Crapz....

Saying back to Wen Lin, Joelle, n Zh for droping by...hahah...I would leave a msg at ur blogs individually but i only manage to find WL's chat box...so i shall just said it here...cant believe you gals n guy drop by after ur exams!!! Should drop by more often!!! like me on ur blogs=P...wahhahha

It is less than a week till my finals start and i'm already freaking out...shit...Need to do more nerding and sink every part of my brain into the books to absorb all freaking information that is needed...boo hoo....oh well i'm just looking forward to my holiday though..but first i need to face the papers...boring!!...

What If....hmmm....

Every now and then talking with an old friend is good....in fact i enjoy it...coz besides catching up...there is always this thing we always do...asking questions which some is just plain random while others just make you think.

And just when we are into the topic of relationship, question being asked: Will you ever had another chance with ur ex, as in get back wiht her if there is the chance...Well aint that the common question being asked when they know u had an ex...Now at first i thought it was a totally random question...coz the last time i was in a relationship it was like...3 years ago..so practically it was a long long time and i just dunno wat to answer my friend. After giving some thought i said that i dun think i'll ever get back...reason is that we have been like 3 years apart and things has change over the years and i believe both is looking for different things in life.

Now i find it funny that if we started together and spend time thru the years like 3 years no matter how different the thigns we seek in life as we grow older, somehow i think the relationship would still conitnue on...with give and take from both sides. But if started and separated...and a chance to get back togethr...i dun think it will be that easy to just get back together though both looking for different things in life yet is just felt difficult to get back together. Mayb is coz of the year that has been spend together that has make the difference of learning to move together as a couple....

Oh well seeing how random the question to me is..i ask back why was i being asked abt this and to find out that my freind wanted to get back with the ex...Besides wat i've said above...sometimes if the other dun lke you anymore and just feel that both shouldnt be together it just wont work. Relationship just aint a 1 sided thing...it requires both side to work things. If both sides are not doing anything to make it work..then what is the point of having one?? It will end up strining one side and eventually lead to a break up...Of coz there is always the exceptions which i dun know how it works out wat i've said so far is just my thoughts....thoughts of my own, not a scholar, not a book writer or wat so ever famous...everyone has thier own thoughts

Ok i'm starting to talk crap here....you cant really blame it..wait u can if you want to..but i'm blaming the stress that i'm having at the moment..so just let me crap ard here would ya?!!...i just cant stop thinking abt....

Sand Animation...

Updatez....

First off, happy holidays to my friends back in KL who has just finish thier papers yesterday!! Yup, reading thier dreadful MSN status sure gives me the idea of how bad they think the papers are. So now that all of you are on ur holiday, enjoy it!!!

As mention before, i've been kick out of my room shifted to the living room turn into a temporary room etc...now that the gues is gone...hehe...i'm back into my room...oh my sweet room...the only prob is that it is missing some mattress which is suppose to make up my bed to be more comfy in certain way...but oh well just got to deal with it for now...

today went to Mornington Peninsula. the initial plan was to go hot spring and do other stuff. And we did manage to go to the hot spring and ended up doing lots of other stuff like going to the winery cellar, having coffee/dessert at a strawberry farm, a shop that sells gourmet chocs....i'll post some photos when i get my on some...

I got to stop thinking....sigh...

The Spare...

Another video by Wong Fu Productions...

Tempted....

Have you ever been tempted...i know i hav...and many many times too. We always get tempted abt things, all sort of things actually. temptation is the worst when u really know you shouldnt do it coz of the consequences that will come right after that. But like i said is a temptation...you just so wan to do it coz u need to satisfy that crave or that feeling that is a like...but you cant!! I just had that and is just horrible. Somethings are just meant to be kept and let it fade away over time i guess...

Dream Line...

Another video by Wong Fu Productions...

X Factor - Lucie Jones...

The Turn Off...

Day 2...

Waking up in the morning with a back ache aint the ideal thing to happen when u wake up....and i had that. It sucks!! Rite now i cant do much movement that invovles the back...like bending or turning my body i can feel the ache just rite there. I need someone to massage for me!! Where is Elaine when you need her XP....

Cant believe how fast time pass...scrap that...i know time passes fast but with the amount of time spending on fb and so on...the time just seem to be gone even faster. I need to stop that and start studying....i'm just looking forward at the end of exams then the begining, but to see the end first need to see the begining darn!!

Recipes From Movies To Try At Home...

Ok i got this from Empire again....and Ed i think you should try this...dun mind being ur lab rat though...kekekek XP...head over there to get a list of recipe you can try...

David Choi - Won't Even Start...

These 3 words...

I'm saying it not because i need to

But I want to

I'm saying it not because i was ask to

But I ask for

I'm saying it not because i had to

But I chose to

I'm saying it not because i was force

But with a willing heart

I'm saying it not for the sake of saying

But really mean it

I'm saying......

Dream?!...

Finally after so many weeks of getting up later than how i started my semester...i manage to wake up early again. Well i guess maybe i coz i got kick out of the room and a change of place to sleep that make it happen. Yeap i've been shifted from my room...to the back end of the living room. Well i think is just a few nites thing since there is guess ard. But suddenly it reminds me of being Calvin...lol..since he too lives in a living room turn into a room...lol I'll show you some pics when i go get it snap

Back to the topic...i had one of the wierdest dream in a long time. So it all started that i was at an award show. It look alike alot like those Oscar award. Cool eh?? well the diff is the people who is watching it was mostly frens from church back in Msia and the host is Kim Loong(this really unexpected and so random..and i'm serious!!!) And the amazing part of that part in the dream...he did a side body flip!! Then while in the middle of it...i got to go off and as i was walking out, there i over heard a person A running to person B telling B that there is a wedding that he needs to lead as in be the minister....then as i continue to walk out, C then came running to B telling the same thing but a diff wedding..then B got furious and question why cant C lead the wedding!! and started scolding C...then it continue on with me getting out the place get in the car...apparently i'm going for a road trip to somewhere with some frens. And guess who is the driver?!!...Chelsie...and the moment we turn into the freeway, she started to speed up at first was already 120...then as the dream continue on...i realise my vision turn blured and i check how fast she was driving...it was from 120 - 140 - 160 - 180 -200...and when we got out of the freeway she was still driving at that speed!! But practically anything after that part i dun remember...

The people in the dream is really random coz it invovles 2 group of my frens i know from different place both Msia n Aust. and judging by the fact of thier physics and age is just impossible that wat i dreamt happen...it is just wierd...

14 Great Movie Stars Impressions by Empire...

Head over here to watch those 14 videos =)

Wong Fu Production - Yellow Fever...

Why??...

waking up early in the morning is just not my thing anymore on weekends....i'll be so stone if i do wake up early....it has been proven over n over agian and again today that has been proven once more. Had a long morning for a sunday....Woke up at 8 plus lying ard the bed till 9.20 before going out ard 10. And reach back home ard 2 plus 3...

Anyway...that is not the main point i wanted to share...lol. Well firstly it happen in the middle of the week when my mum asked me abt whether i hav gf...ermm..ask me abt if u wan to find out more...then went for coffee and i was asked again...not whether i hav gf or not..but something similar and related..hahaha...not that i'm being protective and agasnt being asked abt it...i just think that just because everyone is in one doesnt mean i need to be in one...though most people hav one ard my age but that doesnt stop me from not being in one.

I just think that i dun need to rush into one or just look for one just for the sake of everyone has one. Especially when everyone is like expecting u to hav one!! which could lead to an easy misunderstanding or mislead feeling toward someone. Get wat i mean so far?? Is like because people expect u to be in one...then subconciously u could think that u like someone coz of recent things that has happen between u n that person. I dont think that is the right thing to happen to anyone.

Rushing into a reltionship just because u have a strong affection all of a sudden could lead the relationship to a bad ending. If u r asking whether i hav those kind of affection yes i do...but wat the heck?! that doesnt mean i need to rush, go ahead and get into a relationship....i would rather make sure what i'm feeling is not just a sudden thing and that is lasting temporary but rather something that is real!!!

Eye opener....

Hey everyone, How is everyone's week been going?? Yeah i know some just started with finals and some just finish thiers in Msia. While some over here are rushing for the assignment to finish and done to be handed in. Oh well that is the life of every normal coll/uni student.

Now after years of not driving never did i thought will i ever drive....well there is reasons why i dun drive over the years...but i drove. Yeah my parents went for a retreat with their cg and i had to drive to work well that is alrite so far...but at nite i was so bored and after some thought...i drove out again this time to Edwin's place....and from my place to his...is not a short journey i think is fully testing my skill and memory of driving again...but everything was fine and well=)

Now it was at Ed's place that i find out about something...congrats!! oh well they will let everyone kow somehow one way or another...Oh yeah i told JT that i'll help promote her first video blog post....interesting topic i would say, it is a point of view on relationship....head over there to check it out!! Give some support by giving topic to talk about=) I've thought of doing video blog post before but after much thought i decided not until i have more interesting stuff to talk about.

Since we are on the topic of relationships...it makes me wonder though. Wat is it??...oh well i dun feel like sharing it now...mayb next time i will mayb not again...depends...

Just A Nice Guy - Part 3...

Just A Nice Guy - Part 2...

Just A Nice Guy - Part 1...

POSER! - The history and evolution of the "Peace Sign"...

15MALAYSIA - Rojak!...

A Rojak seller’s take on Malaysia’s multi-faceted social political tapestry. Made entirely with CGI special effects. Visually stunning.

Wasting time...

Less than a month to go for my finals and i'm still lazing ard...nah is just more of slow revision...yawn...wonder why stuff that is important for our career sound boring when reading it...

Anyway, was watching videos on facebook and check this video (click in case you r still blur and waiting for my link!!) Which i find it not bad, and another video, which is funny...heheheh enjoy

15MALAYSIA - Lollipop...

A haunting portrayal of a pedophile preparing to hunt, interspersed with metaphors on the state of Malaysian politics

I Want To...

Alright boys and girls!! i had a great weekend and i hope most of you do too!! I played bowling on Friday after a long long long long long....ok mayb not that long since April...but i consider it long...i practically played kinda good at the beginning with the strikes n spare...but when it comes to the 7th round of the first game...it become from strike/spare to 9-8 pins....8-7pins....6-4 pins....lost the stamina to play properly for 2 games...oh well at elast had fun!!!

Oh learn to played a new game last week it is called Settlers of Catan (hey am i spelling this right?! cant remember the spelling...) Anyway, Saturday night was the second time i played and i enjoyed with all the intensity of almost winning!!

Right next come Sunday, for the first time in a long long long long long long long long long long long time that i've woken up from bed after 1pm...I'mm serious abt this. The last time i woke at this time was when i was sick few years back in Malaysia. Didnt really do much today, but at night headed over to Edrin's place for dinner and watched Australian Idol. Overall i would say a nice good relaxing weekend.

If you have been following my blog, i bet you noticed that i've been posting 15MALAYSIA videos...well another 2 more days and all 15 videos will be out and i've posted 13 videos just incase you have not watched all of it....head over to thier website or just check out my achive on the left!! And speaking of videos to watch...there is this co/group or watever u wan to call it, Wong Fu Productions has some nice videos...go check it out...

Now recently i've been seeing loads of facebook links to youtube videos, mayb is the friends that i've added recently but hey and funnily enough, i've been to youtube more often then the past 12 months. There are funny, interesting videos. So after some thought and seeing that many of u who back in Malaysia is having exam soon...i've decided to post some videos here...mayb and hopefully help you relax a bit...like a break time but of coz all you people back there need to do your part and study even if it means spending hours trying to solve a sample question!!!

So before i go here is a video....enjoy=)

15MALAYSIA - Healthy Paranoia...

An over-zealous public relations consultant advises the current minister of health how to discourage unhealthy lifestyles in Malaysia.

Jabbawockeez...

This scene is from Step Out 2....i kinda impressed with the dance move...enjoy=)

15MALAYSIA - Duit Kecil

A man finds himself without small change in a cheap brothel. Many arguments ensue and problems faced by the Malaysian common man are discussed humorously.

I Just need to say something about it....

When your brain say that you like someone to you and you dun feel it...dun go looking for tat person n confess...coz i say you dun like them at all...
When your heart says u like someone and your brain dun say so....dun go looking for that person n confess....coz i say it might be a crush and nothing more....
When both your heart n brain is telling you the same thing....i ask why are you wasting ur time and reading this?!!

ok i'm just crapping here...i'm bored...wait no i'm not....actually i've got things to do...just procastinating that is all. And above...is not really fully crap...Is just recently not long ago that my brain tells me that...coz think too much but i'm definately know that i'm not into her. And i was rite!! My brain always play tricks on me...and thankfully everytime i didnt do stupid stuff!!

Last nite....ok make that 2 nites ago judging from the time rite now...i had one of the wierdest dream. I dreamt that i was with a girl, and i dunno how i was making out wit the girl..till the point where things almost go all natural...and then the sane mind that is filled wit proper teaching and so on stop me and told the girl that we cant go on wat we are doing, and immediately the girl cried and ran. And when i run after her and explain things......ok i'm not going tell the ending...just know that i told her how i feel and she how i feel....that is the dream....the wierd part: i know the girl but i dun really talk to her at all...in fact she is not even a fren of mine..i mean she is a fren of my fren. Wierd...but this has something very similar to real life though but not gonna say....and i never wan to dream of something like this anymore....

Before i end...A question: how often do you misinterpret signals from the opposite sex?? Wat would you do next??

If you are thinking why the random questions....dun bother..coz my brain comes out with random questions every now n then....

The day when 9s gathered...

Today, 9th of September, or for this year it will 09/09/09.

On this day 11 years ago is the day that my mother remarried....

And 11 years later...

A dear friend of mine got married....

Congratulations to both of you!! And be bless as a new chapter in life begins=)

15MALAYSIA - Meter...

The controversial head of UMNO Youth plays a taxi driver who is asked his views on some current Malaysian talking points. He ends up offering a keris to a Chinese boy as a gift.

Erection Steve on Xtra Factor 29/08/2009...

There it goes...

Of all the time for me to get new gadgets it couldnt be worst than this year.....reason?? Ermm...well me not earning money, living in a family with 1 source of income, and the economic not doing so good.

Wat happen??....first it started off with my msian phone being lost (oh precious N70 of mine!!!)..then the death of my laptop (you have live a fruitful 6 yrs!!!)...and now my aust number phone is having screen problem (you are still young yet had a serious sickness)....to replace / fix all of this...means more $$ spending =(

sigh...

Por Una Cabeza...

15MALAYSIA - Gerhana...

Two secret lovers rendezvous in a plush hotel room while TV news is read in the background. A dark take on apathy in Malaysia.

How to get up, eat breakfast and get ready for work in 5 minutes....

15MALAYSIA - Slovak Sling...

A comedic re-enactment of how one politician tries to entice another to switch party allegiance as DVD pirates look on

Resting time...

Got back home after discussion to find myself lying down on my bed....which ended up me sleeping. While an hour n half later just realise i was sleeping and my mom has been frantically trying to call me...which my phone didnt make a single sound at all...i think she dialled the wrong number but that is impossible since is not her first time trying to call me, but then again my phone shows no sign of miss call or wat so ever....oh well that has passs and it shall be left right there....

It has been some time that i've posted so many posts in one day. And now another post for the day with a little update to the blogroll...nope is not ed's blog, i've mention that in my previous post. I've added another blog into the blog link to the blog roll so just head over there if u wanna read it.

Sleepy....

Darn tired rite now. Came to uni in mind to hand in hard copy of the assignment and start doing the next assignment. And when i downloaded the file group member send, just to realise he did most of the part which leaves the discussion part later...rite now...i'm waiting to meet up wit them at 2.30 and i'm so so so so so so sleepy....i swear i could sleep rite now if there is a proper table and chair and a quiet place. I almost fell asleep reading manga online!!! mayb i should watch something instead....

was reading ed's blog on food...coz i had an empty stomach..just reading it makes me hungry...and throughout the time reading it...my tummy was growling....oppsss...head over there to read it...i've added in to the blog roll check it out, and is kinda obvious coz i've label it as food blog!! =P

Wants more sleep...

Ok is one thing that i slept at 3...is another that i cant sleep. I tried sleeping at 3 and the next thing i know i cant fall asleep. I was lying on my bed...rolling side to side...ended up thinking abt....then next thing i know i fell asleep....then lo and behold i was awake....at 5.30 in the morning...so my estimated time on my sleep...1 hour and less...and i've been awake since...yawn...wanna sleep

15MALAYSIA - One Future...

An edgy and powerful science fiction story of a society where everything is perfect, except no one is allowed to speak.

Finally...

Darn blackboard....why perform maintainace when there is a assignment submition is going on that day. Was trying to upload the assignment...and cannot get thru...you could say is server overload but when students starts to panic and post online regarding the matter then sure isnt server overload problem...

anyway...though i've done my assignment...i feel i could do so much more...if it wasnt for the time and word constrain...oh well...wat is done is done...time for another round of assignment....bleh...assignment due next monday and test week next week....planning some restrictions for the prep for finals...oh well..it shall start...

Die assignment die!!!....

3000 more words to go and is headache...yawn...it has been raining the whole day and i'm so tired...exahusted actually...oh well i'll get it done in few hours...neeed a few hours nap...2 i guess to get refreshed....yawn...