grow, become a bit more mature/wiser.
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We feel a way and yet dunno whether it is true and yet need to ignore it but yet the mind says another thing. Confusing?? that is problem....
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Mumblings...
wat a tired day...been shifting stuff the whole day. And rite now using my laptop in my new room on the floor. And gonna seep on the floor for the nite...sigh...rite now so many things to think and decision tomake...i wan to talk to somebody...sigh...it is back home it would much easier...
oh to those who knows something about me....ermm..and if u are still wanting to know more about it...well i'm at the junction of wether to give up or not...bah...if thing would be much more easier...
oh to those who knows something about me....ermm..and if u are still wanting to know more about it...well i'm at the junction of wether to give up or not...bah...if thing would be much more easier...
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Compilation...
After 4 days of work...there is still stuff to move....sigh..body aching badly, not coz of no regular exercise, is just that i over did during the retreat and have not really had proper rest then come the 4 days of shifting things and other past injuries reasons.
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After six months of not having new songs, and thanks to Joelle, i had plenty of new songs today...and thanks to Nishanti for Fray's album....haha..seriously after that long without new songs just feels like losing rythem in myself. Everyone has thier own rythem well mine sort of like gone out in that six months. For those who knows me, usually u will see my tapping my lap or feet, in this 6 months, i just cant tap to any rythem that i usually hav, as though my own counting has gone wrong.
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My twin couz finally has names....after so long they were born into this world they have thier names given to them. It seems there is pic of them but i have not gotten the chance to have a look at them yet.
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Had been having worst sleepless nites. Been sleeping at 12, wake up at 3, then at 6 then 9 then at 11. And in between those times dreams that drain out my brain energy, seriously every time i wake up i feel dizzy as though no proper recharge is given to my brain.
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Was having a chat with my friend the other nite, talk about all sorts of stuff always. And in our conversation, the question of how much is ur impact in people's life. Seriously, i dunno how to answer that. I dunno how much impact did i make in people's life. As far as i can remember, i didnt do/ say something that makes people's point of view/ life change. Some of u might think it is important to hav an impact on someone's life, but for me, i dun think that is important to me. I view this as, how much i impacted someone's life doesnt matter to me, wat matter is that i did something to help that person, if it does make a difference in that person's life then it his/her blessing.
Then another question came, that is wat if u hav done so much things for the girl/boy that you like or gf/bf and at the end they choose someone else, wat will you do? Seriously, you can see this in 2 ways. If the person can like someone else after u hav done so much it could mean that they are just using u and dun really like you. But i would rather see things the other way which is since you like that person and u know the fact that they being with you just doesnt make them happy why keep them with you and let them feel unhappy? i would rather let them go and go after the person they think/ feel that makes them happy and loved. Seriously, how can you say u like someone when u r holding the person back to be with you and they are not feeling happy about it?? Tell me how, i would like to know.
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i think i will be in the new house by this saturday. The new place is kinda spacious but then again it has indian smell in it as the previous tenants was indians, and then the house is kinda run down. That day as i was vacuming the house, every where was full of spiders and webs. Now that we are going to stay there hopes it turns better.
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i'm gonna ban myself from listening to chinese love song for sometime....i keep thinking of things when i hear them. Especially Leo Ku's King of Love Songs
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After six months of not having new songs, and thanks to Joelle, i had plenty of new songs today...and thanks to Nishanti for Fray's album....haha..seriously after that long without new songs just feels like losing rythem in myself. Everyone has thier own rythem well mine sort of like gone out in that six months. For those who knows me, usually u will see my tapping my lap or feet, in this 6 months, i just cant tap to any rythem that i usually hav, as though my own counting has gone wrong.
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My twin couz finally has names....after so long they were born into this world they have thier names given to them. It seems there is pic of them but i have not gotten the chance to have a look at them yet.
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Had been having worst sleepless nites. Been sleeping at 12, wake up at 3, then at 6 then 9 then at 11. And in between those times dreams that drain out my brain energy, seriously every time i wake up i feel dizzy as though no proper recharge is given to my brain.
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Was having a chat with my friend the other nite, talk about all sorts of stuff always. And in our conversation, the question of how much is ur impact in people's life. Seriously, i dunno how to answer that. I dunno how much impact did i make in people's life. As far as i can remember, i didnt do/ say something that makes people's point of view/ life change. Some of u might think it is important to hav an impact on someone's life, but for me, i dun think that is important to me. I view this as, how much i impacted someone's life doesnt matter to me, wat matter is that i did something to help that person, if it does make a difference in that person's life then it his/her blessing.
Then another question came, that is wat if u hav done so much things for the girl/boy that you like or gf/bf and at the end they choose someone else, wat will you do? Seriously, you can see this in 2 ways. If the person can like someone else after u hav done so much it could mean that they are just using u and dun really like you. But i would rather see things the other way which is since you like that person and u know the fact that they being with you just doesnt make them happy why keep them with you and let them feel unhappy? i would rather let them go and go after the person they think/ feel that makes them happy and loved. Seriously, how can you say u like someone when u r holding the person back to be with you and they are not feeling happy about it?? Tell me how, i would like to know.
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i think i will be in the new house by this saturday. The new place is kinda spacious but then again it has indian smell in it as the previous tenants was indians, and then the house is kinda run down. That day as i was vacuming the house, every where was full of spiders and webs. Now that we are going to stay there hopes it turns better.
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i'm gonna ban myself from listening to chinese love song for sometime....i keep thinking of things when i hear them. Especially Leo Ku's King of Love Songs
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Across The Universe...
Have you watch this movie before??...well overall i would say it is nice...not great but just all rite, average. It is a musical movie, and let say Mamma Mia is from ABBA, then this would be from the Beatles. Another oldies band, but their song is good. And how the songs fit into the plot, go wiki it.
Me back...
I'm back...after 3 days of disconnecting from the world=P. Went for a leaders retreat, and after ages....ok..more of like years, didnt go for any leader's retreat, it felt good. Coz get to be refresh again, and be re-equiped to bring more glory to God's kingdom!!! Anyway..will share more i hope over the next few post....if i can put everthing in a short nice post=P
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Movie update...
Haha....as mention in my past post...i've been wtching movies...and yes since then i've continue to watch more.
So i've watched....Basic Instinct 2, Because I Said So, Definately,Maybe, Honey and Clover(jap), Meet Dave, Next Avengers - Hereos of Tomorrow, Notes On A Scandal, Open Season 2, Pathfinder, Sweeney Todd The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street(a musical), The Incredible Hulk, Vicky. Christina. Barcelona, Wall-E, A Scanner Darkly, Doctor Strange - Sorceror Supreme, Fullmetal Alchemist Movie, Hoodwinked, Michael Clayton, Tekken, The Ant Bully, The Whole Nine Yards, The Whole Ten Yards.
This time 22 movies....kekekeeke...
So i've watched....Basic Instinct 2, Because I Said So, Definately,Maybe, Honey and Clover(jap), Meet Dave, Next Avengers - Hereos of Tomorrow, Notes On A Scandal, Open Season 2, Pathfinder, Sweeney Todd The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street(a musical), The Incredible Hulk, Vicky. Christina. Barcelona, Wall-E, A Scanner Darkly, Doctor Strange - Sorceror Supreme, Fullmetal Alchemist Movie, Hoodwinked, Michael Clayton, Tekken, The Ant Bully, The Whole Nine Yards, The Whole Ten Yards.
This time 22 movies....kekekeeke...
Faith...
1 Samuel 17 is about David and Goliath and i believe most people know why he won over Goliath coz God was with him and he has faith in God. Hebrews 11 talks all about faith. So wat is faith? My explanation of faith would be believing without seeing. So when i say i have faith in God means i'm believing in Him but yet i dun see Him. Why do we as Christians struggle so much when comes to having faih in God? According to the bible, it says that God is onmi present and he is with us all the time. But yet why are we having hard time believing those very words are true? I say is cause we dun see it, and hav not really had a personal encounter with God. Sadly to say, not every Christians that accepted Jesus as Saviour had experince Him. By experiencing the personal encounter with God only then can we believe without seeing Him, cause when we can feel Him mean that He is already with us thus proving the bible rite and believing Him to be real and with us would be so much easier. Of course even when we hav experince Him and yet cant feel His presence and everything seems wrong, that is the time where ur faith in Him is tested. So wat good does faith do to us?? 1 Samuel 17, the victory of David, this shows to us that when we have faith in God, then at the end of the day, no matter wat the matter is we will be triumphant, victorious, and overcome the matter. And is by faith in Him that we gt our blessings from Him.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Phone...
On one faithful nite when i was sleeping....my phone attempted excape from me...and as a result...
It was damage...
When the phone drop it woke me up but me in the blur state thinking it just fell so just pick it up. When i woke up realising the middle part with the slide, that part came off the phone so i find the missing part which was spoiled obviously, and i manage to put that part back to the phone but abit cacat coz of the spoiled area. In the pic is the gold part at the right hand side in middle.
It was damage...When the phone drop it woke me up but me in the blur state thinking it just fell so just pick it up. When i woke up realising the middle part with the slide, that part came off the phone so i find the missing part which was spoiled obviously, and i manage to put that part back to the phone but abit cacat coz of the spoiled area. In the pic is the gold part at the right hand side in middle.
Healthy...
The week after the strawberry picking...ermm..my breakfast became healthy for a week...hahhaa...i ate musli with the strawberry..then later on added grapes in it...If you are wondering wat is musli...ermm in Msia the musli i know they sell is Uncle Toby's musli bar, so u ate that before then you practically know wat is it. Here they sell it like cereal...
Musli with straberry and grapes...
That is the yogurt with stawberry
Musli with straberry and grapes...That is the yogurt with stawberryEven the desert is so call healthy for that week=P
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Oldies...
Suddenly had the need for some oldies song....kekeke...so i took the initiative to post some here...'Have I Told You Lately That I Love You' by Rod Stewart, 'Hello' by Lionel Richie, 'Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You' by Glen Moredious, 'Love Of My Life' by Jim Brickman, 'Hey Jude' by The Beatles....enjoy=)
Monday, January 12, 2009
Living For God...
Well readers what does it mean to live for God? Many people though that when you believe in Jesus, then that is it, full stop. But that is not how it is, when we believe in Him, then we are to surrender our lives to Him and we should be living for God. So let me ask you again what does it mean to live for God?
1 Peter 4 : 7 - 11
The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray. Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a mulitude of sins. Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms. If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen.
To live for God means to do God's will and in the verse above those that are bolded is part of what it meant to live for God. It is pretty clear and simple to undertand, but it always hard to do it coz of the live we are so used to. But because of this hardship, that we learn and grow to be faithful child of God.
1 Peter 4 : 7 - 11
The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray. Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a mulitude of sins. Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms. If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen.
To live for God means to do God's will and in the verse above those that are bolded is part of what it meant to live for God. It is pretty clear and simple to undertand, but it always hard to do it coz of the live we are so used to. But because of this hardship, that we learn and grow to be faithful child of God.
Everything...
Ok...i'm not a big fan of him like Crybun but his songs are nice...besides i think he is talented. And i got this music video from Crybun...i like the lyrics=)...enjoy.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Tagged by Mel - round 3....
I tag :
1) Lilian
2) Charis
3) Esther
4) Joanne
5) Yen Wen
6) Jess
7) Hitomi
8) Joelle
9) Yinxie
10) Nishanti
1. How you know 1
College
2. What would you do if 3 @ 4 dated you?
Ermmm wont want to dun wan to break off a close friendship and trouble with another unknown fella
3. Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
They dun even know each other besides...i dun they they are les
4. Do you think 7 is attractive?
Does my opinion matters?
5. Do you know anything about 8's family?
Ermm yeah and u should ask her if ya wan to know more abt her family
6. Tell me something about 9
Could be a chauffer next time...hahhaa=P
7. What language does 2 speaks
English, cantonese...(wat other language do u speak??)
8. Who is 3 going out with?
I've not met him before
9. How old is 4?
Same age as me but a little older than me=P
10. When was the last time u talk to 5?
Before she left for Msia...
11. Who is 6's favourite singer?
No idea...i think she has plenty of fav singer...rite?
12. Would you date 7?
First attractive now date?!...hmmm....mayb...it depends..
13. What is 9's last name?
Chew
14. Would you condider being in a relationship with 1?
Nope dun wan any trouble with another guy
15. Which school does 2 goes to?
She used to go to school...
1) Lilian
2) Charis
3) Esther
4) Joanne
5) Yen Wen
6) Jess
7) Hitomi
8) Joelle
9) Yinxie
10) Nishanti
1. How you know 1
College
2. What would you do if 3 @ 4 dated you?
Ermmm wont want to dun wan to break off a close friendship and trouble with another unknown fella
3. Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
They dun even know each other besides...i dun they they are les
4. Do you think 7 is attractive?
Does my opinion matters?
5. Do you know anything about 8's family?
Ermm yeah and u should ask her if ya wan to know more abt her family
6. Tell me something about 9
Could be a chauffer next time...hahhaa=P
7. What language does 2 speaks
English, cantonese...(wat other language do u speak??)
8. Who is 3 going out with?
I've not met him before
9. How old is 4?
Same age as me but a little older than me=P
10. When was the last time u talk to 5?
Before she left for Msia...
11. Who is 6's favourite singer?
No idea...i think she has plenty of fav singer...rite?
12. Would you date 7?
First attractive now date?!...hmmm....mayb...it depends..
13. What is 9's last name?
Chew
14. Would you condider being in a relationship with 1?
Nope dun wan any trouble with another guy
15. Which school does 2 goes to?
She used to go to school...
Tagged by Mel - round 2....
Directions : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with fifteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end ,choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment ("You're tagged!") and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you.
1) Wanna see the 1st twins in the family
2) Go for a holiday with no worries about expenses
3) Feel like i need to be back in to studies (surprise? yeah me too)
4) I'm worried and missing someone, friends, and family
5) Gonna shift house sometime this month
6) Body wieght has been fluctuating up and down
7) Am feeling lazy at the moment
8) Needs an adventure right now, life seems bored at the moment
9) Feeling dejavu
10) Disturb by the dreams i had
11) Not gonna receive ang pau for the first time in my life(they dun celebrate CNY hereT_T)
12) Considering to drive here...
13) Having the mood to shop for new clothes...but no money
14) Want to get a new phone
15) Wants unlimited internet access here
10 person to tag:
Nobody...
1) Wanna see the 1st twins in the family
2) Go for a holiday with no worries about expenses
3) Feel like i need to be back in to studies (surprise? yeah me too)
4) I'm worried and missing someone, friends, and family
5) Gonna shift house sometime this month
6) Body wieght has been fluctuating up and down
7) Am feeling lazy at the moment
8) Needs an adventure right now, life seems bored at the moment
9) Feeling dejavu
10) Disturb by the dreams i had
11) Not gonna receive ang pau for the first time in my life(they dun celebrate CNY hereT_T)
12) Considering to drive here...
13) Having the mood to shop for new clothes...but no money
14) Want to get a new phone
15) Wants unlimited internet access here
10 person to tag:
Nobody...
Tagged by Mel - round 1....
1) Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Yeah
2) How about drinking?
As long not a alcoholic
3) Do you liked someone you can't have
yea
4) If someone liked you right now, would want them to tell you
yea
5) What's your favourite sport?
Swim
6) It's Saturday night, you're home alone, what do you do?
Loads - watch tele, play video games, cook own dinner, online
7) Do you like roller coasters?
Wont say i like, but i enjoyed it
8) When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
In my opinion, uni life or early working life
9) If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
Hate the attention from the papparazi so wont date any of them....
10) What are you doing this weekend?
The weekend is about to end in 8 hours time.
11) What is your favourite restaurant?
Depends on wat to eat....diff meals diff restaurant...
12) Have you ever hugged someone?
who dun?
13) Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
Yeah...when i was a kid...age 4 i guess=P
14) Do you like anyone right now?
yeah
15) What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Erhh...the face??...dun be rude by staring at the ladies' body=P
16) Which do you prefer, Beach or Moutains?
Moutains when the sun rise and beach when the sun sets
17) What kind of phone do you have?
A phone that works?!
18) Computer or Laptop?
Both
19) Jeans or sweats?
Jeans
20) Which year(s) has/ have been the best so far?
Every year....
21) How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
add a 1 to the number of this question
22) What should you be doing right now?
House packing
23) What is your favourite TV show?
Too many to list
24) What's been your last purchase?
Lunch
25) Are you attracted to girls/ boys that smoke?
nah
26) Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
Nope always fall on my butt
27) What do you do when you're at home?
Everthing you could do at home?!
28) What is your favourite subject?
At the moment none
29) What's the best thing that happened to you?
I won't say best but rather plenty of good thigs
30) 10 person to tag :
Not planning to tag anyone unlike the person who claims to be kind soul and not tag anybody else except me and another friend of hers=P
Yeah
2) How about drinking?
As long not a alcoholic
3) Do you liked someone you can't have
yea
4) If someone liked you right now, would want them to tell you
yea
5) What's your favourite sport?
Swim
6) It's Saturday night, you're home alone, what do you do?
Loads - watch tele, play video games, cook own dinner, online
7) Do you like roller coasters?
Wont say i like, but i enjoyed it
8) When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
In my opinion, uni life or early working life
9) If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
Hate the attention from the papparazi so wont date any of them....
10) What are you doing this weekend?
The weekend is about to end in 8 hours time.
11) What is your favourite restaurant?
Depends on wat to eat....diff meals diff restaurant...
12) Have you ever hugged someone?
who dun?
13) Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
Yeah...when i was a kid...age 4 i guess=P
14) Do you like anyone right now?
yeah
15) What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Erhh...the face??...dun be rude by staring at the ladies' body=P
16) Which do you prefer, Beach or Moutains?
Moutains when the sun rise and beach when the sun sets
17) What kind of phone do you have?
A phone that works?!
18) Computer or Laptop?
Both
19) Jeans or sweats?
Jeans
20) Which year(s) has/ have been the best so far?
Every year....
21) How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
add a 1 to the number of this question
22) What should you be doing right now?
House packing
23) What is your favourite TV show?
Too many to list
24) What's been your last purchase?
Lunch
25) Are you attracted to girls/ boys that smoke?
nah
26) Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
Nope always fall on my butt
27) What do you do when you're at home?
Everthing you could do at home?!
28) What is your favourite subject?
At the moment none
29) What's the best thing that happened to you?
I won't say best but rather plenty of good thigs
30) 10 person to tag :
Not planning to tag anyone unlike the person who claims to be kind soul and not tag anybody else except me and another friend of hers=P
Random...
Ok this come to me so random....
For couples:-
The guy should at least able to carry the girl. The girl will be infront of you off the ground, and it is not piggy back or bear hug.
At least once the girl should cook something for the guy. Well as many people say the secret to a man's heart is the stomach....which i find it half true but that is not the point. Though u may not be good at cooking...but cook it with love i bet the guy will like it=)
tis 2 point just came to my head all of the sudden...so the random...
Oh and i just been tagged by Mel 3 times....i'll get u for that=P
For couples:-
The guy should at least able to carry the girl. The girl will be infront of you off the ground, and it is not piggy back or bear hug.
At least once the girl should cook something for the guy. Well as many people say the secret to a man's heart is the stomach....which i find it half true but that is not the point. Though u may not be good at cooking...but cook it with love i bet the guy will like it=)
tis 2 point just came to my head all of the sudden...so the random...
Oh and i just been tagged by Mel 3 times....i'll get u for that=P
Friday, January 9, 2009
Children...
I believe everyone at some point in thier life thought of getting married then having children. And i was thinking what if you're spouse has some kind of sickness like diabetes, STDs or cancer than could affect the child would you still want to have children after getting married?? or when you find out that the person you love have this kind of sickness before married and decide to break off and find another. Well if break off, i would say that is just mean and horrible. Coz sickess should be the factor that determine whether you should get married of wat so ever. But if is coz of wanting to hav children u get married then somehow i feel like u r treating the other half like a production machine the sole purpose is to help u get kids.
Back to the first question. Would you still wan to have a child after knowing the sickness exist in you could addect the child? Seriously, i dunno wat i will do. Is like at one point, i dun wan my child to be suffered with sickness such as STDs is just a horrible thing to happen to a kid, but at the same time i wan to hav a child of my own. But then again there is always the spouse to discuss with. I mean in a marriage it wont be a 1 sided thing anymore both should help make the decision, besides u need both for the child to happen=P
Back to the first question. Would you still wan to have a child after knowing the sickness exist in you could addect the child? Seriously, i dunno wat i will do. Is like at one point, i dun wan my child to be suffered with sickness such as STDs is just a horrible thing to happen to a kid, but at the same time i wan to hav a child of my own. But then again there is always the spouse to discuss with. I mean in a marriage it wont be a 1 sided thing anymore both should help make the decision, besides u need both for the child to happen=P
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Honey and Clover...
Well this is a name of an anime...nice i like it. Reason y i hav this title...recently coz of me shifting to a new place soon, my mom ask me to pick up stones that can use for garden in this house. So as i was picking up these stones, which is also a natural habitat for insect such as worms, centipedes, ants, spiders and other wierd insects that is just grose at first sight. And when u do stuff like this alone u start to think...And wat i thought was wat i saw, Life.
Life from the insects. This comes to me as i was clearing the stones putting in to packs and every now and then i will c a worm trying to dig itself back into the soil...some red insect running away etc. To the insect the stones, soil and nature is there city, thier world. And me picking up the stones, is like a natural disaster on thier mayb major city then u c the insects move to another place etc. In me i was thinking they are so small yet they still continue thier life no matter wat happen to the surroundings.
So in life for us, humans, wat is it?? To live it as if the world is free of worries?? or to be worried of everything?? Wat makes us stronger as we live through our lives?? To me life is like a journey. And in this journey it is not like a smooth road trip. If in life there is no problems i dun think any of us will grow more maturely. If we dun experience wat had happen we never know wat it feels like or we might never know how to overcome it. I remembered i heard from somewhere that everyone of us needs to fall and from that fall we learn and we grow. Just like a child, when u tell them that something might hurt them, the more they will wan to go play with it coz they are curious(the obvious reason) and they dunno know it feels, and when they finally feels the pain they will avoid that thing, that is where they learn. And in life that is how most of the time we learn, from our mistakes, our hurts, our challenges. That is wat makes us stronger in life. Of course there wont be enuf time to learn everything therefore learn from others too. To clarify things...learn in life is to know the mistakes, hurts, problems etc and to overcome it, For us to grow stronger in life is to experience it.
Many times we forget wat we learn/wat we experience till we face that thing again. In my life i remebered most of it well mainly coz scars are left to remind me of wat happen but not everything has a scar to be a reminder. So can you remember every life experince u had?? I'm asking not coz u can remember and be hurt by it again, if it does means u hav not really learn to overcome it, but i'm asking coz i think everyone shuld reflect on their life every now and then to c how much they grow in life. Oh and by the way, in case u r still wondering wat i out that anime name for the title....coz the anime is about the main character going thru life.
Cheers everyone=)
Life from the insects. This comes to me as i was clearing the stones putting in to packs and every now and then i will c a worm trying to dig itself back into the soil...some red insect running away etc. To the insect the stones, soil and nature is there city, thier world. And me picking up the stones, is like a natural disaster on thier mayb major city then u c the insects move to another place etc. In me i was thinking they are so small yet they still continue thier life no matter wat happen to the surroundings.
So in life for us, humans, wat is it?? To live it as if the world is free of worries?? or to be worried of everything?? Wat makes us stronger as we live through our lives?? To me life is like a journey. And in this journey it is not like a smooth road trip. If in life there is no problems i dun think any of us will grow more maturely. If we dun experience wat had happen we never know wat it feels like or we might never know how to overcome it. I remembered i heard from somewhere that everyone of us needs to fall and from that fall we learn and we grow. Just like a child, when u tell them that something might hurt them, the more they will wan to go play with it coz they are curious(the obvious reason) and they dunno know it feels, and when they finally feels the pain they will avoid that thing, that is where they learn. And in life that is how most of the time we learn, from our mistakes, our hurts, our challenges. That is wat makes us stronger in life. Of course there wont be enuf time to learn everything therefore learn from others too. To clarify things...learn in life is to know the mistakes, hurts, problems etc and to overcome it, For us to grow stronger in life is to experience it.
Many times we forget wat we learn/wat we experience till we face that thing again. In my life i remebered most of it well mainly coz scars are left to remind me of wat happen but not everything has a scar to be a reminder. So can you remember every life experince u had?? I'm asking not coz u can remember and be hurt by it again, if it does means u hav not really learn to overcome it, but i'm asking coz i think everyone shuld reflect on their life every now and then to c how much they grow in life. Oh and by the way, in case u r still wondering wat i out that anime name for the title....coz the anime is about the main character going thru life.
Cheers everyone=)
Comments...
I was checking out my friendster and then i found this video that i posted in there long time ago...watch it and prepare to laugh=P
Grid...
Went for a game opening with my friends before i left KL...and unexpectedly me and my frens were video captured...thanks to the interview...hehehe..c if u can spot me=P
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Can u figure this?!...
This puzzle is called Lateral Thinking .
Scroll down slowly and be honest to yourself.
Think like a wizard . . .
1)
man
------------
board
Ans. = man overboard
Okay, let's see if you've got the hang of it.
2)
stand
------------
i
Ans. = I understand
Got the drift ?
Let's try a few now and see
3. /r/e/a/d/i/n/ g/
Ans. = reading between the lines
4)
r
road
a
d
Ans. = cross road
5)
cycle
cycle
cycle
Ans. = tricycle
6)
0
------------
M.D.
Ph.D.
Ans. = two degrees below zero
7)
knee
light
Ans. = neon light ( knee - on - light )
8)
ground
------------ ---
feet feet feet feet feet feet
Ans. = six feet underground
9. he's X himself
Ans. = he's by himself
10. ecnalg
Ans. = backward glance
11. death ..... life
Ans. = life after death
12. THINK
Ans. = think big ! !
13. ababaaabbbbaaaabbbb ababaabbaaabbbb. ..
Ans. = long time no 'C'
Scroll down slowly and be honest to yourself.
Think like a wizard . . .
1)
man
------------
board
Ans. = man overboard
Okay, let's see if you've got the hang of it.
2)
stand
------------
i
Ans. = I understand
Got the drift ?
Let's try a few now and see
3. /r/e/a/d/i/n/ g/
Ans. = reading between the lines
4)
r
road
a
d
Ans. = cross road
5)
cycle
cycle
cycle
Ans. = tricycle
6)
0
------------
M.D.
Ph.D.
Ans. = two degrees below zero
7)
knee
light
Ans. = neon light ( knee - on - light )
8)
ground
------------ ---
feet feet feet feet feet feet
Ans. = six feet underground
9. he's X himself
Ans. = he's by himself
10. ecnalg
Ans. = backward glance
11. death ..... life
Ans. = life after death
12. THINK
Ans. = think big ! !
13. ababaaabbbbaaaabbbb ababaabbaaabbbb. ..
Ans. = long time no 'C'
Monday, January 5, 2009
What love means to 4- 8 years old...
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. What does 'Love' mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does 'love' mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8
'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4
'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5
'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissie - age 6
'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4
'Love is when my mummy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7
'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mummy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss' Emily - age 8
'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.' Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,' Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)
'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.' Noelle - age 7
'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.' Tommy - age 6
'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8
'My mummy loves me more than anybody You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.' Clare - age 6
'Love is when Mummy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.' Elaine-age 5
'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.' Chris - age 7
'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day' Mary Ann - age 4
'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.' Lauren - age 4
'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image) Karen - age 7
'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.' Mark - age 6
'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.' Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said, 'Nothing, I just helped him cry'
'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8
'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4
'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5
'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissie - age 6
'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4
'Love is when my mummy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7
'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mummy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss' Emily - age 8
'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.' Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,' Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)
'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.' Noelle - age 7
'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.' Tommy - age 6
'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8
'My mummy loves me more than anybody You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.' Clare - age 6
'Love is when Mummy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.' Elaine-age 5
'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.' Chris - age 7
'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day' Mary Ann - age 4
'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.' Lauren - age 4
'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image) Karen - age 7
'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.' Mark - age 6
'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.' Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said, 'Nothing, I just helped him cry'
What Is Marketing??...
1. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: ' I am very rich. Marry me! ' - That's Direct Marketing'
2. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says: ' He's very rich. 'Marry him.' -That's Advertising'
3. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day, you call and say: ' Hi, I'm very rich. 'Marry me - That's Telemarketing'
4. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a drink, you open the door (of the car)for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her ride and then say:'By the way, I'm rich. Will you 'Marry Me?' - That's Public Relations'
5. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says:'You are very rich! 'Can you marry ! Me?' - That's Brand Recognition'
6. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' She gives you a nice hard slap on your face. - ' That's Customer Feedback '
7. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' And she introduces you to her husband. - 'That's demand and supply gap'
8. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say anything, another person come and tell her: 'I'm rich. Will you marry me?' and she goes with him - 'That's competition eating into your market share'
9. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say: 'I'm rich, Marry me!' your wife arrives. - ' That's restriction for entering new markets '
2. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says: ' He's very rich. 'Marry him.' -That's Advertising'
3. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day, you call and say: ' Hi, I'm very rich. 'Marry me - That's Telemarketing'
4. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a drink, you open the door (of the car)for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her ride and then say:'By the way, I'm rich. Will you 'Marry Me?' - That's Public Relations'
5. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says:'You are very rich! 'Can you marry ! Me?' - That's Brand Recognition'
6. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' She gives you a nice hard slap on your face. - ' That's Customer Feedback '
7. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' And she introduces you to her husband. - 'That's demand and supply gap'
8. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say anything, another person come and tell her: 'I'm rich. Will you marry me?' and she goes with him - 'That's competition eating into your market share'
9. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say: 'I'm rich, Marry me!' your wife arrives. - ' That's restriction for entering new markets '
Movie, movie, movie...
Summer has passed for more than a month now...and wat i have been doing is...emmm...play badminton, drink coffee, celebration, cleaning the house, picking up stones(loads of stones!!!), having sleepless nites, having bad nose condition, having bad back aches(somehow with all the bad conditions i feel so old=P), but mostly watching movies that i got drom Daniel.
For the pass 1 month i've watched Tropic Thunder, Leatherheads, Smokin Aces, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Balls of Fury, Bank Job, Disaster Movie, Goal II: Living the Dream, The Notebook(this is a nice show), Transporter 3, Horton Hears a Who, Burn After Reading, Mutant Chronicles, Onion Movie, Death Race, Step Brothers, Tenacious D: Pick of Destiny, In Bruges, Blades of Glory, Bee Movie, and A Beautiful Mind(this is nice too). That is like 21 movies in a month, actually more of like 3 weeks plus. And i still have like 13 more movies to watch...haha...will get more from Daniel soon...
For the pass 1 month i've watched Tropic Thunder, Leatherheads, Smokin Aces, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Balls of Fury, Bank Job, Disaster Movie, Goal II: Living the Dream, The Notebook(this is a nice show), Transporter 3, Horton Hears a Who, Burn After Reading, Mutant Chronicles, Onion Movie, Death Race, Step Brothers, Tenacious D: Pick of Destiny, In Bruges, Blades of Glory, Bee Movie, and A Beautiful Mind(this is nice too). That is like 21 movies in a month, actually more of like 3 weeks plus. And i still have like 13 more movies to watch...haha...will get more from Daniel soon...
Dreamz...
It started when i was just returning from somewhere far away, the first thing i did was to look for the person i love. And when i saw her i was at first happy but as things goes on...she starts to explain things that happen when i was away. And she continue to explain that something happen between her and a close fren of hers, and i insisted on asking wat happen but she refused till i shouted wat happen and she said both of them make out. At the moment i was so pissed, so angry, so filled with hatered, so filled with things coming to my mind that doesnt makes sense, and i left the place. Then the next thing i know i was running aimlessly and when i saw her figure from a far i run towards her. I kept on running and running and running but i never reach her. After more running, i was close to her...hand stretch out almost touching her but suddenly the ground just starts to scatter and i start to fall into a deep black abyss looking up seeing her standing.
And the next thing i know...i was awakw and it was ust a dream...and the image of me being so pissed, me falling was so clear and real in my mind as though it was really happening. people may say it is just a dream why bother. i say that too but when same and similar dreams being dreamt again and again and again for nites and nites and nites is just not something i would wan. It has come to a point where i almost dun wan to sleep just to not dream this....sigh...
And the next thing i know...i was awakw and it was ust a dream...and the image of me being so pissed, me falling was so clear and real in my mind as though it was really happening. people may say it is just a dream why bother. i say that too but when same and similar dreams being dreamt again and again and again for nites and nites and nites is just not something i would wan. It has come to a point where i almost dun wan to sleep just to not dream this....sigh...
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Pickings...
Today planned to go pick....
These...u now wat are those??
Cherries...
And this box here was specially picked by me=P...
These...u now wat are those??Cherries...But unfortunately...thanks to the wierd summer they are having this year today they only have Sour Morello a.k.a sour cherries so headed to pick cherries' couz...
This farm here....which is a farm for
These....Strawberries...
And this box here was specially picked by me=P...It was kinda pricy though to go pick....8 bucks just to go and hand pick..and only can pick 500g...but then it is a nice experience=)
Melbourne Aquarium...
Went to Melbourne Aquarium with parents and thier fren and nothing special i would say it is like Aquaria over at KLCC so if u hav check that out it is almost the same so i didnt really take any picture of it...but i only took these, i like it coz it looks facinating.
This one here is just a few months old...a.k.a new borns...
And these here are the adult moon jellyfish...
Well it doesnt look so nice in the pics but if u go to the aquarium and check it out it is really nice and facinating=)
These are Moon Jellyfish...
This one here is just a few months old...a.k.a new borns...And these here are the adult moon jellyfish...Well it doesnt look so nice in the pics but if u go to the aquarium and check it out it is really nice and facinating=)
Thoughts...
Now i know why for many months i dun really feel like back in Msia. Reason is there is no nite life here even though there is, it is far from my place. Nite life as in supper, yam cha(dun be mixed up with the yam cha here, which to them is morning breakfast dim sum), and talks. Though every sub-urb has a place for eat n drink but not every sub-urb has it till late nite. And not everyone stays in the same sub-urb. If u gonna ask me is it really that important?? for me yeah it is, coz i find it the best time to talk to one another face to face discussing about things. It is as though no barriers exist though everyone of us conciously and unconciously keeps some things to our own mind. And to me also during this time that i can understand more how people thinks about certain stuff. And this part is also where i learn more about things, cause everyone thinks and do things differently and there is a reason why which is coz by wat they think or wat they percieve, their own set of principles like on certain/particular thing. And knowing them change mind as i absorb and change it to my liking or wat i feel is rite or how it should be, there is where i grow. At least i think that is one way how people grow mentally.I remembered a saying, wait..i think is 2 sayings...watever...that we learn from mistakes, but a life time is not enuf to learn all the mistakes so learn other people's mistake too...or something like that, go figure the saying urself...well we just learn the mistakes, i think we should learn everything, opinions and thoughts, that way all will grow together.
And that leads me to my next point about judging thoughts. I opinion on this is opinions and thoughts of others should not be judge, if it were to be judge, judge ur own thoughts and opinions first. Coz i find that when we judge another's thoughts and opinions is like forcing one's thought onto another to follow, and the purpose to learn and grow is gone. Even if one's thoughts could be wrong/not rite, who are we to judge, at least i think i'm in no position to judge. If i feel it is wrong i just share my thoughts on it, whether the person change his/her opinion is entirely up to them and i got to respect that.
Of course when comes to sharin one's thoughts/opinions, i think there should always be a certain level of awareness that we shouldnt offend another. When we say and share our thoughts and it somehow offend another then it just shuts that person's mind and i believe all that person could think is judgin wat u say and talking all the a-hole shit in the mind about u. I remembered someone said to me that i post wat i would just like to share on my thoughts, the fact is that is half true, coz wat i post is really wat i thought of and it is my opinion, but at the same time the amout i filter to post it here is so much that i think if post everything here there is a high probability that i will offend everyone, and i dun wan to offend anyone...though i cant eliminate the probability of offending someone, but i could reduce it.
And that leads me to my next point about judging thoughts. I opinion on this is opinions and thoughts of others should not be judge, if it were to be judge, judge ur own thoughts and opinions first. Coz i find that when we judge another's thoughts and opinions is like forcing one's thought onto another to follow, and the purpose to learn and grow is gone. Even if one's thoughts could be wrong/not rite, who are we to judge, at least i think i'm in no position to judge. If i feel it is wrong i just share my thoughts on it, whether the person change his/her opinion is entirely up to them and i got to respect that.
Of course when comes to sharin one's thoughts/opinions, i think there should always be a certain level of awareness that we shouldnt offend another. When we say and share our thoughts and it somehow offend another then it just shuts that person's mind and i believe all that person could think is judgin wat u say and talking all the a-hole shit in the mind about u. I remembered someone said to me that i post wat i would just like to share on my thoughts, the fact is that is half true, coz wat i post is really wat i thought of and it is my opinion, but at the same time the amout i filter to post it here is so much that i think if post everything here there is a high probability that i will offend everyone, and i dun wan to offend anyone...though i cant eliminate the probability of offending someone, but i could reduce it.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Summer ar...
Summer has come and it has been a month passed. For the past years, summer suppose to be hot as hot as 40 degress. But this year, the first month of summer, is the raining month seriously it was cold and was raining most of the time. And now the second month has started...it feels cold, as though it is winter. Well wat a wierd summer they have this year, mayb autumn will be hot which i hope not. Summer so far, in Dec - Weng Yan's Grad, Christmas, Melbourne Aquarium, New Year, oh i learn to play poker too hahaha. And the weather is all chill, cold which is nice personally, i dun wan a 40 degrees day=P
BLESSED NEW YEAR!!!!....
Ok now is the second day of 2009 but i dun care...still gonna wish everyone New Year. So i'll just briefly update abit. Ermm...on the eve had dinner with my mom's cg members then later on i headed to Kenny's place for celebration. For a change i find it very different than the past year coz over at Kenny's we feast(more of just snack) then worship and pray for the year ahead. And later on just feast more, felloship more..hehehe. Well i brought my camera there but i was too busy learning how to learn Bridge, play Big 2(chor tai ti) and one of my fav game, Bluff=P Besides that also there is food so just imagine abit lar...hahaha=P
So now for some reflection time. How is 2008 to me?!..well i find it is the year of changes to me. Seriously lots of changes. Church, i was in charge of a cg a.k.a CG Leader since the beginning of the year of 2008. and in the middle of the year have to let that post down coz of studies reason. And in the 5 months over here, they are preparing to take leadership roles for the uni students here, and funny to say they are like desperate for people to take lead...haha..but then i understand y they wanna people coz most of the current leaders are all working, since they are having uni students cg they would prefer to have uni students to take charge. Studies, i fnd it even funny for me coz of my silly-ness. I remembered at the beginning of the year i got my results for my last semester in my coll, and there was a fail unit, i was devastated cz i desperately need to pass every unit to grad and so i can continue my studies here in Aust. For the whole almost 3 weeks i was super down coz of the worried of not able to come here and the rush for applications for uni after my resit of that unit etc. Thinking back again, everything was so rush that, my application was fully through about 1 month before i fly to Aust. And it was in that 1 month i got my student visa done, and 2 weeks before i fly that i got my ticket. So imagine the rush.
Now every year people make resolution, the goals wat they wan to achieve in that particular year. It is a good thing as in gives u a target to follow. But then for me personally i dun really do a resolution. To me if the goal is really that important for u to achieve u dun need to make sure u get it done in that year, since is that important naturally u will achieve it. And i find that listing a list of goals will tend to give the idea that u need to achieve that goal. And when u dun achive it u will be kinda of disappointed. And there is always the ones that say goals for God, i would say if doing God's work, will or desire needs to be listed down isnt that something wrong?? You are doing GOD'S WORK here not some fella's desire, God's work should immediately be planted and rooted in you. If it is God's desire naturally it shall be yours no need to list down wat to do. And if it needs to be listed down so anything that is not on the list means you cant do?? or shouldnt bother about it coz is not ur goal?? So dun come and judge me and say i'm goal-less just coz i dun list down a resolution.
Looking forward to 2009, hope everything would be great and pray for more guidance, let the Lord guide me through the year. Well at least i've been doing that for the pass dunno how many years. And wanna thank God for His love and care for me throughout the years though at many times i'm so not thankful and ungrateful.
Oh yeah another thing....my twins couz bro is coming this world today, Friday 2nd Jan=) yeah another 2 more baby couz to play with=P....and i super miss my little couz sis. =))))))))))))
So now for some reflection time. How is 2008 to me?!..well i find it is the year of changes to me. Seriously lots of changes. Church, i was in charge of a cg a.k.a CG Leader since the beginning of the year of 2008. and in the middle of the year have to let that post down coz of studies reason. And in the 5 months over here, they are preparing to take leadership roles for the uni students here, and funny to say they are like desperate for people to take lead...haha..but then i understand y they wanna people coz most of the current leaders are all working, since they are having uni students cg they would prefer to have uni students to take charge. Studies, i fnd it even funny for me coz of my silly-ness. I remembered at the beginning of the year i got my results for my last semester in my coll, and there was a fail unit, i was devastated cz i desperately need to pass every unit to grad and so i can continue my studies here in Aust. For the whole almost 3 weeks i was super down coz of the worried of not able to come here and the rush for applications for uni after my resit of that unit etc. Thinking back again, everything was so rush that, my application was fully through about 1 month before i fly to Aust. And it was in that 1 month i got my student visa done, and 2 weeks before i fly that i got my ticket. So imagine the rush.
Now every year people make resolution, the goals wat they wan to achieve in that particular year. It is a good thing as in gives u a target to follow. But then for me personally i dun really do a resolution. To me if the goal is really that important for u to achieve u dun need to make sure u get it done in that year, since is that important naturally u will achieve it. And i find that listing a list of goals will tend to give the idea that u need to achieve that goal. And when u dun achive it u will be kinda of disappointed. And there is always the ones that say goals for God, i would say if doing God's work, will or desire needs to be listed down isnt that something wrong?? You are doing GOD'S WORK here not some fella's desire, God's work should immediately be planted and rooted in you. If it is God's desire naturally it shall be yours no need to list down wat to do. And if it needs to be listed down so anything that is not on the list means you cant do?? or shouldnt bother about it coz is not ur goal?? So dun come and judge me and say i'm goal-less just coz i dun list down a resolution.
Looking forward to 2009, hope everything would be great and pray for more guidance, let the Lord guide me through the year. Well at least i've been doing that for the pass dunno how many years. And wanna thank God for His love and care for me throughout the years though at many times i'm so not thankful and ungrateful.
Oh yeah another thing....my twins couz bro is coming this world today, Friday 2nd Jan=) yeah another 2 more baby couz to play with=P....and i super miss my little couz sis. =))))))))))))
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