Wrong things at the wrong time....

First receive results...then the death of my laptop....and now soon my external hard disk is gonna die soon...crap lar. Why why why that things have to happen at this time. Especially when time of bad financial. Sigh...

Lappy down...

My laptop is down at the moment...T_T...it has been a good laptop over the pass 6 years. Though in between there is attempts to upgrade it but sigh....after 6 years of faithful providing me access to my work, and internet. A sudden malfunction....sigh..dun even know whether could it be revived!!....pray hard it would

It Is Not What You Think Part 2...

MJ's magic #7

My fren posted this on facebook....hmmm..something interesting to share...


-- Michael Jackson signed his will on 7/7/02.
-- Michael Jackson's memorial was on 7/7/09 ... exactly 7 years after the will was signed.
-- Michael Jackson's two biggest hits -- "Black & White" and "Billie Jean" -- were each #1 for 7 weeks.
-- Michael Jackson's three biggest albums -- "Thriller," "Bad" and "Dangerous" -- each produced 7 top 40 hits.
-- Michael Jackson was the 7th of 9 children.
-- Michael Jackson was born in 1958 ... 19 + 58 = 77
-- Michael Jackson died on the 25th ... 2 + 5 = 7
-- Michael Jackson has 7 letters in his first and last name.

It Is Not What You Think Part 1...

The King Of Pop...

Well the memorial for the King of Pop has already pass. And well of course many many many people cry while watching it, though i know some of them who aint a huge fan of him they still cry.

I watched some of his past concerts on tele just now, dont know whether is it part of the memorial or not, but i was impressed!!! There was this one scene where it was a slow song, 'I'll Be There' i think that is the song title. It was so good that i'm touch =P......hahhaha...But one part of the concert replays that i find it funny is the people that went for the concert. Their expression was funny....well at least to me that is.

It is sad that the world lost a great artist like him. Some will remember him for his songs, some his dance move (seriously u got to check out his moon walk n one that he jump/stands on the tip of his shoes). For me....i'll always remember him as the artist who always grabs his balls while dancing. But nontheless, all his hit wonders will always remain in the hearts of many.

Taking the Train of Thoughts....

Every now and then i will has this series of thinks that comes into my mind. And all this are related somehow. Is like taking a train, the stations are the subjext/thoughts/matter....and all is connected byt the tracks/train. And when everytime this happens to me i get frustrated easily. Since everything is related one way or another, solving one naturally would lead to solving the other. Now the problem is either dont know where to start in solving one matter, or is just too complicated that no matter how easy you could possibly think is still that complicated....getting a little confused??...yeap me too...

Battle of the Sexes...

Often you hear on radio abt which of the 2 sexes is better, the guys or the girls. There is always competition between the guys and the girls in like almost everything....i think....hahha. Education wise, who is smarter....work, who is more succesful....family, who play a more important role.

In my opinion, we are equal. It doesnt matter what each side does i still think we are still equal. I read somewhere before that, God didnt create woman out of man from the body parts of his head nor did He took part from the leg but instead from the ribs which signify equality.

Our roles in every aspect is different. Some things guys are better at it than girls and vice versa. But that doesnt mean overall one is better than the other. We are created that way therefore we naturally are better in some area than the other but overall we are equal....

Poems...

Poem, i guess most of us has read 1 or 2 poems in our life. The famous ones are always the ones with a good lesson or meaning behind it. And the fact that it is so good that some do wonder whether they could be a good poet as some of them. But the fact is we dont need to be a super great poet do write a poem. An ordinary person could just write a poem just as easily as any of those famous poet. Just because they got famous by the poem they wrote, doesnt mean they are some god, they are just as human as we are, just living the same ordinary live we have. The difference is that they had more experience in life and in their writting that their poem seems so good.

Anyway, my point is that a poem is not written by some great poet. Poem could be written by anyone. As we write we improve, as we live our life the more inspiration we get. In fact i think poem is one of the coolest way to express our feelings. Hmmm....well i wasnt always had that thinking but is up till recently that i really think is a cool way.

Well in fact the stuff that i mention in the first part, i was kinda like that. Is like i feel so impressed by them writing meaningful poems and yet i wasnt able to write something interesting. Hahaha...but then i realise, poems is not about how fancy/great it sounds. Is more of how u express how u see things in life/ how u feel abt it. Though knowing that point, i still wont write one though...hahha...just plain lazy to think so much write one=P

Smooth Criminal Ragdoll...

Ideal??...

Cool door....

Hair...

My hair has gone thru alot ever since after form 5...seriously!! i mean back in the school years i would like keep my hair short so i wouldnt let the discipline teacher have a chance to cut it till it looks super wierd...let see how my haird has change ever since then....

It was short till near bald.....

In fact so short that lines of shaves could be done....

Then i had my hair left it long as you can see...

It was long enuf that without my specs, with a handbag, and a flower i could look like a girl

I even dyed my hair once...technically twice but consider it once...

Rite now i'm wondering how should my hair grow.....let it be short or let it grow longer again...hmmm...

First class??...

Got this forwarded email, and i guess some of you might have read it before. But just posting it here to share with everyone=)

"DO NOT LOOK BAXK AND ASK WHY, LOOK FORWARD AND ASK WHY NOT"

Interesting quote from the movie "Why did i get married?"

In most cases, especially in relationships, you will only get 80% of what you NEED and you will hardly get the other 20% that you WANT in your relationship. There is always another person (man or women) that you will meet and that will offer you the other 20% which is lacking in your relationship that you WANT. And believe me, 20% looks really good when you are not getting it at all in your current relationship.

But the problem is that you will always be tempted to leave that good 80% that you know you have, thinking that you will get something better with the other 20% that you WANT. But as reality has proven, in most cases, you will always end up with having the 20% that you WANT and loosing the 80% that you really NEED and that you already had.

Be careful in deciding between what you WANT and NEED in your life

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. "Wow, this girl in my office is a real looker. But it's not her Wynona Rider features that got me. I'm razy about her because she's also understanding, intelligent, tender - so many things that my spouse is not"

Somewhere along the way, you'll find a woman or a man who will be more charming or sensitive. More alluring. More thoughtful. Richer. Have greater sex appeal. And you will find a woman or man who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your spouse ever did.

Because no wife or husband is perfect. Because a spouse will only have 80% of what you're looking for. So adultery takes place when a husband or wife looks for the missing 20%. Let's say your wife is melancholic by nature. You may find yourself drawn to the pretty clerk who has a cherry laugh no matter what she says: "I broke my arm yesterday, Hahahaha...

Or because your wife is a homebody in slippers and pajamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil, you may fall for a fresh-smelling young sales representative that visits your office in a sharp black blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt Or because your husband is the quiet type, your heart may skip a beat when you meet an old college flame who has the makings of a talk show host.

But wait! That's only 20% of what you don't have.

Don't throw away the 80% that you already have!

That's not all. Add to your spouse's 80% the 100% that represents all the years that you have been with each other. The storms you have weathered together. The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple. The many adjustments you have made to love the other. The wealth of memories that you've accumulated as lovers.

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have.

But faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have.

But I'm not just talking about marriage. I'm talking about life!

About your jobs.

About your friends.

About your children.

About your lifestyles.

Are you like the economy airline passenger that perennially peeks through the door of the first class cabin, obsessed with what he's missing?

"They have got more leg room! Oh my, their food is served in porcelain! Wow, their seats recline at an 80% angle and they've got personal videos!"

I guarantee you'll be miserable for the entire trip! Don't live your life like that. Forget about what the world says is first class. Do you know that there are many first class passengers who are miserable in first class -- because they are not riding in a private Lear Jet?

The main message???

If you start appreciating what you have right now, wherever you are, you are first class!

Ramblings..

It is the second day of July, and things has been going thru my mind. Things that could be just be a waste of time and some that needs my attention to it. Though some needs my attention, but i didnt really bother abt coz i know eventually i will get it done, is just a matter of time.

Rite now something has been running in my mind day and nite till is kinda frustrating. Oh i wish it would just stop and leave. To find the answer in solving it, i have found it. But then again why still keep thinking about it coz i'm tempted.

Being tempted is not a nice thing to have. Bring tempted is usually something you know you shouldnt do but yet by doing it feels so rite. I hate it!! Oh please take it away from me.....