52th year...

It was on this day 52 years ago Msia had its independence, and from then on it is Msia's Independence day. Oh well some just consider this is Msia's bday but what does this really mean to the Msian today?? I know some is just another day of holiday that everyone is looking forward, for this year they will hav a long weekend. To the people of old when they experience that hardship to get independence it means a lot to them than to us now.

Anyway...Selamat Merdeka to all Msians...and Blessed Birthday to Nishanti, alrite she is not 52 yrs old but better not disclosed her age. (I remembered ur bday, dun say i forget =P)

15MALAYSIA - Lumpur...

A modern, poetic and beautifully constructed ode to Malaysia – its common people, places and enduring spirit

Blabbing...

Had a lazy sunday...stayed over at Ed's place and we stayed the whole day staying in...watching tele. And it has been a long time tat i just stayed in on a weekend.

I always has this tendency to ask people bt thier problem when i see, hear something...but then at times i know is not my place to ask abt it. But is times like this that i feel horrible coz it feels like i'm not doing abt it and is just hard not to ask abt it. Sigh.....

Long day...

Woke up late and didnt manage to do work...then had the afternoon doing some reading...then off to church. After dinner hang out then more reading n listening. Then watching a football match and in the middle ha mee to eat....that is just nice supper to have in the middle of the nite. Rite now...still not sleeping yet...shall be sleeping soon...kinda dying soon...

15MALAYSIA - The Son...

A teenage Chinese witness to a racially motivated assault is being driven to the police station. A quiet reminder of the dangers of inter-communal suspicion and conflict

Never Ending....

Too distracted with thoughts....
cant focus...
too frustrated with it...
Just dun feel like it anymore...
should i just say it...
should i just keep it to myself...
how long more do i need to keep it to myself...
Hold it in...
Let it go...
There is always risks...
And consequences to what I do...
Darn...

15ALAYSIA - Halal...

A very silly slapstick comedy demonstrating the proper Islamic way to slaughter chicken.

A day that i think less of....

Ok...i went to watch movies today...and i was glad that i went to watch those....coz i get to have my mind cleared..i mean...i was thinking of anything else...all the useless nonsense, well at least to me for this moment is time wasting none beneficial in any way.Well though i say my mind is clear but not completely clear...at least it was clear enuf to think about important stuff rather than useless time wasting things rite??!!

Cant stop thinking....

All the challenges set

Before me, in

Order for me to

Understand and grow

To be a better man

Here on i will

Endure till I

Reach the end....

15MALAYSIA - House...

An Indian boy is asked to build a model of his house at school. A tale on the social economic plight faced by many Malaysians.

15MALAYSIA - The Tree...

Alrite...ermmm...dun realy follow/support it but posting it coz is a Msia production =P...

The way called Acapella...

OK i got this from Sarah's blog....hahha..thanks for posting the videos....

And i was searching thru any other interesting acapella videos...

15MALAYSIA - Chocolate...

A quiet tale that reminds us that, despite the multifaceted contradiction of Malaysia, life goes on – even if not all of it is sweet.

Breathe...

15MALAYSIA - Potong Saga...

Thanks Timo for the link...but go ahead and visit that side...i will positng the videos here sooner or later though...

Farmer wants a wife...

Iwas doing some work in the living room...then i on the tele to watch while i was doing work. At first it was big bang theory then followed by farmers wants a wife. So i was watching farmers wants a wife, yup that reality show that features real life farmers getting hooked up with girls around the country...including city girls and at the the of the show or season the farmer get to be with one lady and they live happily ever after etc etc...

Now then this came into my head...How often does relationships started this way last??? I mean this is like a competetion where they will know each other like for how long?? 3 months then the big question?!!! Ok maybe a longer time period...but still can that time frame really let you know who you chose is the one for you??

What happen on the episode i was watching was that each farmer...i think there is 6/7 each has 3 picks of girls going to their farm...now for me is this....when they pick the girls...how did they know the girls like them??....and since they chosed 3 girls...which mean the ones they like the most among the rest...those 3 girls will be so competing with each other just to get ur affection...which of thier feeling is real??

Anyway...ignore what i'm saying here...just rambling...

Watch What You Are Saying!!!!....

Alrite...i'm suppose to post some stuff the past few days...but just procastinate and got delayed...yes including this post!!!...lallala

First off terms you need to understand before i explain what happen...cause i could get messy with explainations....No worries i'll colour code it just incase you got lost with the amout of words appearing later...

1) Peng You - Is the term for friends in chinese/mandarin. But in this sitution i'm about to tell it means period, yes that once a month thing that the ladies goes thru!!

2) Craving - According to....hmmm...better now name names here...craving only happens when Peng You is abt to happen/happen...

3) Robert - Is the guy version of no 1


Ok some explanation done...now for the story...here it goes...

It was a lovely Sunday...crap not really lovely when it rains...ok that doesnt matter. It was Sunday, We - Edwin, Erin, Eugene, Sarah n me went to Boxhill coz Edwin and Erin wanted to get their hair cut while Eugene went to buy groceries. So nothing much happen there but it happens after that when we decide where we want to go and do.

So ended up i said lets go for bubble tea which everyone agreed....here is where all everything starts....In the car someone was asking(dun remember who) why are we going to for bubble tea and someone(again dun remember) replied coz Jordy(which is me, my nick name i got since i'm here in Melb) suggest to go for it. Then the question came to me...why did i wan to have bubble tea?

***Now let us side track abit...to clarify things....the real reason i wan to have bubble tea is that i've been drinking it for the past few days and i really really like it!!! Seriously i drink it all the time back in Msia...like if i can find one i would definately get one!!!***

Then i answered : well i had craving for it.... Before I even get to finish my reason, it all then starts!! Saying i have peng you which leads to the craving....then when we arrive at the buble tea place and when Darren, Chia Pei, Chelsie, Timo arrive....then it continue again with Robert coming into the picture.

Moral of the story....watch with what you are saying...or rather with the words you are using especially ones that could lead you to situation like mine!!!

LoveStory meets VivaLaVida...

If It Kills Me...

Mad...

Ruby Blue...

3 Kinds of People in Our Life...

i've gotten this from Chelsie's blog. Just want to share with everyone=)

Through out our life time, there r 3 kinds of ppl accompany us.

When we r leaving,
The 1st person will cry and beg u dont go,

Will hold ur hand and promise missing u,

Will say "keep in touch" and send u to the front door,

After all these the person will go back and keep watching his/her favorite gig or drama.

The 2nd person will help u pack ur luggage, get ur breakfast ready and drive u to the airport. He/She will say:"Take care." And then go back to work.

The 3rd person will just stand by, watching u from distance and doing nothing.
U can hardly feel his existence but that person will miss u in every minute and worry about u for every second. He/She prays to God for ur safety and receive peace from the prayers day and night.

When we come back, we:

Buy lots of things for the 1st person, take him/her out for dinner and go anywhere together.. When we see that person, we feel even the sun is shining for ourselves.

Give the 2nd person a hug, help him/her to do housework and feel happy for his/her happiness...We feel lucky for having the person's company.

Give a "hi" to the 3rd person and hav nth to say.

When we lost

the 1st person:

We lost the color of our life. We r desperate for a moment but we will come across our new color at the corner of one street, starting a new adventure.

the 2nd person:

We lost our strength to lift up the unknown future. However, time after time, we will be alright.

the 3rd person:

We do not feel at first, but slowly we find out our souls are gone with that person from the first day he/she leaves.
We've lost our harbor for our heart forever.

The 1st person can be a lover, a kid or a friend. The relationship is young n free.

The 2nd person can be a husband or wife. The feel is mid-aged.

The 3rd person is ur papa or mama, ur love for life and the one who knows u from head to toe.

The 1st one gives u words.

The 2nd contributes time.

The 3rd person devotes his/ her own life to u.

They're Everywhere...

Just killing some time...

Right now in uni killing some time before tutorial starts....blah...

Went to get the TB test done and once they have injected that that that....that thing that test for TB under the skin..that part of the skin expand as though air has been pumped into it....oh well gotta wait till tomorrow for the results.

While i'm killing time...i watch some of So You Think You Can Dance on youtube...and i've posted from today till the next few days...well at least i think these few are nice n good!!

Ramalama...

I've come to realise that.....

I've been tag by Dena in fb....


1) I've come to realise that my hair:
Has grown from short to long n back to short....

2) I've come to realise that when I talk:
I can pronouce a word differently even though i knew the proper pronouciation!!

3) I've come to realise that all i really need is:
worry free life...

4) I've come to realise that I've lost:
Countless things that i feel/think is important to me

5) I've come to realise that I hate it when:
irritated...

6) I've come to realise that if I'm drunk:
i will look search for my bed or any nearest available bed before i doze off to dreamland...

7) I've come to realise that money:
Is needed to spend to get our daily supplies....

8) I've come to realise that when i get old:
i would like to carry my grandchildren in my arms=)

9) I've come to realise that I'll always be:
a person with a brain that think 5 things at the same time...

10) I've come to realise that I have a crush on:
Someone i yet to know in the near future....

11) I've come to realise that the last time i cried was:
when i was prayed for...

12) I've come to realise that my cell phone:
has always been NOKIA!!!=)

13) I've come to realise that when I wake up in the morning:
I want to sleep somemore but cant....darn it

14) I've come to realise that before I go to sleep at night I:
Think of someone...

15) I've come to realise that right now I am thinking about:
doin this tag and few other stuffs.....refer to question 9

16) I've come to realise that my life:
will never be perfect and is the way of life so i will grow to be a better man=)

17) I've come to realise that my favourite drink is:
something that i couldnt figure what to be exact=P

18) I've come to realise that today I will:
Have a TB test....

19) I've come to realise that tonight I will:
Think about the test results...

20) I've come to realise that tomorrow I will:
be one day closer to....

21) I've come to realise that I really want to:
Have an adventurous life without restriction...

22) I've come to realise that the person most likely to repost this is:
no one coz not tagging anyone...

23) I've come to realise that relationships are:
one thing i desired....

24) I've come to realise that love:
hurts...

25) I've come to realise that my best guy friend(s):
have not seen me for a year =P

26) I've come to realise that my best girl friend(s):
has not been seeing me for a year!!

27) I've come to realise that food is:
One of God's finest idea that He has given to mankind!!

28) I've come to realise that this summer:
I wont be in Melb....wait i will for the end of summer

29) I've come to realise that heartbreak is:
Something people shouldnt be feeling.

30) I've come to realise that the last person i liked:
Is part of the memories i have with me....

31) I've come to realise that my sister(s):
Is mad at me for not saying anything...

32) I've come to realise that crying:
Is a relaxing thing to do...

33) I've come to realise that death:
means one step closer to seeing God

34) I've come to realise that if I'm sick:
It would be gret to be taken care of

35) I've come to realise that when I'm bored:
I do all sorts of things!!

Are We Btter than Others?!...

Ok this is not about Christianity and the world out there...but i would say in general every aspect of different perspective.

We always say criticize when we see people are weak or does poorer than us in some area or we when hear that people complain or debate over things like how what they stand for it better than the other. Whether is it work differentiation, which religion is better than the other, which person's value is better than the other, even between boys n girls.

To me it is always good to hav those friendly debate over which is better coz i believe there is a mutual understanding in between. But when one start saying good about a thing and ignore the oppositions points there is where i draw the line and need to ask are you that much better than the other?

Yes we mayb have our opinions on things, but i guess sometimes somethings need to have a mutual respect on things.

Fire In The Kitchen....

BGR...

Ok ok...is though it has the same title...but that is not wat i meant. It meant Boy Girl Radar...hahha...ok let me explain how i get to this term here.

U know how we humans, both man n women, guy n gal, boy n girl, gentlemen n lady...oh u get the point.....are made so that we attract each other. Then get together join to be as one....that is the Boy Girl Relationship....now how do we know if a girl or guy like us??

All of us has this sense. Is like when a person like us....we know that person like us!!! I call it the Boy Girl Radar...haha. Well it functions almost the same as a radar so i shall call it that for now. kekeke... Dun ask why but i just got this into my head all of the sudden!!! Of course i dun think wit strangers but work on frens that like us.

I dun think is impossible for u not to know what i'm trying to say here. I've heard many stories from diff people saying "i think so n so like me..." n giving all the reasons and say that i can feel etc etc....and then turn out to be true.

For my experience i never use that radar of mine. Even when i talk to this girl that once like me like fren...which we somehow manage to talk to the topic of relationship....then only found out she like me....it came to me as a shock at that time coz i really dun know that she does like me. Told my other frens abt this and they were like "duh so obvious didnt you know that?!" My reaction was "yup i didnt know that".

How blur can a person be?? Oh well some of us are just that blur!!

Because Of You By City Harvest Church....

Receive this by Cheryne....thanks=)

TB Test...

I jsut receive a letter from the health ministry of aust. And apparently someone in my uni had TB...and i had to go for test in case i was infected or so they say...blah..so troublesome...and i hav class during the time they allocated...and i hav to purposely go back to uni on a uni free day just to get back report....sigh...

Chill On Ice Lounge....

Last Sunday, which was the 2nd of August after church service few of us head down to the city and went to....

Chill On Ice Lounge, which is located at...

As the name has suggest it is a lounge made out of ice. And to maintain that ice there...the room is at -10 to -15!! It was that cold that after 10 minutes i enter that lounge i cant feel my ear without me touching that is....though is kinda expensive but once in alive time thing it should be worth it. It cost 30 A$ for 30 minutes in that room, but a free cocktail is given hehe...except for underage which gets mocktail=P...so here are some pics....

Incase you cant see what we are holding is our cup of drink...

This the free cocktail...even the cup is made out of ICE!!!

Group pic in the ice lounge...

Our "real" conversation during that 30 minutes!!!...hahha

After 30 minutes...we got out..and the outside windy air of Melbourne felt like summer at least till we adjust back that is....Before leaving another group pic....

Then we headed to Brunetti at Swanston for coffee...

While everyone is busy ordering their drinks....

I went to a seat at a...ermmm...no idea what am i sitting on...hahah..

After the coffee session is the girls time to take their turn...

For dinner we headed down to OldTown Kopitiam in Chinatown....

This,

This,

And this, though it looks good!!!

Dun be fooled!! It doesnt have the taste that you would expect back in Msia!!!!!

Tag on FB...

It has been some time since i last did a tag....anyway i've been tag by Chelsie on Facebook....it is call: my kind of girl/guy...so here it goes...

1) Do you need him/her to be good looking?
hmmm...good question, before that what is ur defination of good looking??...hahhaha

2) Smart??
yep...

3) Preferred age?
Age gap no more than 2 so far.....

4) Preferred height?
Not taller than me...and not too short till i have to completely tilt my head down...haha

5) How about sense of humor?
No cold lame jokes...

6) How about piercings?
Ears...any other i think is kinda kinky...

7) Accepts you for who you are?
Yes!! provided she changes the bad aspects of me...

8) Pink hair?
nope....i dont want a person who needs attention from everyone

9) Mushy or no?
Dont like overdoing it...

10) Thin or fat?
In between....

11) Black, Brown or White?
Based on the 3 options...white...hahah..but as long willing to accept the cultural difference i dont see a problem...

12) Long hair or short hair?
Long...but as long it suits her it doesnt matter much!!

13) Plastic or metal?
Plastic or metal what?? why is this question even here??!!!!

14) Smells good?
yup

15) Smoker?
HUGE NO!!!

16) Drinker?
As long she knows her limit then it is fine with me

17) Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Too many people will want to go after her...nah...

18) Muscular?
Muscular as in muscle builders' muscular?? then no!!!

19) Plays piano?
=)

20) Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
plus point...

21) Plays violin?
great...

22) Sings very good?
Fantastic!!

23) Vain?
As long i'm not late for things, or get complains about something small of her get messed up then is alrite..

24) Glasses?
Doest it matter??

25) With braces?
Again does it matter??

26) Shy type?
nope

27) Rebel or good boy/girl?
In between?!

28) Active or passive?
active

29) Tight or bomb?
What is this question about?!!!!!

30) Singer or dancer?
Both??

31) Stunner?
which stunner is this question trying to ask?!!

32) Hiphop?
You mean the dance? that would be not bad

33) Earrings?
That should be alrite, is a girl's accesory!!!

34) Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-until-you-drop?
Nah makes me feel she would leave me anything....

35) Dimples?
Doesnt matter

36) Bookworm?
I dont see a problem in that...

37) Mr/Ms. love letter
yup

38) Playful?
At the right time yes!!

39) Flirt?
Not with everyone!! but me...hahha

40) Poem writer?
It is alright

41) Serious?
At the right time, yes!!

42) Campus crush?
maybe

43) Painter?
A creative mind, that should be alrite too....

44) Religious?
If following God is a religion then yes

45)Someone who likes to tease people?
Sometimes...

46) Computer games geek? or internet freak?
As long she spends time with me then is alrite

47) Speaks 20 languages?
The languages that i speak is sufficient enuf!!

48) Loyal or faithful?
Both

49) Good kisser?
does it really matters alot??!!

50) Loves children
Definately!!!

Finally...

Hahah...after a week i guess...that the song on my blog has gotten on my nerves...lol...so i've deiced to remove it...

Right now waiting for dan n jas for dinner...later on junk mail distribution..hahhaa

Just in case you do not know...recently i've gotten a job...that is junk mail distribution!! Well though the pay is like ok...but the plus side is that get to work n do exercise at the same time..lol...and u get pay for it=P...

p.s. i need to stop thinking about.....something=P

Life Just It...

I find it funny at times when I hear people complain how miserable their life could be, in fact at times i laugh at myself after i think back at the time i complain about it. Now, I'm not trying to laugh at or say how stupid when we complain about our life, is kinda normal for us to complain but at the same time, if look from outside their situation, i see how easy we can forget God is with us thru it all, and how easy we forget He has never fail us again and again. In fact, if talking about who fail who....i think we fail God countless times...

Last weekend when church was having the mission weekend, guest speaker, Dr Omar came to spoke. He shared that many of us always say to God "Here I am Lord, but send other people's daugter/son"...what he shared was for the mission weekend but i think is very similar to our daily life!! We always say "i lay it all down before you and Lord i let you take charge over it" but next thing we know we are taking charge over the matter, isnt it the same as saying i'm here for you Lord but send someone else?? In case you still dont get what i'm trying to say....it is like saying " Lord lead me n guide me but i want to be the one directing everything!!!" How many times have we said we will lay everything to Him and yet the next thing we do is start doing it all over again??

At times when thereis a situation, whether is friends, family, work, studies or whatever it may be, there is always a limit to what we can do in that situation. Is hard that we cant do anything but all of us have out limitations. Why not start praying about it and let God work His way thru it?? And when things turn out the way not what we wanted, why should we complain that God isn't doing anything?? God has His plan for each of us, He does what he thinks is good for all of us, even if it maybe a sad thing to us.

I know it could be a difficult thing to do just to lay it all down and just have faith in believing everything will work out right, i too do struggle at the same thing, why do you think i complain at times?!!! I'm not here to judge and say what you are doing is wrong, that is not my role, but rather i just want to encourage all of us to not to have a life of complain all the time, but a life of faith that everything will go thru well when we surrender it to Him, our Father.

Delayed.....ermmm...random?!!...

Ok...let me backtrack a little....

On Sunday afternoon went to Chill On Ice Lounge and then hangout in the city till nite...will update more later on with photos...

Then today, after a much reasoning to myself...which obviously fail coz i decided to walk back home from uni, which took me about an hour n 15 minutes!!! And half way thru it...it rained!! So right now kinda having a headache n slight fever...darn it..

Oh well broke my walking record when back in Msia....used to be 45 minutes now extended it by another 30 minutes...

ok..wanna rest early....yawn...

My Sister's Keeper...

Went to watch My Sister's Keeper on Thursday. It was based on the book by Jodi Picoult. Though there is an ending difference between the book and the movie....i think the main stuff is shown int the movie...And i find the movie kinda touching in a way.

Ok let me admit this..watching it reminds me of my sis back home. Haha...It has been more than a year since i left Msia. And to tell you the truth...among my family members...i think i'm the closest to my older sis. I'm not gonna say so much on what she did. But it just reminds me of her....hahah..oh well better not let her read this...if not she is gonna hav another reason to tease me on...lol

BGR...

Now i was reading....ermmm....someone's blog...ahaha. And then i find it interesting. haha. Chosing career paths with the considering of a relationship. Well i find it interesting coz i've never heard abt it before though to some is kinda common. Well i never did relate choosing a career path with relationship before, and given a chance again i dun think i will put relationship as a factor into wat i'm abt to study.

However....have you ever consider what is the job of the person you are looking for should have?? I guess many of you have actually....Like some wants them to be a lawyer/ doctor/ tycoon/ engineer or what ever jobs you could think of as a criteria. Once again i would say it has never occur to me what my significant other half job should be. Seriously to me i always had that simple mind where....ok if the relationship does goes well and proceed on further...i will do very best to be the provider of the family provided she doesnt mind being house wife...hahaha

Oh well that is all only in the head....when the real thing does comes then only start planning...is not a 1 sided thing you know?!!!!