Why...

Why?? Why when i thought everything will be fine yet wat i read is such a painful thing for me to have read and known?? Everything should be alrite yet it is not. Just when i wan to let things be and not care about anything, why do i need to feel that i should do something about it? It is no my place to do anything anymore. I cant do wat i use to do as though nothing has happen...it just bothers me even more....How can i be feeling 2 things so against each other at the same time?!....Why?? Why?? Why??