Tuesday, September 24, 2013

The unexpected dream...

Well i had this dream last night, it was some what nice and yet i feel sad at the same time...

It started when i was at this cafe alone, drinking a cup coffee, reading something, minding my own business. And then i heard some one call out to me and i was like "oh it was you" kinda expression (it was her). So we ended up sitting together asking hows things going over coffee. And when the time comes to go our  separate ways, it rained and I saw that she was walking back instead of driving which leads me to offer her a ride back. Initially she didn't want to but i insist since it was raining heavily. while in the car we continue to talk for a while, and the unexpected question came...do u still love me? I  ignored that question and move on to talk abt something else. I felt that i didnt want to answer cause I dont want to scare her away and yet at the same time i wanna say yes and ask her the same question...

And there is where it all ends..morning came and no matter how much i wanna know how that dream goes...it is still a dream. Chances of being real is impossible. And no matter how much i try to look pass what has happen between us. The feeling still there and it will never be the same....mayb time will change all of these but for now i just wanna look away from the grieve...