Need a laugh?!...

Got this from Mel on youtube...haha....just laugh=P

News...

Woo hoo...had one tiring day...slept at 3 woke up at 6 and get out of bed at 730 in the morning=P haha. Well went to Monash uni to promote amazing race and it was i would say a fruitful day considering, no booth, with students scatter ll around trying to explore the campus. Anyway it will be a even more fruitful one tomorrow.

Congrats to Mario and Shannon!!..For the save delivery of baby Jamie!!! Well if i get hold of this baby's pic...hehe...there is no escaping this blog=P

There is bush fire in Dandenong....hmmm...well just hope the people there are save...and there is a wind change and not hit the housing area over here...since is about 30 min max car ride distance...

Hitz.fm Parody...

Have any of u heard of the Hitz.fam parodies of songs?? Joelle just posted a post about the lastest song and somehow my com wasnt able to load that. Then i headed to the website with the hope of listening to it. And again i wasnt able to load that page. Arghhh....is it my com? or the internet is playing a this joke on me??...anyway..anyone that has a copy of the song please send it to me...Me wanna hear the parody....wanna laugh at those funny lyrics....hehehe=P

In The Darkness Of The Room...

Lying down in the room

Trying to sleep

Yet I wasn't able to

Staring in the darkness of the room

I started to pray

Satisfaction I felt

Staring in the darkness of the room

I fail to sleep again

Staring in the darkness of the room

I start to miss my family back home

Staring in the darkness of the room

I start to miss my friends back home

Staring in the darkness of the room

I start to miss my church back home

Staring in the darkness of the room

I start to miss my life style back home

Staring in the darkness of the room

My mind starts to wonder

In the darkness of the room

I wonder about my life

I wonder about my studies

I wonder about so many things

I wonder about the words that is yet to be spoken to me

So many things I wonder

So many things I want to forget

But you always appear in my mind

Give it up that is what I've been told

Forget about it that is what i've been told

And I did

I did give it up

I did forget about it

But I've not taken my caring side away

How things is I will never know

I may never know how it feels exactly

But I know I've always wanted to help

But things has change

No more can I do those

No more

For it has been chosen

For it is not me yet another to play that role

I'm glad for that

Sitting in the darkness of my room

I type this

Sitting in the darkness of my room

I thought

Sitting in the darkness of my room

I wonder

Sitting in the darkness of my room

I shed my tears for the missing feeling i have...

Wat i've been up to...

Ok first thing first....i've edited some name errors on my couz's names...thanks to another couz of mine=P...anyway so wat i've been up to?!

Well yesterday...i woke up then few hours later i had lunch...and the lunch was cook by me and Yen Wen...since she is my new house mate now...and she was alone at home and there wasnt any left over food, so she suggested to cook fettucini with carbonara sauce. So the sauce, we cooked it with salami instead of bacon...and we used a over due mushroom. An the end result too mushroom-i taste..hahaha. But then we are still surviving nothing happen to us, no food poisoning. And for the first time cooking that sauce i would say is 7/10 dish.

Then later on i rushed a little to Monash Uni to help stick posters around the uni promoting Amazing Race. Then rushed back home around 5 and reach 6 to have dinner. Then later at nite heade to Daniel's place. Haha...we had poker there...then pictionary. And in that course of hang out met new fren. =)

Well today...i woke up...clean up..then i sink my head into migrtion papers and forms. Man the immigration sure is a long winded people....the list of rules/qualification....i almost fall asleep reading it. Then spend most of the afternoon mind-ing own business. And gonna catch up on movies that i taken from Daniel...haha..marathon rite after this post=) ...so i gtg and start the marathon!!!

Twin Couz...

Ok ok...i've been talking about twin couz bro...and i really wan to see them but i cant. So i've send my spy to get some pics for me..and after a long wait of wat seems like ages!!!!...i finally got it...hahaha...so let me intro a little...

Twin couz 1

Zaphen....eh close ur mouth dun let the fly enter=P

Twin Couz 2

Zachery...apparently sleeping like a pig...for now...

Well according to Mel...Zachery was the noisy one since the Zaphen was more mature according to her=P haha. If u r wondering y the older one is smaller than the younger one...coz not enuf nutrient....u can imagine both of them in the womb fighting over the nutrient and the obvious winner is Zachery=P...

Well hope i get to go back soon and pay them a visit...

Wat happen...

Well..i've just watched MY BLOODY VALENTINE lately. To let everyone know it is a MOVIE!!! Not my actual valentine. Ok so here goes i usally change my msn nick to the movie i just watch with some comment on the movie at the side. So my msn now shows MY BLOODY VALENTINE - Lots of blood. And apparently it is not shown in Msia. So everyone was asking me how was ur valentine and wat happen...

Chat window 1: Sis

Sis: Wat happen to u??
Me: Wat u mean wat happen to me??
Sis: Wat lots of blood?!
Me: It a movie lar!!
Sis: Oh, hak sei ngo...

Chat window 2: Winnie

Winnie: y wor ur valentine?
Me: y wat my valentine?
Winnie: u say ur bloody valentine?
Me: that is a movie lar...

So that practically how is my conversation is when eveyone starts to wonder about my valentine..haha...and of coz those of u hav been reading would know that i spend my valentine with 3 of my frens over dinner. Haha....how bloody can that be?!...

Why...

Why?? Why when i thought everything will be fine yet wat i read is such a painful thing for me to have read and known?? Everything should be alrite yet it is not. Just when i wan to let things be and not care about anything, why do i need to feel that i should do something about it? It is no my place to do anything anymore. I cant do wat i use to do as though nothing has happen...it just bothers me even more....How can i be feeling 2 things so against each other at the same time?!....Why?? Why?? Why??

Updates...

Harlo readers... got nothing particular to update today but then things has been movin and going thru my mind. Wll be updating more about that when i feel like it....anyway...sorry for the long posts i have for the previous 6 posts. Ermmm well though is 2 diff titles with 3 parts each..they all have similarity...hehe...One has tags on it...while the other has extracts of people's blog=P....but anyway...it gives u something to read about eh?? Oh never to forget movie updates..haha...been a little busy with somethings thus less watching...but that doesnt stop me, the movie freak stop watching eh??...so here goes the list...

Whore (Yo Puta), War,Inc , The Rocker, The Great Debaters, Never BacK Down, Hot Fuzz, Breach, Babel, 88 Minutes, Surfer Dude, Stardust, Ask The Dust, Balls Out, City Of Ember.

Till next time...God bless=)

Valentine Special 3...

Ok this will be the last part...i'm serious!!...when there is something nice to share on this lovey ovey season..just share it eh..if not got to wait till next year. This time i got it from Carmen's blog...

Everytime you talk to me I don't know what to say,

Because everything you say to me takes my breath away.

I can't express my feelins because you have stolen all my heart,

The thought of us not together tears my world apart.

When i'm with you it's almost more than i can take,

It feels like I'm dreaming but I never want to wake.

I never want to lose you and I always wanted you there,

Always thereto lean on and always there to to care.

"Forever and always" you will have my love,

But "forever and always" just isn't long enough.

So keep it for eternity or for just another day,

But no matter how long you want it my love is here to stay.

So everytime I have to leave and give you one more kiss,

Think about the wrds I've said and please remember this...

As time goes on together i know our love will grow......

By the way i never really told you......but "you had my love from hello"...

Author : Cory Ann Lynn Habour

It's a nice poem i wan to share with everyone. Many of times in this season of love, many of us who is single and love/ like/ have a crush on someone often think why didnt he/she choose/give me a chance. Often like the last line "you had my love from hello" that we know we like the person. But never had the chance to be in one with the person. I would say though it is painful and hurtful to see the person you like with another but never give up there is one day you will find that one true love of yours.


I went to watch My Bloody Valentine today. This sure is a little gory movie. Well guys go bring ur gf watch this....and in the midst of it...i'm sure ur gf will either hold u tight/ use u to cover her eyes/ grab ur hand and squeeze etc, well unless ur gf is the type that likes watching horror movies...hahaha

Valentine Special 2...

Ok...i've just decided to name this post after the last post...since wat i'm about to post is related to Vday...so i was reading Mel's blog and wat she posted there was something i would like to share with everyone...so once again i shall extract part of the post=P


There are many of us which have a scar in our heart. A scar that healed but remained. Or a scar that never healed. This valentine's the heart aches. The thought of that that hurt and resentment is remembered. It can be close friends, boy/girl friends, family, or whoever it is related to the day of love. So we hink i have nothing to celebrate about. I don't care. It's just another normal day for me. So we just hang out. Or maybe some come to friendship night. And what?

Are we there because we have nowhere else to go? Because we dont't have a date? Because we have nothing better to do? Because we want to have fun? Think about it . There is this greatest friend we can ever have. The best of the best who wants the best for us. Who will never betray us. Who wil never forsake us. We have a date. It is a matter of whether we want to accept that invitation. That date and relationship that will never end unless you yourself end it. Even then He will pursue you and try to win you back.

Everyone of us have a date tonight! That best friend, none other than Jesus is calling us for a date. Yeah it's hard to see. Hard to know at times if he is there, etc . But you have a date. You are not alone. He wants to come and heal those scars. Those pains that are stopping us from celebrating valentine's. Those thoughts that valentine's are only for couples, he wants to show it's not true. It may seem weird or whatever that God wants to date you. Haha. I was like why the word date?

Anyway... True many of us know that valentine's day is not only for couples but also for friendship, for family and all. But we don't really bother. Think..this day you do something special for loved ones. So what about him? If it wasn't for Him there wouldn't even be love. It may be S.A.D day for many of us. But we all have that date.

Now the question is... DO YOU ACCEPT?


Nicely said...So true on wat has been said up there. The last bit there...that say if it wasnt for Him there wouldnt even be love, that part i think is so true coz the bible says God is love. And in every wedding(ok, mayb almost every wedding), part of 1 Corinthians 13 would be read. But i would like the whole chapter...tht goes:

"If I speak in tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, i am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if i have a faith that can move moutains, but have not love, I am nothing. I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, i gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self- seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love does never fails. But where thre are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there are knowledge, they will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now i know in part; then i shall know fully, even as i am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."

On Vday, we celebrate love. But what we celebrate year after year is just man to man love. What about the Creator's love? The love of everything? God is love but we dun celebrate Him. The last line there : But the greatest of these is love. That i feel is referring to God the almighty. And how love is also mentiong above. But to reflect to our love as a couple, is it the same? Are we patient, kind? Do we protect, trust, hopes and persevere? Are we not always envy, boastful, proud, rude, self- seeking, angered, keep records of wrong? Well we can always say no we dun, but the truth is at a new beginning of a relationship it does not happen to us...but as the times goes and circumstances and things/matter/ problems comes into the picture are we not always that way?

Though i pursue a relatonship like every normal person would want to. But i found a love that i can always celebrate about....not only on Feb 14th, but everyday of my life. This love that has been make known to me as kid....found when i was a teen...this love that has always been with me even when i at times rejected it. This love that i know that so nice and sweet just like every girl would love to have is rite with us always trying to reach to us, but we always ignored it cause we cant see it, we ignored it. That love that i've found is God.

Now i guess u must be pretty bored with wat i just posted eh??...i bet u were hoping to read something interesting for valentine?!...if it disappoints u i'm sorry readers...but never the less i wont always go on a full blast sharing eh??... hehe...interesting thing happen for vday presents that i prepare.

Now first thing first i send 2 boxes of angel back to Msia...apparently one reached the destionation while the other didnt....the one that reach was this...

Nice eh?? well i told Hitomi it was gift initally...but then as i chated with her and vday was around the corner that time..i just told take it as a vday gift...so..c wat that angel was holding?? A star!! and if u hav been reading u will know wat Plan A was....in Plan A...i was also planning on giving stars...haha...so i guess this year my vday gift was stars=)

I watched He's Just Not That Into You. Well it is a chick flick, before u come criticising me...be fore warned that i'm a movie freak...i watch every movie!! I dun care whether is a chick flick/action/adventure/ horror/ comedy, etc..i will still watched it. Now back to that movie=) I can somehow relate to the movie for the guy part. And i think is a good movie if guys and girls wants to know more about how the opposite sex thinks and works when comes to relationship. So go watch it with someone special...it will be a nice movie to watch, though vday has pass...but i know many will still celebrate after it.

Valentine Special...

Harlo everyone...since Valentine's day(Vday) has just pass. I will talk about Vday. So I will extract a post from Esther's blog. Haha...apparently she did research on this day....let's open everyone's eyes and get to more about this day eh?!

You know Valentine Day is coming because all the stores are having specials on heart shaped jewelry. Specialty candy shops are creating fancy choclates and pastry shops are houling out their tried and true "recette d' amore," or recipes of love. All because of a man named Valentine. Who exactly was the man we call St. Valentine, the man who started this Hallmark holiday?

Many people like to believe that he was Valentinius, a soft- hearted, romantic priest of the new Christian religion who, without the required permission of Emperor Claudius II, performed the marriages of noble, upper class, young lovers from Rome. Unfortunately, Claudius, miffed that his permission was bypassed by a commoner, was neither romantic nor soft-hearthed. The gentle Valentinius lost his head not to love but to the emperor's wrath.

Some say Valentinius was a Roman pagan who was an early animal behaviorist. He noted February fourteenth as a propitious time to be on the outlook for a mate by noting that birds, in anticipation of spring, mated at this time of year. Love, or lust, he reasoned was in the air for birds as well as humans.

The medieval French who were strong proponents for the magic of love believed Valentine so enjoyed a stay in a certain village he visited that he gave it a special "love bessing." It was later named it Saint- Valentin which became known as "le village pour les Amoureux" because of the blessed air and water which made couples fall in love. Today it is an expensive resort for couples only..

Romantic Victiorians mixed up the idea of a Christian Saint Valentince with the pagan Cupid, but it was a mix-up of fun and romance. They delighted in the idea of finding love match, took it to "heart," and begane the custom of sending elaborate greeting cards, flowers, and chocolates to potential lovers. This gave birth to the modern idea of Valentine Day.

Whatever story we believe, the world designates this day in February for love, romance, and gifts.

A relationship is a wonderful expression of love and commitement. But even the best love occasionally needs a little tweak to make you feel special.

Despite jewelers assertion that, "a diamond says love," you don't have to break the bank to show your love. Try giving gifts from the heart.

Instead of having a dozen roses sent to your love, personally pick two and bring them to her. Let them symbolize the two of you as a couple. Wrapped up with baby's breath and a ribbon, and hand delivered by you, it means more than having the largest bouquet arrive in a florist's van.

Try a simple dinner out at a favorite, inexpensive place instead of going to a pricey restaurant that will overcharge you for this holiday. More fun, less stuffy.

Buy ice cream cones and take a walk in the park while the sun is setting. This is sweetly romantic.

Hold hands as you watch "when Harry Met Sally" or any other romantic movie where boy gets girl and girl gets boy. Throw in some popcorn and you've got a date!

Dance to a favorite song while holding each other very close. Go to wherever it takes you.

Remember, there's a reason the "heart" is a symbol of Valentine Day. It is a reminder of love and so are gifts from the heart.


Ok...so now i guess u know wat is it all about eh?! Hehe...so ladies please dun take this opportunity to kon ur bfs...hehe...is all about the love yea!!...and gents please treat ur gfs to a good like a real gentlemen!!=)

Now since yesterday was Valentine Day, i shall share how i celebrated yesterday. But first i shall walk down the memory lane. hehe...

Last year's Vday, i thought of asking Tommy to hang out somewhere..since during that time he broke up not long ago. Then when i was talking to him on the phone he ask me wan to sell flowers coz that was wat he was planning to do with his frens. And me being his good pal...i agree to go and help him with it. Hahaha...so unexpected for me but then for the sake of my buddy i did something out of my norm.

Well that was last year. Haha...this year. Hmm...something different than last year and any year before that. And it is the first Vday i have in Aust. So wat i did was i went dinner with Melody, Wun Hwui and Calvin. Me and Calvin treated the ladies to dinner and then later headed to the city to have cakes and ice creams. It was a nice nite, we talk about all sorts of stuff, and then we even talked about girl and guys stuff. Seriously i dun get this kind of talks in Msia with my friends it is as though it is so sacred that it is a taboo to talk with each other about it. Anyway, it was a good nite. Oh and never forgetting the gifts....Calvin got the girls chocs, while i got them this....

I shall call this plan E for now...haha..in there is chocs.

There is a reason is call plan E....U see the original plan...Plan A was this...

Cant see the diff??....

In it there is stars...hmmm..made out of....secret material(ok not so secret coz some of u know how to make this...but i'm keeping this a secret=P)

Yeah so that was Plan A but due to lack of manpower and time....Plan A changed to Plan B, then C, then D, then the final product Plan E. Well i always go for something more meaningful than easy going but ended up have to change in to Plan E which i can get it done in an hour. Anyway...the girls love it anyway=)

Ok that is all for now...before i go..for those who has facebook.... go watch this video and have a good laugh=)

Read it when u hav the time to spare 3....

Well it has been few days since i last post something here. I wanted to but yet at the same time i dont. More of procastinating and being lazy too. Hahaha....

Every nite i wonder to myself why do i need to torture myself with the thinking. I already know that it will be impossible with wat i know. I cant be selfish and ask everything just to satisfy my questions and wonderings that comes up to my mind.

And every time i ask why bother talking either, when i cant talk like i used to. Not only i feel bad about not telling naturally, i feel bad too coz i need to put on a mask to talk just so people might think everything is alrite....is like so rude. At the same time it feels like adding salt unto the wound coz i wan to say it but yet i cant. So many times i just want to ask but i rather have it to be told naturally and willingly and not asked, but i guess it wont happen.

I wanted to throw it away but yet i wasnt't able to do it. It has so many things said that i hold on to and also a reason for me. But yet now those things seems meaningless, useless, unimportant. In fact any sane person would do is throw it away, but yet i didnt.

The song that has coming from my mouth, originated from my heart, never have i got the words right as it has been for the pass few days. Mayb...maybe i need to feel even more of what i'm feeling to fully get the lyrics rite for the tune that i always have in my mouth. Only time will tell.

For the past few days i had the urges, urges to smoke. Surprise? Better not be. This is not my first time i having these urges. And i don't, never did, never will smoke. Cigrattes and smoking, i've know it my whole life, but yet never did it ever come near to lighting it and being in my mouth. I wont say i hate nor will i say i like it. To me is just a some weeds that is rolled up on a piece of paper that is to be light and inhale wat is burned then exhale wat is left. Every time i have these urges it gets stronger as though i've smoke it before but yet i have not smoked before. It was so strong that to a point, i not noticing that i took a resit that i had in my hand...roll it up till it looks like a cigratte and holding it in between my fingers as though i really smoking...that urge was that bad. And when i get to my sense and realising it. I freak out.

After that urge of smoking disappear, yet another new urge come to me. Now more of a physical urge. Sexuality. I admit that i've been expose to porn but i've stop and been controlling myself for some time now. Even when these urges came to me, i was close to failing to control but yet i did. Not easy and never will. These sinful nature of mine, when will i fuly overcome it. When will it get it out of body, my mind. These lust i just want it to be remove from me....

Ever since i came here, money comes into the picture first when regarding of things. Just like getting a fixed internet line, the fees for installation became a problem. And ending up getting the house like a freaking mad house, with all the noise. And then selfishness arose as the consequences. It feels so fucked up.

Valentine day is coming. Mayb a few hours away if u r reading it during the nite. I was wished but yet i wasn't thrill about it. I was more on a disappointment feel, thouh plans has been made and gifts is prepared. I only hope for the best for the plan but i know deep in me i'm bothered.

My thumb is sore in preparing the gifts. Maybe i'll post more on that after the Valentine Day. But then again maybe i wont. It all depends on my mood.

Seriously, i've been having trouble typing post here. I got to like write down somewhere and change it as i take my time to type it here. Is like as though so many things to be said comes one after another and it overlaps the other that i cant keep up with it and resulting me to write it down. But i hope this is something that is for now. I dun wan to waste my time writing everything down then type. And i got to find place to dispose wat has been written. Sigh....

That is all this time around....and like the previous posts, i shall tag which i got it from Jessica from facebook. SO here goes the tag call :ONE WORD

It'harder than you think!! Here is what you are supposed to do...and please don't spoil the fun...Copy and paste in your own blog, type in your answers and tag a bunch of people - Let make this 5 people.

Where is you cell phone? Table

Your hair? Black

Your father? Somewhere

Your favorite thing? PSP?!

Your dream last night? Nightmare

Your favourite drink? None

Your dream/ goal? Successful

The room you are in? mine

Your fear? many

Where do you want to be in 6 years? TBA

Muffins? Dislike

One of your wish list items? Rich?!

Where you grew up? Msia

The last thing you did? talk

What are you wearing? Shirt

Your TV? Big?!

Your pets? none

Your computer? laptop

Your life? Experieced

Your mood? Disappointments

Missing someone? Definately

Your car? Car-less

Favorite store? Giordano

Your summer? Hot

Your favourite colour? Black (for now)

When was the last time you laughed? Just

Last time you cried? Forgotten

Three people who email me? Lilian, Xiau Min, Shian Shian

Three places would rather be right now? Msia with my frens...and holiday plans my frens has

Three people i think will respon? Esther...hahaha..she is the only person i could think of will respond, the rest prove me wrong please!!

Tag:
1) Esther
2) Charis
3) Carmen
4) Xiau Min
5) Melody

Read it when u hav the time to spare 2....

Match making, the ancient form...ok, maybe not ancient, but it is an old way of how the olden people get to know the people they are gonna get married to by their parents. Well there is always those different ways in those old chinese times to meet with a lady/guy. And one of them is mandarin oranges collection. Ermmm i dunno wat is it really called..both in chinese and in english. Haha...this happen every year of the lunar calender. It falls on the last day of the lunar new year. Ok readers, if u are wondering 'wat? last day of the lunar new year?', let me explain....The lunar new year is celebrated for 15 days...so when i said the last day then it is the 15 day. Ok now lets go back to the event which was explain by my primary school teacher....In those olden days, and on the last day of the lunar new year, the singles, both ladies and gentlemen will go to the river/lake. Then the ladies will be throwing mandarin oranges into the water while the guys go and get it. Which it signify something i forgot=P...lol...well in this post modern world, the mandarin oranges now comes with name and phone number/email on it. Well at least that is wat i heard from my sis. Haha...this shows there is desperate singles out there...

Haha...speaking of relationship, this reminds me of the time when had BGR(boy girl relationship) topic in cg back in KL. Well the series for the cg suppose to be interesting where both boys and girls explore wat is rite and wrong in God's eye in a relationship, and interaction should exist. But then throughout the whole series there isnt any interaction, mainly some is shy to ask, some dont even reach the level of thinking to get one, well i didnt share mine, coz it wouldnt be a good example to the younger ones. Though i have the book to read(thanks JLai, Amanda, Joyce..and this includes the whole cg too..hmmm) which title 'When God Writes Your Love Story'(if i didnt remember it wrongly) by Eric and Leslie Ludy, i learn somethings from the cg time..coz i was lazy to read..haha...okok..not lazy..just that i will end up reading it slowly. Everything in there was something that i learn and view on things differently, like i never thought that the person that is my partner should be the one that brings me closer to God and not further from Him, and understands the importance of ministry over them and pray about them....something like that..i did this quite sometime back so i remember it roughly, JLai if u r reading this please...correct me if i'm wrong...seriously..i dun have the book with me.

Oh then this reminds me of Valentine day this Saturday. Every year Valentine day comes and goes. And lovers of all kind will celebrate that day together. But wat of those singles?? haha..well i dunno whether everyone does this, but back in Msia, i will ask some church friends out...ermm..singles of course..dun wan to disturb those couples lovey dovey now. And unfortunately i dun think i remember wat i did last year. Haha..i think i went out with Tommy and Esther....i think. Coz that time not long before that back in 2007...both me and Tommy broke up..haha...funnily our timing for both of us that time kinda near both when we started and then when we broke up, is like his is one month before me when start and i was a month before him when broke...or vise versa dun remember. But i find it conincidence. This year...well it seems to be some plans in the making but if there is i shall update here....hmmm

Apparently there is something wrong with my msn rite now. I cant seem to get it on, the lappy keep on complaining on something wrong with the application...sigh...a 6 year old lappie sure is full of problem. I need a new lappie...oh someone please be a kind soul and get me a brand new one=P...hahaha. Well i'm saving for it already...soon i think..soon i will get one. Just cant wait for it.

The sunburn i got last 2 weeks ago..my skin has finally start to shed. I've been peeling up those dead skin of my back shoulders and still doing it...it something i would like to do every now and then..i dunno why but it some how gives some sort of satisfaction. Weird/ crazy??..yeah mayb i am...who knows..

Oh yeah i've updated my blog roll...added some new blogs in there : Carmen, Calvin, Xiao Min and zH's second blog. Well ermm..actually some of the blogs there is interesting and nice to read. But how it is, is up to u, so just spend sometime go and explore on those blogs=)


I went to watch The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button today. I find it a nice movie to watch and enjoy. Sad ending though. But i like it that he grow younger instead of older. Die as a baby eh....i might watch it again..not in cinema...here is too expensive to spend that kind of money. I will take it from Daniel again=P

I was talking to Sharon just now, and we were talking about trips, and apparently they as in Lilian, Lai Li, Wee Liam, Christina, Sharon, Xiao Min (oh if u all are reading this...it seems there is only a guy in here...or there is someone else??) They planned to go Redang this time around. Awww...and me and Jeremy is gonna miss the trip...Though it might be sad that the perhentian gang bever get to go for another trip together, we shall always be friends and get to go for another trip some other time eh?!

Joelle just msg me...and guess wat?...just to ask me where to buy touch n go!! Harlo me not in KL anymore dei. But anyway..i still can answer ur question...hahaha=P

hahaha...i was at facebook and i read Jia Ming's status and he put 'cant smile without you' and then later on i check on Xiau Min's blog, and the title of the latest post is 'All by myself'' then it remind me of 2 songs that is nice to listen, with the exact same title i think....haha...mayb i will youtube it tomorrow....

ok i think i shall end here this time...i shall tag again which i found....hehehe=P


Rules:
1) Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
2) For each question, press next button to get your answer.
3) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTEE HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4) Tag 10 friends
5) Everyone tagged has to do the same thing
6) Have fun peepz

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Another Brick in The Wall
*hahaha...this so not making sense...*

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
On Mercury
*hmmmm*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Nebula
*No idea what is that suppose to mean*

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Dance, Dance
*well one of it yes!!*

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Monkey Wrench
*i have absolutely no idea about it*

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Touch My Body
*ok this sound so wrong...but fun to continue this tag=P*

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUR VERY OFTEN?
Cherry Lips
*ok make that a lady's lips'

WHAT IS 2+2?
Lollipop
*i'm definately insane lately...*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
All At Once
*yeah...too many stuff at one time...*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Pocket Full Of Sunshine
*hmmm...i wish...*

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Supermassive Black Hole
*that definately wont happen*

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Keep Your Hands Off My Girl
*if only she is being grab from top to bottom by other guys*

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Pas De Cheval
*i think my future wife will definately kill me for that?!*

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Welcome To My Life
*ermmm...to the afterlifes??*

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
A Woman's Worth
*Not in a bad way...but wat a woman deserve;)*

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Welcome To The Black Parade
*Death?!...mayb...it depends*

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Unfaithful
*alrite this is definately so not true...i've been and still is faithful!!!*

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Picture Perfect
*if life were that perfect then i would want that*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Without U
*hahaha...it means my life is so lonely without u guys=)*

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
*yeah every possible laughter i might get=P*

Tag:
1) Nishanti (i know you love your songs=P)
2) Jessica (u also the same)
3) Joelle (another one)
4) Melody (i know you have plenty of songs)
5) Lilian
6) Charis
7) Hitomi
8) Carmen
9) Esther
10) Yen Wen

Read it when u hav the time to spare....

I hate it when i wake up early on days that i get to sleep in and did not have enuf sleep for the past nites. Seriously i woke up at 8 plus in the morning today and i slept at 3....plus the lack of sleep from previous nites(i didnt sleep at all on friday...slept 4 hours on thursday nite...). Bah...nvm that lar can live thru it. I use to call people panda coz of sleeping late...haha looks like in the end i became one=P

Oh about the previous post...scarp that. After much thought and things happen i shall postponed it till when i see fit. Definately wont be any time soon as in this year, next year, or the year after next....

Thanks Nishanti for AAR. Thanks for all the 'sayang' ur giving me...hahaha. Well thank you for downloading it and transfering to me. Nice album!!..would have miss it if i didnt ask u about songs=P It will be some time before FOB will be complete transfer but nevertheless i shall indulge myself with AAR, The Fray and songs that i got from Joelle. =D

Today, the weather is nice. It rain in the morning. It was so cooling that u could just sleep longer in this weather. But unfortunately i was awake. Nvm that. I love this weather actually. Not coz it is comfortable to sleep in. But rather it gives the nice, relax, lay back feeling, especially on weekends =P This weather too reminds me of the trips to the hills/ highlands in Msia when i was a kid. Though rite now it doesnt reminds me clearly but it stills reminds me of those time, like when i was a small boy...mayb 4 or 5 yrs old that i went to Genting with my family, the trip to Frasers Hill, the times i went to Cameron Highlands year after years during my primary-secondary years. Coz this places in the morning, it has the wet feeling around, coz of the mist and high altitude of the place. When walking outside in this weather it is refreshing, that is of course when u are awake with full recharged energy. But if u are still asleep, it just gives u the feeling of going back to sleep..hahahaha=P

Oh about the weather. Yesterday the tempreture hit 46.4 degrees!! Yeah that is a record breaking. And in Avalon, somewhere in Aust lar...near Melb....the tempreture hit 47. something...if u stayed outside, i can guarantee that u will become siu yan yuk(roast human meat)=P The moment u step outside, you can feel the heat wave s so scorching that u just wan to hide in the house.

And yesterday, i followed my parents and friends to winery to taste wine. You must be asking under 46 degrees weather go and taste wine? Well we left the house when the tempreture is still 41+ degrees so it wasnt that bad, but it got worst when we left. I wanted to try the wines there, but thanks to the lack of sleep and empty stomach. I wasnt in the mood to taste the wine. Then later at nite i went over to Daniel's place to play poker. I drank a bottle of Heineken there....ahhh....the taste of alcohol=P...Back to the poker, i was at one point the biggest winner coz i bluff a round, and won 2 solid rounds, and i practically got most of the biggest amounted chip=P But some had to leave early, then we are to start to play all our chips starting with the lease, there is where Daniel won everyone....his card was just that good for the last 5 consecutive rounds...but i did enjoy myself there something that i needed.

I was playing Sudoku on a free newpaper i got on Friday. And that paper is gien to the public for free every weekdays. So on the side of the page there is one column for the stars/zodiac. I use to follow and see wat it says, though i dun believe in it when i was a small kid. Rite now i still dun believe it but the prediction that they wrote there that day was..."There are plenty of events and people milling around, who seem to be sent to test your patience.In losing your cool and some of your surface gloss, you become infinitely more beautiful. Let it in."...when i read it i was laughing. Coz if i were to follow and believe that...that means i got be angry at everyone rite??...since losing my cool i will be more beautiful?!...i'm thinking that beautiful means more to a mental/a way of thinking grown, not physically beautiful=P But anyway...thinking back on that day...nothing came to challenge my patience at all...so that just prove it that it is wrong.

Oh miss my couzies...Yeah Mel if u are reading...not only that i miss those little ones...Sonya, the twins - Zachery and Zaphen...i miss you and ur bro(unfortunately=P)...hahahaha. Well though i have not seen or carry the twins yet(dun grow up so fast...wait for me to carry u first=P) I practically carried all my couz before when they were a baby. Oh Mel if u r wondering whether i did carry u or not..go ask ur parents...and i did...when i was 4...ok....wait..mayb when i was 5. Oh my twin couz bro looks cute, i've seen a pic of them but more to come(Mel send those pics quick!!...) Thinking about the twins i realise i come to like babies more. Seriously, when i was a kid, when i still hang out at my aunt n uncle's place for the holiday, and Mel was still a little...i got a little annoyed by her...but then as i grow i just like babies and little kids. Mayb coz of the full of life and energy in them and the carefree world they have.

On Friday, i had cg over at my place. And that day coz of the work i got to do, i was very very tired and i needed to share during word time something relating to the sermon and to a student life. The whole week i was dreading wat to share coz i was told to go to the church website to check on the sermon, and the notes they posted up there, but till Thursday nite there wasnt anything updated yet. So i was like nervous on wat to share. Even on that day, on way back homw from city, i was thinking wat am i suppose to share and in the end it came to me to share my own testimony. And during that nite it went very ackward coz i was briefly going thru the sermon on the topic i'm suppose to do but at the end i shared my testimony, and then everyone started sharing thiers...haha. I find it something good for something so not prepared. Usually when i got to share for word i would make sure everything is prepare on wat i wan to share coz i personally think it is important.

Melody(not my couz...i know 3 Melody-s including couz) was sharig about her bid on her house she wanted to get and shewasso close to getting the house she wanted...so she was very down about it...but everyone tells her that there is a better one out there....so a lesson to learn this week....there is always a better one out there!!

Oh something i forgot to mention in the post about the beach. I lke the waves...coz i gives me the feeling of my problems is being wash away...waves after waves i hit by it...cover over me one after another it just felt so nice as though everything was being washed away. Coz rite now the unbearable heart pain that i feel in my heart rite now...i just wish that it could be washed away...that i can just feel normal again...no pain...no questions asked, no unsatisfaction, no unneccesary imaginations...no sleepless nites...no almost tears moments...no distraction...just washed it away....never to come back again...

I think i should stop here for now....there is just too much to say....too many things to unload but there is always a limit. But before i go...i shall tag people...with the tag that i found....lalallaa=P

Rules: It is harder than you thought!! Copy to your blog, erase the answer, enter yours and tag 5 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the folowing question. They have to be real...nothing made up!! If the person before you had the same first initial, ou must use different answer. You cannot use any answer twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl question.

1) What is your name : Jordan
2) A four letter word : Jump
3) A boy's name : Jeremiah
4) A girl's name : Josephine
5) An occupation : Jet pilot
6) A colour : There is no colour start with J, enlighten me if you know any=)
7) Something you'll wear : Jacket
8) A food : Japanese handroll
9) Something found in the bathroom : Johnson & Johnsons baby bath =P
10) A place : Jerusalem
11) A reason for being late : Jam - malaysian way of saying traffic congestion=P
12) Something you'd shout : JOY!!! i'm making this up=P
13) A movie title : Jumper ....A movie not the sweater...
14) Something you drink : Jolly shandy
15) A musical group : Jackson 5...this is old old school
16) An animal : Jellyfish
17) A street name : Jordan street - it seriously exist...here in Melbourne =)
18) A type of car : Jellopy - Archie's car=P
19) The title of a song : Joy to the world...

Tag:
1) Hitomi
2) Esther
3) Carmen
4) Jessica
5) Melody(this is for tagging me 3 times=P)

Love AAR - Damm girl and Another Heart Calls
that is all for now....

Inspire...

Well i've been staying at home the whole day today....given the thought that someone is coming to fix something in the house...therefore a person needed to be at home to jaga...mana tahu the person didnt come. So in the evening i spontaneusly decided to go for a walk around the houseing are. And i was walking as normal i think about things. And suddenly this wonderful came into my mind. Wat is it...ermmm...well not gonna tell wat is it yet..let me get it done and mayb..i'll show it here=P....And if things go rite...this will be the start of something good...at least i think is good. Or mayb it could be a time thing.

Rite now...

Rite now i'm suppose to prepare word for cg this friday. And at the same time i'm drinking a cup of wine. And i'm sleepy at the same time. So hopefully no wrong teaching in it. hahaha...pray pray pray for no worng teaching, will double check again in the morning.

Oh some news update, as of last friday, i'm officially a cell leader again starting march, after the summer. When i first found out, i was shock, surprise. Coz at first when i was "interviewed"....hahah...i was told to hold position of CO-LEADER. Then last week i found out on a piece of paper which a whole bunch of leaders got it too with a name of list in each cell group, and beside my name, the word LEADER appear. And above my name, the cell group is call JORDAN'S CELL. So that was a shock and surprise. Hahaha, it has been 6 months since i last lead a cg that was before i leave for Aust. And judging from the last leadership, i suck at it. So rite now that i'm in that position again, i'm just nervous. But with prayers and GOD's guidance and strength i know i can make it through.

Lalala...rite now i'm just nervouse for friday, since i gotta lead word. In all the 4( or 5) Ws, i'm worst in word area. Just pray hard. Ina good way of seeing, i get to improve myself and learn to be better eh?!...

Be Warned...

Well this is a pre warning to my family who somehow find out about that i blog. I dunno whether they know the link but this is just something that i want to say in case they found the link.

Yes i know wat i update here people around the world will read, infact that is the purpose of blogging in the first place. I can restrict people to reading but i dun plan to at the moment. And if you are reading this please keep wat you are reading to yourself, dun ask me any question about it. Yes i know i'm being abit rude here, sorry and i know you care for me but you all should know me well by now, that if i feel like telling you about me i will tell and i will ask for ur opinion, and if i dun no matter how you ask i wont say. So dun come to me after reading here with questions.

And if u are wondering y i could tell the whole world or even if my friends about me, the reason, not the whole world knows me, and not every friend will come bombarding me questions, and even there is some who will those are my close friends that i trust. And talking about trust, not that i dun trust you but since young i never find the suitable communication between us. And i think you should realise that by now. And that doesnt mean i wont try to work things out, it'm still trying, just be patient and hopefully 1 day i will.

Pointless....

Cute smileys isnt it?? i was playing puzzle on facebook. And this was one of it...hehe i like this pic alot. Well maybe coz i've been in those smileys situation before. But then again is cute lar=P

Speaking of puzzles, i miss playing puzzles. Though there is one in facebook, but it is diff than the one u play physically. The last puzzle i played was a winnie the pooh pic, which has loads of winnie the pooh pics to form the giant pic, that was crazy work. Since the puzzle belongs to my sis, i helped in doing it. And then the secnd time help my bro coz he bought one exactly the same to give his gf. Haha...and to count rite i think in total i help did that puzzle like 4 times coz both time while trying to shift the puzzle it broke and have to put everything together all over again...lol

All of the sudden, i feel like drinking alcohol, play cards and gamble, go to club, and just play video games all nite. So many unhealthy stuff in there eh?!...i also wonder y, it just cam to me all of the sudden....

Oh Yen Wen and her mom is finally back from Msia. They will be my housemate at least Yen Wen will be haha. Someone to bully=P....may she will bully me instead...T_T

Oh and this post is call pointless coz i've got no mood to post anything and do u realise the whole content of the post doesnt lead to anywhere?!...pointless...

Day out at the beach...

Yesterday i went to the beach with church friends. And it is the first time i go to the beach since i'm here. Thank God for the good weather. At first it wasnt that hot when we got there. Like any normal guy would do at the beach....which is to look at God wonderful creation for man - the ladies=P....hahhaa. Well actually i didnt really do that coz of not in the mood, well yeah i'm abit diff than most guys, i will do something when i have the mood and not coz find it a necesary/neccessity/ a must thing to do. The water is not to say clear till u can see everything but then is way clearer and CLEANER than the beaches in Msia=P And the waves were just mild and nice when we first got there. But as the time goes, the tide started to rise and that makes it even better coz of the waves. Once u experience the waves i guess u will practically understand y the people like to go to the beach and y people like to surf. I got my self sun burn on the back of my shoulders and moving them is just a pain. Though i had fun and enjoy myself at the beach at the same time my mind works....is like brain activity has been split into 2 - enjoy and think.....that sucks, and that is the reason i dun hav the mood.