2 more to go...

2 papers is down and 2 more to go...for some reason the more papers i sat the more i feel depressed...mayb is cause of the amout of pressure/stress i'm feeling not only from myself but from my family as well...but i guess that is just how life is eh?!....fever is still with me..though i might look lifely jumping, joking laughing and so on...i'm still sick and it shows the most when i'm tired...bleh...It is sad though when it is told innocently...thinking that nothing is happening....the question to tat could only be found when i ask...but to ask is just another risk....