Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Fear....

i believe everyone of us has a fear in us and whenever we face that something we are scared of it, we often struggle to overcome it as we are afraid of it and it takes a whole lot of courage to face it. For me...i have this fear of heights...thanks to dreams that falls from high places. Even though i'm afraid of heights...but everytime i do something that related to being up high i somehow manage to keep that fear away, mayb is coz i know i'm safe and wont fall. But wat i do really fear is i would say the fear of not knowing. not knowing wat people around me think to be more specific. I know i cant expect everyone to let me know wat they are thinking, but then i always have this feeling when i dont know then i feel that unease that is telling me go n find out. Not the being a ke-po-chi feeling but the feeling of just wanting to care. And this makes me wonder...is this a bad thing or a good thing?? I cant expect everyone to tell me everything rite?!..they have theier know privacy and screts...i got no rite to know them so i dun ask them about it..that is a rite thing rite?!...but then if i dun do it i feel unease, coz i get the feeling that i can help in someway...sigh..why should i be like this...and the more hen i should just be worrying about me papers....crap...

Anyway back to the topic of fear. How to overcome our fear is jsut different i would say. But in my opinion y we always have fear is coz of the lack of safety in that area, dun u think so?? When we fear of something like height, i think is coz we have that feeling of falling that feeling of not safe being up high, or fear of drowning which leads to not wanting going into the water coz u have the feeling of not safe. To overcome our fears...i would say to find something that makes us feel save when we do wat we fear...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

lolz..serious u're fear of height? haha..can't imagine la wei..keke~ never hear u saying that also..then solero-shot in genting can play? ar...

S!N said...

that ar...dunno wor...