Something I don't want....

I guess a friend of mine from high school just broke up as well cause the first thing i saw on my fb feed is this pic that says...

"my ex? we're not friends, we're not enemies. we're just strangers with some memories."

for some reason it does make some what of sense....but that's not i want - strangers

Looking...

At times we r just comfortable with the things ard us...i mean from family to friends to job/studies to even the basic things ard us like our room. For me there is pictures of us in my room one literally like next to my bed and for some reason the angle fits well that when i look from few directions you do still see that picture. Part of me wanna take them away but yet at the same time i just feel that it sits there very well. Oh the dilemma..what a pain... I guess in time to come when i think of moving things ard my room again i'll put it away then.... but for now it just shows me the beautiful smile and bring back memories and some agonising pain in the heart...

Lonely - 2NE1...

While listening to a bunch of kpop on youtube...though this old but it sounds good - enjoy it

Into the open...

Every now and then life throws shit at you...like how real life shit is being thrown at u, ur first reaction will be 'WTF?!" So in this life shit I'm in...somehow i feel sad/bitter and relieve....ok technically i shouldnt be saying shit but right now i cant find a better way to describe what had happen and how cut off i feel...

Somethings are meant to be said some are not...though part of me feel bitter that says fuck off dont fucking bother with my life anymore, you have decided with what you want so dont get the hell out of my life, at the same time another part of me says see what u have done to me and regret...and another part says forgive me of what i've said...i guess after all what i want is the truth not just a piece of it but the whole truth, the whole picture....though it might hurt me more but i rather be hurt than to linger on things that isnt even a truth..

It has been some time now that i've been working on somethings...and it is getting some where...i'm happy about it..though the initial plan was a surprise but i guess i could just scrap that and hopefully soon that I can show everyone what i've been working on. Its actually a huge surprise but now its gonna be something different...just got to wait and see how things turn out...