The unexpected dream...

Well i had this dream last night, it was some what nice and yet i feel sad at the same time...

It started when i was at this cafe alone, drinking a cup coffee, reading something, minding my own business. And then i heard some one call out to me and i was like "oh it was you" kinda expression (it was her). So we ended up sitting together asking hows things going over coffee. And when the time comes to go our  separate ways, it rained and I saw that she was walking back instead of driving which leads me to offer her a ride back. Initially she didn't want to but i insist since it was raining heavily. while in the car we continue to talk for a while, and the unexpected question came...do u still love me? I  ignored that question and move on to talk abt something else. I felt that i didnt want to answer cause I dont want to scare her away and yet at the same time i wanna say yes and ask her the same question...

And there is where it all ends..morning came and no matter how much i wanna know how that dream goes...it is still a dream. Chances of being real is impossible. And no matter how much i try to look pass what has happen between us. The feeling still there and it will never be the same....mayb time will change all of these but for now i just wanna look away from the grieve...

Looking towards the island...

Maybe there is opportunity there...looks promising

Random Thoughts...

Alright it was a really sunny sunny Saturday morning like it was so sunny that it burns my skin when it the sun shines thru the window and onto my bed while I'm still asleep and that was like 10 in the morning and few hours later it is drizzling...Thats Melbourne's weather to you the 4 seasons in one day.  Its spring already and want some nice warm sun with some chill breeze, not drastic change from super sunny to super cold....

It already past noon close to tea time for some...and i haven't had lunch yet and this old memory of mine came into my mine. In the church that I grew up in Msia back when i was a kid, there was this hawker show just right outside my church where they serve noodles like curry noodles, beef ball noodles, prawn noodles etc and of  course the typical chinese drinks. and just beside that shop there is this huge tree cover over the shop like it was huge shade which protects from the blazing hot sun of Msia. So the memories goes that i was having a plate of Wantan noodles and a cup Teh Si Ping. And I felt satisfied even though the portion was small and the heat was just killing me...

Who needs a title for something like this?!...

heard of this song while watching a video...kinda hook on it...

Complains, part of life....screw it!....

There are things in life all of hate or just want to complain abt it just because we can we are able to to do it. For an example, when petrol price rises its all over your news feed on any of your social media. Politics screw you over in some way, you complain too. Where am I heading with this? Just wanna complain that everyone complains....