Flooded...

Just so many things in my mind, so many uncertainties, and so many things i dun wan to do. y does this have to happen??y when i should be worrying about something and yet i'm worried about another?? Y do i need to feel this way??i dun like it this way...is already hard to not be myself here and yet with these things it just makes it worst...go away...i just wish when things just seem so care free will last longer at times but it will never happen...if only i know...