Thoughts...

Well..went to the city to meet up with jeremy, ended up playing 2 games of bowling which is costly...lucky for him since he is goin back soon which he can play for 6 ringgit!!



Anyway..on my way back home i sat the train back and when u r alone in the train and plenty of time...the mind starts to think...



So i was thinking firstly how much i miss back home. Though i've try not to think about it but yet it still comes back to the point where i really wan to go home and be myself, with my family n frens, just chilling some where having a good time of fellowship, i really miss that...and it gets worst when i was listening to my ipod shuffle which was Home by Michael Bubble(boo-bleh)...

Besides that...i was thinking about relationship...dunno y but it is sudden that the thought of waiting in a relationship comes to me. People say courtship starts when it is official when both the girl n guy want to start the relationship together...but it think for some cases when those have to wait for each other....the waiting part is part of the courtship in my opinion. I mean when 2 person say to wait for each other then dont it means they are committed to wait for each other and preceed furthur on in their relationship?? Is like a typical relationship process is that one courts the other and starts the courtship after dunno how long then decided to get married, the commitment is there when the courtship is there isnt it?! Wat difference then does it make for waiting for the other party?? Witout the commitement then there wont be waiting. Think about it, as in let say u ask they girl or guy u like to wait for u and they are willing to wait for u for that rite time to be together isnt there commitment existed to wait for each other?! i'm saying this coz i think that courtship is not just about going for movies, candle light dinner with the person u like, i think it also involves the commitment that u r willing to give to spend with that person, to love that person, to care for that person. Again the commitment!!...So waiting for each other between a guy n girl...i think is part of courtship.

Anyway..by the time i think about this 2...is time for me to walk back and there is when Home comes into play...and i start singing under rain while i walk back...ahhh..it some how reminds me of the days that i walk back from school during those rainy days...