In The Darkness Of The Room...

Lying down in the room

Trying to sleep

Yet I wasn't able to

Staring in the darkness of the room

I started to pray

Satisfaction I felt

Staring in the darkness of the room

I fail to sleep again

Staring in the darkness of the room

I start to miss my family back home

Staring in the darkness of the room

I start to miss my friends back home

Staring in the darkness of the room

I start to miss my church back home

Staring in the darkness of the room

I start to miss my life style back home

Staring in the darkness of the room

My mind starts to wonder

In the darkness of the room

I wonder about my life

I wonder about my studies

I wonder about so many things

I wonder about the words that is yet to be spoken to me

So many things I wonder

So many things I want to forget

But you always appear in my mind

Give it up that is what I've been told

Forget about it that is what i've been told

And I did

I did give it up

I did forget about it

But I've not taken my caring side away

How things is I will never know

I may never know how it feels exactly

But I know I've always wanted to help

But things has change

No more can I do those

No more

For it has been chosen

For it is not me yet another to play that role

I'm glad for that

Sitting in the darkness of my room

I type this

Sitting in the darkness of my room

I thought

Sitting in the darkness of my room

I wonder

Sitting in the darkness of my room

I shed my tears for the missing feeling i have...