Puffing Billy...

My next adventure was Puffing Billy....ok not adventure but trip...so wat is Puffing Billy?? Puffing Billy is a steam train...which i thinkis extint in this world...mayb most part of the world.

A poster of Puffing Billy...

And this is the ticket for the ride....

And as a souvenier....an old form of the ticket is given=)...

And board shows the whole rail that the trains goes to....but out destination is only 3/4 of the rail.

And this is a pic from the back of the tain crossing a bridge...see the steam!!...it is real no fake...

And this is how i ended up sitting...hahaha...nice!!!

After the ride on the train....then we headed to Mt Dandenong for pie at Pie in The Sky. Later on headed back home for dinner...seriously within this whole week..i've gain 2 kg....that means since i've been here...i've gain 5 kg in total...thanks to all the eating that i'm having

Tosai...

My parent's doc came to Melb for holiday and met up with them. And as gift from back home...tosai..haha. It is my fac since young compared to the roti-s. Reminds me of mamak food back home....wah*drool*

The Great Ocean Road...

Ok the day after Sovereign Hill, I went for a trip on the Great Ocean Road....and this road is seriously long. No joke, i think from one end of the road to another end it took more than 2 hours but with that drive there is nice sea-nic to see...here are some pics..

A view of the sea somewhere on the road...

This is the beach at Lorne, part of the Great Ocean Road....

This is a pic of the map for Cape Othway(mel did i get this rite?) anyway...didnt manage to look around the place coz it rain and need to pay to enter...so our next destination on this great road is the 12 Apostles...
Here we are at the Twele Apostles...

This a board showing what is the 12 Apostles about....mainly there is 12 rocks out of the seas...

And i manage to get this..coz is was raining and freezing cold thanks to the wind....

To prove that look at my hood....and my hair....the wind mess it up...

After 12 Apostles....then headed to Port Campbell which is still part of the Great Ocean Road

And this is a pic of it...haha...nothing much to c here though..just stop here to pam petrol...and look at this port here...haha=P

Anyway...after that headed back home....well i will again try to post clips of the 2 places...just be patient ler...=)

Another package...

I open the mail box one day and this is wat i saw....

Another package....i wonder wat was it....and...

Tadaa....i got a new bag....haha..it is from UK thanks Jak for the bag!! finally i got a sling bag to use here!!

Thoughts...

Well..went to the city to meet up with jeremy, ended up playing 2 games of bowling which is costly...lucky for him since he is goin back soon which he can play for 6 ringgit!!



Anyway..on my way back home i sat the train back and when u r alone in the train and plenty of time...the mind starts to think...



So i was thinking firstly how much i miss back home. Though i've try not to think about it but yet it still comes back to the point where i really wan to go home and be myself, with my family n frens, just chilling some where having a good time of fellowship, i really miss that...and it gets worst when i was listening to my ipod shuffle which was Home by Michael Bubble(boo-bleh)...

Besides that...i was thinking about relationship...dunno y but it is sudden that the thought of waiting in a relationship comes to me. People say courtship starts when it is official when both the girl n guy want to start the relationship together...but it think for some cases when those have to wait for each other....the waiting part is part of the courtship in my opinion. I mean when 2 person say to wait for each other then dont it means they are committed to wait for each other and preceed furthur on in their relationship?? Is like a typical relationship process is that one courts the other and starts the courtship after dunno how long then decided to get married, the commitment is there when the courtship is there isnt it?! Wat difference then does it make for waiting for the other party?? Witout the commitement then there wont be waiting. Think about it, as in let say u ask they girl or guy u like to wait for u and they are willing to wait for u for that rite time to be together isnt there commitment existed to wait for each other?! i'm saying this coz i think that courtship is not just about going for movies, candle light dinner with the person u like, i think it also involves the commitment that u r willing to give to spend with that person, to love that person, to care for that person. Again the commitment!!...So waiting for each other between a guy n girl...i think is part of courtship.

Anyway..by the time i think about this 2...is time for me to walk back and there is when Home comes into play...and i start singing under rain while i walk back...ahhh..it some how reminds me of the days that i walk back from school during those rainy days...

Sovereign Hill...

Went to Sovereign Hill in Ballarat. So wat is so special about that place?! it use to be a place for gold mining. Now i thinkthere isnt anymore gold in it besides the place looks so commercialise there is no sign of any real miners in there.

So here am i at the entrance...

And this is the model of Sovereign Hill town, yeah i know is not that clear thanks to the class but at least u get a rough idea how it looks like.

And that in the middle with the shining part besides the light...is gold

Wondering wat they are doing?!...well they are searching for gold, any gold they found can be kept, so....

I shall join you fellow pilgrims in search for gold!!! =P

Besides searching for gold, manage to went for a tour into the underground mining, the pic of the gold that was part of the gold. And it is kinda interesting knowing thehistory of ming etc. Nice experience. Before headed back home we went to c how they make gold bars....and here my fellow readers a short clip for ur brain to digest=P

I tried uploading the clip...but failed...sigh..will try again some other time...so be patient lar...hahha=P

Later that nite went over to Surf and Turf at Brighton for dinner, japanese buffet and it was very very very satisfying=)

Kidz...

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.
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TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.
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TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.
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TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.
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TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!
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TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right..... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
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TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
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TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.
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TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher

Humour...

A father was approached by his small son who told him proudly, 'I know what the Bible means!'

His father smiled and replied, 'What do you mean, you 'know' what the Bible means?

The son replied, 'I do know!'

'Okay,' said his father. 'What does the Bible mean?'

'That's easy, Daddy...' the young boy replied excitedly,' It stands for 'Basic Information Before Leaving Earth.'
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There was a very gracious lady who was mailing an old family Bible to her brother in another part of the country.

'Is there anything breakable in here?' asked the postal clerk.

'Only the Ten Commandments.' answered the lady.
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'Somebody has said there are only two kinds of people in the world. There are those who wake up in the morning and say, 'Good morning, Lord,' and there are those who wake up in the morning and say, 'Good Lord, it's morning.'
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A minister parked his car in a no-parking zone in a large city because he was short of time and couldn't find a space with a meter.

Then he put a note under the windshield wiper that read: 'I have circled the block 10 times. If I don't park here, I'll miss my appointment. Forgive us our trespasses.

When he returned, he found a citation from a police officer along with this note 'I've circled this block for 10 years. If I don't give you a ticket I'll lose my job. Lead us not into temptation.
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There is the story of a pastor who got up one Sunday and announced to his congregation: 'I have good news and bad news. The good news is, we have enough money to pay for our new building program. The bad news is, it' s still out there in your pockets.'
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While driving in Pennsylvania , a family caught up to an Amish carriage. The owner of the carriage obviously had a sense of humor, because attached to the back of the carriage was a hand printed sign... 'Energy efficient vehicle: Runs on oats and grass. Caution: Do not step in exhaust.'
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A Sunday School teacher began her lesson with a question, 'Boys and girls, what do we know about God?'

A hand shot up in the air. 'He is an artist!' said the kindergarten boy.

'Really? How do you know?' the teacher asked.
'You know - Our Father, who does art in Heaven... '
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A minister waited in line to have his car filled with gas just before a long holiday weekend. The attendant worked quickly, but there were many cars ahead of him. Finally, the attendant motioned him toward a vacant pump.

'Reverend,' said the young man, 'I'm so sorry about the delay. It seems as if everyone waits until the last minute to get ready for a long trip.'

The minister chuckled, 'I know what you mean. It's the same in my business.'
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People want the front of the bus, the back of the church, and the centre of attention.
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Sunday after church, a Mom asked her very young daughter what the lesson was about.

The daughter answered, 'Don't be scared, you'll get your quilt.'

Needless to say, the Mom was perplexed. Later in the day, the pastor stopped by for tea and the Mom asked him what that morning's Sunday school lesson was about.

He said 'Be not afraid, thy comforter is coming.'
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The minister was preoccupied with thoughts of how he was going to ask the congregation to come up with more money than they were expecting for repairs to the chur ch building.

Therefore, he was annoyed to find that the regular organist was sick and a substitute had been brought in at the last minute The substitute wanted to know what to play.

'Here's a copy of the service,' he said impatiently. 'But, you'll have to think of something to play after I make the announcement about the finances.'

During the service, the minister paused and said, 'Brothers and Sisters, we are in great difficulty; the roof repairs cost twice as much as we expected and we need $4,000 more. Any of you who can pledge $100 or more, please stand up'

At that moment, the substitute organist played 'The Star Spangled Banner.'

And that is how the substitute became the regular organist!
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Phillip Island...

Went to Phillip Island today...just to see penguins...Little Penguins to be specific. Thanks to the no camera rule, didnt manage to get any pic of penguins. Some of course go against it and took the camera's out to take a pic which ended up being warn by the PIC. There was even an idiot who took it with flash so bright that everyone knows he took that pic....it seems the flash hurts the penguin's eyes....so there might be blind penguins...=P just crapping....The penguins were funny, cute, and small. And it is the breeding season for these penguins. They were all so cute i just feel like taking one home as a pet=P but then again i sucks taking care of my pets.

Names...

Haha...read this off someone's palm and then jess post it over the next few days....just to share with everyone...kaka...names u should give ur child...

Anne Chang = Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin = Keep quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen = Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng = Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng = Touching your buttock (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow = You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan = Frying eggs (Mandarin)
Suzie Leow = Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah = Hate your mom (Mandarin)
Corrin Tai = Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan = Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan = Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong = Rubbish bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng = Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah = Call your mom (Cantonese)
Danny See = Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng = Screw and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai = Nose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh = Never die before (Cantonese)

A day out...

Woke up in the morning by uncle...abit paiseh lar...woken up by mother is ady bad...but by uncle....sigh...but anyway....after wasting some time i manage to leave the house at 12 plus almost 1 to get a bus to Chadstone to meet with Daniel for lunch. Then after lunch i went to city to meet up wit jeremy and he suppose to be stuying for his paper tomorrow but we ended up playing a game of bowling and he won!!....means he really need to de-stress. Then i headed home before heading home, i went to watc a movie....Sex Drive, which is stupid and and just funny. Later on wanted to eat something before heading back..but instead headed to Daniel house to eat Jasmine's Har Mee, which is nice=) And ended up drinking a bottle of Heineken too=P Well that is just my day for today

Hair cut...

Gotten a hair cut today...initially planned to leave it till i go back...i dun like the hair cuts i have here so far...but no choice..it is getting hard to comb my hair so no choice and i decied to cut it...and end result is.....not that bad...pic?!...wait till i selve shoot first lar..if not...wont have the chance to look at it=P

Another Tagged by Couz...

1) Real name : Jordan Chia
2) Nicknames : Chipmunk, river, s!n, cks, jordie, left egg....that is all i can remember
3) Married : long wat to go...
4) Zodiac sign : libra
5) Gender : Male
6) Age : early twenties
7) High School : SMK Taman SEA
8) College : TARC
9) Height : u wan to measure for me?
10) Weight : 67kg
11) Do you like yourself : at times yes i do
12) Piercings : considering....in my dreams...
13) Right or left : i would prefer a belly pierce=P
14) Are you a freak : In wat sense?
15) Hair : Black
16) Skin : Typical chinese skin colour?!
17) Allergic : Tuna that is not fresh...
18) What are you doing now : tags
19) What will you do 1 hour later : sleep i think
20) What will you do 10 years later : i'm not phychic...i dun c the future

The Family
21) Live with mother/ father/ parents : parents
22) Siblings (including you) : 4
23) Eldest : Sister
24) Youngest : step sister
25) Love/ hate your family : both?!

The Love
26) Found your other half : God is yet to reveal
27) If yes who is she/ he : yet to reveal
28) If no who you want she/ he to be : Not in my hands to decide...
29) Time(s) you been in a relationship : ermmm...in on actually...with my family?!...hahaha=P
30) Ever woo boy/ girl : Ermmm...yeah
31) Anyone woo you before : i dun think so
32) Did anything wrong to your other half : God?...yeah plenty...and yet still trying not to...
33) What was/ were the wrong that you had done : sin
34) Ever argue with your other half : nah He always get the last say...so just be good and listen=)
35) You with your other half since : when i was born=)
36) Are you straight/ lesbo : straight
37) Reasons you love your other half : He love me first
38) You and your other half in which stage : no stage....there is only His presence
39) You woo she/ he or he/ she woo you : He makes the move
40) ever think of marry she/ he : I've already has infact according to the bible....i'm the bride=)

The Friends
41) Your first best friend : no best friend got plenty of close friends
42) Your first enemy : forgotten
43) The friend you love the most : ermmm....gf??
44) The enemy you hate the most : ermmm....satan??
45) Your most beautiful girl friend : i shall skip this=P
46) Your most handsome boy friend : i feel so gay by answering this=P
47) The kind of girl you hate the most : 'clams'
48) The kind of boy you hate the most : 'nerds'
49) You fall in love with your close friend before : nope
50) Your best friend is your ex-lover : nope
51) If your friend backstabbing you : What is this tag trying to ask??
52) If your friend betray you : loses my trust simple as that
53) If your friend love your lover : cross the boundary and risking the friendship
54) If your friend fall in love with you : depends...
55) If you fall in love with your best friend : He has fall in love with me way before i was even born

The Studies
56) Are you a good student : Average
57) You always done your homework/ assignments : assignments...yes
58) The teacher/ tutor love you most : nope
59) Always late to school/ college : College yes, school just skip only lar=P
60) Your class : ermmmm?!
61) You love your seniors : nope
62) Senior who love you the most : nope
63) Your classmates good/ bad : both
64) Excellent result classmates : both excellent and not so excellent
65) Laziest classmate : plenty to list down here=P

The People
66) Smart people : nerds?
67) Stupid people : just lazy
68) Good looking people : good looks with no brains = just shells
69) Ugly people : everyone is ugly in some areas
70) Funny people : the ones that cheer people up
71) Cute people : just feel like pincing them
72) Bad people : God will be the judge
73) Honest people : God will bless them
74) Acting people : 'Masked' riders...
75) What kind of person are you : more of quiet and listener type....can be wacky at times..
76) Lips or eyes : lip, eyes wat??
77) Hugs or kisses : both!?
78) Shorter or taller : wat??
79) Hesitant or spontaneous : me?? both
80) Nice stomach or nice arms : errrr??
81) Listener or talker : listener
82) Romantic or rich : cant be rich...trying to be romantic...haha
83) Good Husband or good father : striving to be both in the future

The Future
84) Age to get married : worry about that when i find the rite match
85) Number of kids : decide later
86) Career : Accountant?....the future is yet to unfold
87) Salary : worry about study first....
88) Retirement age : when and if i have children that can support both themselve n me
89) Properties value : dont own any property yet...
90) Wishes : Live life to the fullest

The Victims
91-100) my blogroll

1st day of holiday...

Alrite...initially wanted to sleep in after the sleepless nites of studies...but cant do that and need to wake up early for some event the church had. And it was alrite overall. Then headed to the beach today and for the first time since i've reach Melb. And the wind is strong n nice and have a nice walk along the shore....cause we didnt manage to find the proper beach so walk along the shore. Then headed down to the city to have dinner at Nasi Lemak House, which sells Msian hawker food which is the closest to the ones u can find in Msia. And i enjoyed it!! Then headed to Station Pier for coffee. Not bad for the first day of holiday=)

Tagged by Couz...

RULES
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!



-Still have milk teeth
-Had operation when i was still a baby
-Once had a nick name call 'bao jin tin' coz of the scar on my forehead
-Lego is still my favourite toy
-Like reading comics
-Keeps my promises...is only a matter of when i fulfill it
-Can be adventurous at times...depends on the mood
-Will go all out to help someone
-Good listener
-I have 3 scars on my body
-Once upon a time i was nicknamed as chipmunk
-Plays the saxophone
-Movie freak
-Have great imagination...all sorts...=P
-Can sleep while standing

i tag:
Lilian
Charis
Esther
Joanne Lai
Shane
Yen Wen
Jessica Kok
Joelle
YinXie
Nishanti

Tagged by Esther...

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.# Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1) Name the person you tagged
Shane
Charis
Melody Leong
Yen Wen
Jessica

2) Describe yourself in 1 word
uncertain

3) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
i would pick someone the one i love and yet really loves me too=P

4) Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
i bet everyone does rite?

5) How if people reject your confess face to face? cry?
Never been in that situation before.

6) God is giving u just 5 more minutes back to heaven, if love someone special, what will you say to that person?
i think i will say God will always be with you and i'll see you some day again

7) What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
You got ur choice not to believe wat i said but that is the truth.

8) Was a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
yup

9) Do you have something special with you all the time?
More of someone special than a thing=)

10) Long distance love?
Never had that before.

11) Best place to cry?
Somewhere alone?!

12) Who do you love the most?
The Creator!!

13) Tell us of your dream last nite
Ermmm...there wasnt a dream

14) Ever hated someone so bad?
When i was just a little boy....

15) The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard??
forgotten about it....dun wan to dwell on the hurt!!

16) The last person you had a beer with
hmmm...this has been a long time...before i left for Melb the outing with Lilian, Wee Liam, Lai Li, Sharon, Christina, Luke, Wen Cong, Jeremy, and i was the only one drinking=P

17) The last person you went to the movie with
Jung Teng, we watched Hellboy 2 with free tickets...

18) The last person you talked on the cell phone with
Timo

19) The last person you hugged
Ermm...Aunty Edna...before she leave for Singapore...yeah i guess that was the last time i hugged someone..

20) The last person you yelled at
Dun remember when...had been toning down with the voice...

21) In the last week have you kissed someone?
nope

22) Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
Not long ago over exam...

23) If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
To travel around the world with the one i love without worrying about anything

24) If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
World tour?!

25) What you hate the most?
Not being understanding enuf

26) What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Love ones

27) Five facts about me:
I still have a milk teeth
love to have play game, watch movies, read comics
can be friendly and scary at times
Never see myself as someone great in anything except jokingly
Love to eat

28) Five things that scares me
Heights (seriously heights do scares me to a certain point)
Alone in the dark...had a childhood shock of it...
emotionally hurting someone
Cant think of anymore...

29) Two songs that is playing in your head lately
Forever Love- Lee Hom
If i were a boy - Beyonce

30) Five things i treasue in my life
My God
My family
My frens
My belives

Slight problem...

Well..i dunno why no matter how i try to put some lines in between in the last post it still ends up sticking up into a whole bunch anyway..i think u can read it...more tags to come..

Tagged...

Ok, so i was tagged by Charis long long time ago with this nomination award. So here i am doing this.

Once accepting this award, the rules are as follow:

1. Put the logo on your blog.

2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.

3. Nominate 10 other blogs.

4. Add links to those blogs on yours.

5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.And the list is in not any particular order.

1. Charis. Ok she nominated me. Her blog is filled with poem and food for thoughts, seriously there is those post that really makes u think.

2. Shane. Well her blog is most of the time filled with pictures with interesting and funny captions. And she posts interesting pictures too, potential pro photographer=P

3. Joanne Lai. The blog withpictures of food in it...yeah..read her blog makes me drool every now and then.

4. Esther Chan. Well this is her second blog and i choose this cause it is about how God work in her life. Yeah encouragement blog=)

5. Charis-second blog. Well this is solely food for thought blog..haha. I find this more of a reflection blog where God's word is explain - Pastor Charis=P

6. Lilian. Ok this amoi's blog here, is funny at times, serious at times, crazy most of the time=p

7. Yen Wen. She speaks wat she thinks in her blog, being true to herself. Seriously everynow n

then is nice to read blogs that is showing themselves.

8. Jessica. She too speaks of herself, being herself, no one else!!

9. Melody Leong. Yeah i know u have been tagged by this..but i'll just go ahead and do it again=P

10. Nishanti. She speaks her mind out in her blog...well not everything but i find her blog is put in words that is different that others.

Ok if u r wondering why is it all girls..well...if u go look at list at the side mostly is girls blog. I dont know enuf male friends that blog. So all girls blog lar=P

Freedom...

Weeee..finally i've finish my exams...dreadful exams...yes horrible horrible papers=P now that it is over time for me to enjoy my holiday.....yes my long holiday...4 MONTHS OF HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!! muahahaha...well i think mostly will be working instead of enjoying it...anyway..just wait for more updates since i'm free=)

3 down and 1 to go...

Just finsh another paper...and rite now having mixed feelings...sigh...at one hand..glad that exam is finishing soon...another 72 hours to go....at another hand...i that stupid failing feeling is creeping me...yeah..i might fail a paper....arghh...all the question in the paper i've read and all i need to do is just explain wat is it with the key words(exams...always ask for ur own explanation and yet u need to put in thier key word)....and yet i cant remember a single thing...sigh...wat to do in 120 minutes with 3 explanation questions with nothing in ur mind?...just make out explanations on ur own lor...hoping the examiner will be stupid...eh eh...wrong wrong..hehe=P..not stupid...kind enuf to let me score...seriously..i need to score at least 32 in this paper...if not fail T_T

Tears....

i was just surfing the net...and then suddenly this came into my mind..tears...in my head i thought, a face with tears flowing rite down the cheek till it drips off the face. And i thought about it as a sad thing about it. Nothing happen recently that make me thing of this but it just came to my mind all of the sudden. And somehow, though it is just an image in my mind i just wanted to cheer that face up. This comes to me as a reflection as, many times when i see someone cry, all of the sudden i'm like dumb struck, dont know wat to do. But then it ended up that i try to say something to console, talk things thru or to cheer them up but it fails. And at that moment i feel so useless for being at person's side who is crying and yet i can do nothing to stop that tears to flow. Maybe it is just rite to leave it and let everything flow out but when a person cry, to me it usually means something somewhere in them hurts them and i just want to help to get those pain away. But then again...i'm no god...only God can take those pain and hurts away and close those wounds.

2 down 2 to go...

wee....jsut finish my MA paper...haha..for the first time when doing MA i didnt panic...not cause it is easy or i know how to do...it is cause the question is set to so many questions that gives me the chance to score every bits i can or i know=P...mee need sleep...zombie mood....=P

Wat am i doing here?!....

It is less than 12 hours to my next paper and yet i'm here...posting this=P...haha..jsut need to release some tension lar...sigh..too stress. I'll be sitting for Management Accounting....AGAIN!!...i barely pass the last time in KL now again i've to face this piece of paper...arghh...well like any part of accounting, when u know how to do it, it just feels great, coz after that long time of solving it, it just give u the satisfying feeling. Well with i already have in my brain and hopefully i dun screw this paper...i hope i can get this paper rite!! seriously it is horrible when u know u feel like didnt cover everything.

Fear....

i believe everyone of us has a fear in us and whenever we face that something we are scared of it, we often struggle to overcome it as we are afraid of it and it takes a whole lot of courage to face it. For me...i have this fear of heights...thanks to dreams that falls from high places. Even though i'm afraid of heights...but everytime i do something that related to being up high i somehow manage to keep that fear away, mayb is coz i know i'm safe and wont fall. But wat i do really fear is i would say the fear of not knowing. not knowing wat people around me think to be more specific. I know i cant expect everyone to let me know wat they are thinking, but then i always have this feeling when i dont know then i feel that unease that is telling me go n find out. Not the being a ke-po-chi feeling but the feeling of just wanting to care. And this makes me wonder...is this a bad thing or a good thing?? I cant expect everyone to tell me everything rite?!..they have theier know privacy and screts...i got no rite to know them so i dun ask them about it..that is a rite thing rite?!...but then if i dun do it i feel unease, coz i get the feeling that i can help in someway...sigh..why should i be like this...and the more hen i should just be worrying about me papers....crap...

Anyway back to the topic of fear. How to overcome our fear is jsut different i would say. But in my opinion y we always have fear is coz of the lack of safety in that area, dun u think so?? When we fear of something like height, i think is coz we have that feeling of falling that feeling of not safe being up high, or fear of drowning which leads to not wanting going into the water coz u have the feeling of not safe. To overcome our fears...i would say to find something that makes us feel save when we do wat we fear...

1 down 3 more to go...

Just finish a paper....3 more to go..sigh..the torture.....well...almost screwed up the paper just now...sigh....think most possibility just past that paper...gonna sink into books again tonite...ciaus..

Dumb brain...

thanks to my wide awake brain...i didnt sleep....been turning n tossing on my bed for more than an hour...ended up deciding to study again...=P..now i'll be so tired later in the afternoon...sigh...

Study...

this is such a struggle when things is happening around u. With the com, bed and tv as ur temptation sure is a struggle...for me at least. Well i still need to study for it though and it sucks. Procastinating is another problem here. If only i could focus. And there is test to do....sigh...